Very unsettled

That’s how I feel. There isn’t one single thing, it’s a matter of a lot of little things that are bothering me.

First is the laser stuff. When I used to say I wanted to have it, Joel would look pained, and say not to, then always say do what makes you happy. Now he says go for it, since he’s already experienced it. Obviously the fantasy was great but the reality was disappointing.

So, I’m torn over having it or not.

There are a lot of other things bugging me, I think I just need a long vacation or a few really good nights of sleep.

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