Monday when I got home I felt fine. I sat down before dinner to work and my shoulder began to hurt. Within 30 minutes I was in some serious pain. It wasn’t a muscle but you could feel the pain deep in the joint. I ate dinner and then I was almost in tears it hurt so much. I could not type. Just moving my shoulder a bit was painful. I took 3 Ibuprofen which helped a little bit but even just watching TV was painful as I kept moving my shoulder without realizing it. I finally went to bed so it wouldn’t hurt and when I woke up, I felt fine. NO pain at all.

After breakfast it twinged a little but then was fine for the entire day. Woke up today fine. It was a tiny bit tender but really nothing. But, at the supermarket I had to reach up on a top shelf and within 10 minutes, OUCH. Not that serious pain like Monday but enough to make me want to cry. In the past few hours, though, even with typing, it stopped hurting totally. I don’t know what I did to it. I’m favoring it for sure now, though. I’m frisky but that’s the arm I use lol, so guess I’ll sacrifice an orgasm for the cause.

Dad is still in the hospital but should be transferred to a rehab facility within a few days. He needs to be a little stronger. This will make things easier on everyone.

Been up since 4 am … no trouble sleeping but had to take mom for a mammogram for 7:45 am. All clear, no calcification which is a huge relief. Also, I haven’t taken meds to sleep in weeks. For a few months I could only sleep until 3 am and then was up and wide awake. I was taking the meds just on weekends to try to catch up on sleep, but for the past few weeks I really haven’t had any problems so let’s hope this keeps up!

So, that guy is still begging even though I clearly said no.

Give it a try, please. We can certainly be friends. I’m looking for more than a fuck buddy too. We have things in common and certainly enjoy talking. Hey I said I was an ass … At least until you find someone closer

I don’t know how else to say NO. I certainly don’t want someone to tide me over until something better comes along. See, one of the bad things he did to me was blow me off weeks after we met to tell me he’d met someone from his past and was picking up where they left off. So, I don’t trust him not to do that again. One bitten, twice shy.

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