Tough day

Today was a very, very tough day for me and while I almost feel the need to get it off my chest, it’s just an extremely painful memory that’s too difficult to talk about. Suffice to say I’m glad today is behind me.

I think too much, and weekends are always especially hard for me. There is this new guy, Mark, who really made me think about what I want and why I want it. I don’t think I’ll meet him as we want different things, but he surely made me face some things. I still refuse to settle for less than I deserve no matter what anyone says.

Not many site updates today. Watched Boondock Saints as Jamie had told me it was a good movie, and I agree, it was. Not the best I’ve ever seen and I’ll have to watch it again to pick up some dialogue I missed due to the Irish accents.

3 Responses to “Tough day”

  • 2851. summer 9 September 2007 at 9:58 pm

    (((big hugs to you)))…glad the worst part is over…i know you’ll never forget it…but you’ll get past it someday.

    And of course you shouldn’t settle…I shouldn’t either, and have been
    giving that a lot of thought lately…

    Hope you have a good week. Mine’s going to be busy with billing
    and an audit…good thing I like audits, lol.

  • 2854. pam 11 September 2007 at 3:27 pm

    Thanks … I don’t think I will ever get past it but it’s getting easier to deal with, but it does interfere in every potential relationship.

    Busy week … I’ll send a PM :)

  • 2879. summer 17 September 2007 at 5:18 am

    still waiting on that PM :P

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