Hurricane Ernesto is hitting right now, but so far it’s just very windy with some rain, but they say more rain and wind tomorrow. My leak is just worsening but Monday night supposedly my contractor is coming in to fix it. He’s “very busy” but hey, my stuff needs to get done, ya know? That reminds me that I need to take some pics of my remodeled room for Eddie — tomorrow for sure!

Went to Connecticut today but didn’t buy the truck. Not only was it a manual (and yes, I know it’s not expensive to do a changeover to automatic) but the engine was really tired, you could just hear it. He had a really nice 1969 Firebird there for about $7k on a divorce sale, but I don’t want a Firebird. I’m still learning about Pontiacs and I don’t want a muscle car now, if ever. He also had a 1965 Mustang in bright blue for a really good price but the guy with me was an expert in trucks, not Mustangs, so I didn’t even consider it. I’m also skeptical when someone wants to sell a car worth $14k for less than half that amount …. I’ll keep looking for my truck though. We did have a really nice lunch and it was nice to go out with a guy who had manners and didn’t bitch about every little thing during the meal. Saw gas as low as $2.42 at one station but very few classic car sightings due to the storm. I did learn some more about engines today. I always figured, for example, a 389 was a 389. But, no, not all have the same horsepower. I need to get a book on engines to learn more.

Still frisky as hell! In fact, I had such an erotic dream last night I got up around 2 am and was so disoriented with passion I thought I wasn’t alone. Pretty frisky today, though we didn’t talk about sex all that much. I’m not quite sure what set me off other than hormones, it’s not like I had some great goatee sightings this week! In fact, it’s been a while since I had a really good one .. sighting, that is!

Just realized that Friday night I have a laser appointment. It’s a week early but things are going so well I don’t mind. I actually thought of having it done on my legs. Now, before you all scream — my legs are no longer hairy, and the hair that is there is very spotty. I shaved them about 2 years ago (after not doing them for 12+ years) thinking the hair would grow in properly, but it doesn’t. It has rubbed off from sleeping I guess. But, don’t panic, as I’m not having it done for a variety of reasons, including the cost, the pain and the fact very few people really look at my legs. People look at them as they’re so muscular but no one gets close enough to see the hair.

I’d never, ever considering doing my underarms, as I love the hair that is there. I like to play with it when I lie down and watch TV — ok, so not that often — but I just like it, and have no plans to ever, ever remove it. It’s been about 15 or 16 years since I’ve shaved them, too.

Eddie mentioned that I seem more outgoing since I’m going out more, but it’s just that the laser has given me more confidence. I’m still very shy, but I now have more balls than ever. I have no qualms about going up to a stranger and asking about their car or truck. Oh, I’m still very self conscious, and I don’t think that will ever go away, but it’s not so prevalent any more. I think the combination of the red hair and better cut gave me more confidence, and it’s not bright red like Lucy lol, it’s more a brunette with very warm highlights. The cut suits me much better and with that and the laser, I feel like a new woman.

I used to be extremely self-conscious over my weight, and still am somewhat that way, but after my ex said something really really REALLY nasty about my weight last year, I was triply self-conscious about my weight. Now I’m happy with me!

Stay warm and dry!

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