So, I’m nervous …

I’m meeting my “boytoy” tomorrow after he gets out of work. Before that, though, I have a meet and greet with 12 people, half of whom I’ve never met before. He’ll show up there so it won’t be one-on-one but I’m still nervous as all out. We’ve never talked about body hair but I decided to wait and see … if the connection we have on the phone and online is the same in person, then we can have that all-important hair talk.

Meanwhile, the guy who cancelled out on the cup of coffee emailed again and wants to have coffee, and there is a doctor who loves EXTREMELY hairy women who wants to meet …. plus at this meet and greet a friend (whom I’ve never met) is bringing HIS friend he wants to fix me up with! All these men, right?

While I really like the boytoy, I have no illusions about a long-term anything with him. He’s also making me face my feelings about my attraction to younger men. I never realized how strong it was until he came along, or maybe it’s that he’s a little more mature than most guys his age so I don’t feel like I’m robbing the cradle.

I did come across a women on MySpace who is VERY hairy. She has hair on her chest which is clearly visible in her photos. Then a friend and I were talking about PCOS and it turns out she’s covered with hair, like I am .. and it was really nice to know I’m not alone. She’s married but I don’t know how her husband feels about all the hair, though I’m curious.

2 Responses to “So, I’m nervous …”

  • 2108. summer 3 July 2007 at 4:13 pm

    So, how’d it go today???????????

  • 2109. pam 3 July 2007 at 5:28 pm

    I just got in! It was awesome … I mean, awesome. Met 7 new people and had a blast. 3 showed up drunk and after 4-5 more beers, they were unbelievable. I haven’t been hugged so many times in my entire life and god was he cute lol. His girlfriend is adorable, too and she hugged and missed me more I think.

    The guy they wanted me to meet didn’t interest me at all, even with a very hairy chest.

    Boytoy and I never began, but maybe Bill will want to meet …. who knows?

    I’m exhausted, being that nervous and laughing so much tired me out :)

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