Life in general

So, tomorrow is my birthday. In 7 hours I’ll be 46 years old. It hasn’t hit me yet, or I’m not allowing it to hit me most likely. Part of me can’t believe I’m so old yet I think so much younger.

Things are going well and yes, I’m still single. Right now it’s totally by choice, as I’m enjoying my solitude, being able to do what I want, when I want and how I want without continually being criticized.

There have been a few guys around, one who was around before Bushguy, but I’m just not wanting to hook up with anyone right now.

Remember I used to talk about “J” who lived not far from me? Did I ever mention he and I met months ago? He never wanted to meet before that, not seriously, probably because I told him repeatedly we’d meet for coffee and nothing else. I ran into him last weekend, I hadn’t been in the BBW chat room in ages and in he walked. Several other people I met were there, too. Anyway, he turned out to be a nice guy, as I expected, though very immature, which I sort of expected, too. He didn’t turn me on at all, either by his personality or looks.

I’m supposed to have lunch with another guy I met last year, in fact we met at the same place I met J plus one other time, but I’m a little leery of meeting him for lunch as he’s very touchy-feely and into hairy women, and I feel like a bug under a microscope when he’s around. I haven’t seen him in about 6 or 7 weeks online, but with my schedule of work I doubt we’ll be able to do lunch.

I’m working nights and weekends which I wasn’t allowed to do before, but I’m also working a little less during the week so it all balances out. I have been trying to watch a little more television when I can as well. Doing some stuff around the house, of course, redecorating. Have to take my painter to court as the ceiling is peeling in one room, wallpaper border is coming down on another, after barely a year.

I’m taking tomorrow off and going out of town to do some things I want to do, without worrying about work! So, happy birthday to me :

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