It was a total shock and I wasn’t even aware it was him. I was visiting my dad in the hospital (he’ll be there at least another week) and went to sit in the visitor’s room for a break. Mom came in and we chatted a little bit and were about to go back when a man came in and mom looked at him (I didn’t even look other than to see it was a male) and called him by name. I realized who it was when she said his name but he certainly changed. I hadn’t seen him in about 15 or so years and then it was a brief “hello” and that was it.

We sat and chatted for a good 20 minutes or so. He’s got 4 kids by 4 different women, all from when he was in his late teens. That shocked me!

It brought back a lot of memories and I was trying to remember how old I was when we began to hang out, and I guess around 14/15 as I know when we did hang out, I wasn’t worried about being hairy. It was in 8th grade and I know during that year was my hirsute discovery. I kinda remember losing touch with him after that, though he lived 3 houses from me, but he went to a different high school and we just never saw each other after that for some odd reason.

Thinking back I have to laugh as the most exciting thing we ever did was hold hands — twice. Times were different then.

Sometimes I wish I had been a slut. Huh? Well, not quite, but I sometimes wish I had been more adventurous in life. Even now I kick myself for not having sex with Chuck, or another guy I met last summer. Part of me is glad and part of me isn’t, but Chuck was the first guy to turn me on like that in about 10 years or more.

There are so many guys I could ‘be’ with but part of me holds back due to the hair, whether it’s too much or now I’m lacking due to losing so much of it. I’ve been made to feel like much less of a person due to losing so much hair — and yeah — by many of you guys reading this, but I had to do what made me happy. It’s so odd how something that I hated my whole life, that everyone said was disgusting, now is something I somewhat wish I hadn’t changed.

Speaking of hair, aren’t I due for laser soon? I haven’t gone since December and other than 2 spots, I don’t even need it. I’d say at this point 90% of the hair is permanently gone and 9% still comes back in very very fine, and 1% makes up those 2 trouble spots.

Watching American Idol now and last night both David Cook and Michael Johns blew me away. None of the women impress me at all. In 45 minutes we’ll know who gets voted off but I figure it will be the Carly Simon lookalike or the other blonde.

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