Speaking of hot, it was 93 today and humid and icky. I was home most of the day but when I ran out I just could not believe how hot it was and it’s going to get worse over the next few days. I WANT SNOW!!

Chris and I chatted a little and he disappeared, too. Maybe I have bad breath?

Let’s see, I redid the Hairy Video Blog and totally removed the old models and put up new models at Miss Hairy USA and I chose full body shots for the new model pics and not face pics.

Been too hot to take out the Firebird though I want to get my tach fixed as I think it blew a fuse. A friend had wired it for me last year and I was going to email him last night to fix it, but instead he emailed ME to tell me he was suicidal as his girlfriend changed the locks and went back with her ex boyfriend. I was surprised he was with her, since he doesn’t like fat women and she’s fat, he doesn’t like young girls and she’s 20, he doesn’t like cats and she has them, he hates kids and she has 2, 5 and a baby. So, guess I’ll bring it in next week when it’s cooler.

Meanwhile, my car coming out of restoration is at the exhaust shop, having a custom exhaust done. It’s out-of-town but this guy is known for doing classic car exhausts and he’s fussy like a girl!! So “hopefully” next week I’ll have it back, totally done, and will have pics.

Updated the Hairy Video Blog with new links and will be adding new free movies every few days. I plan a slight design change, too.

No word from my guy for a few days now, not sure what’s going on. Did hear from a new guy but he’s only looking for friends as he’s into older cars, and I’m fine with that as long as he knows it’s friends only. No word from Bruno — big surprise there. I think for him it’s the thrill of the chase. We chat, he pretends interest, then disappears for a while. It’s ok as I’m really not interested in a guy who just wants to get laid for the short-term. I’m playing for long-term only.

Don’t forget the big big sale at Hairy Videos & DVD Shopping. I’m selling out of a lot of titles so you’d better hurry if you want something. Most hairy women videos and hairy women DVDs are half price or less!

But oh my, the guy working on my car, wow. About 23 or 24, very dark and thick hair and thick, thick mustache, lots of chin hair, but the best part was he kept working on my car when it was on the lift, and kept raising up his arms so I could see his pit hair. You guys aren’t the only ones who drool over a hairy pit! He had a beautiful smile, too. Just a perk of having an old car!

Haven’t really heard from my guy and it’s pretty frustrating. I know he’s busy as he works full time and has a full time hobby, but I need some attention. “ima be all ova u” hasn’t messaged me and I’m glad, and not surprised. I almost think it’s a game to him, he talks to a woman and says he’s interested, then disappears.

I did hear from my gangsta guy, and he asked why I was mad at him, and I told him he gave me a really shitty attitude last time we talked and I don’t need it or want it. He didn’t want to see the log of what he said and did apologize a few times. That was nice, but he’s like the other one, they want short term and my guy is in it for the long term from what I can see … though not hearing from him is just aggravating. How can you get to know someone if they don’t email?

He really does like hairy women, and he isn’t asking for pics which just really makes me lose interest, and he’s very close, but he’s also very young, very immature, and I know he only wants one thing. I did ask him if he really liked fat women and he said “i like all women” and then told me their size didn’t matter. DANGER ZONE. That is man speak for “I’ll fuck anything that breathes and has a vagina.” No thank you. I’d rather be alone and do myself than be with someone like that.

My guy says he really does love bigger women plus loves hairy women, and is so much more mature and much brighter, but that distance thing is a real issue as is the lack of attention and contact. I want someone who loves my body and shows it, not someone who will tolerate it.

So, I had trouble falling asleep, though had taken a pill as I haven’t slept well in a long time, plus had the stiff neck from hell. Woke up a few times but kept rolling over and going back to sleep … looked at the clock and it was 9:40!! I haven’t slept that late in years! Now I’m scrambling to catch up on my websites, then have some paperwork to do, then some stuff around the house. With the rain I won’t be cruising, could not even take the Firebird with us yesterday as I knew it was going to rain, and it did.

I think I’ve done enough on Hairy Video Reviews to announce it here, though am adding a bit more onto it later. I’m thinking I’ll have the bisexual site done by tonight if I don’t take a nap lol. I’m still tired but am feeling, I don’t know … unsettled … maybe too much on my mind.

But it’s been so nice at night and I can’t cruise

Did take out my daily driver to look at the water, as we are having abnormally high tides. The boat launch was underwater last night and I watched one couple come close, then realize they simply could not bring their boat in since you have to back your vehicle with trailer down a 100 foot ramp that was underwater. Tomorrow if I have the Firebird back I’ll go out plus will take pics.

Got to talk to my guy the other day but I do miss his emails … I feel like we’re drifting apart or something. He’s a phone/text kinda guy, and I’m an email kinda gal. My words flow much easier when I can sit down and type and I can talk to him that way and ask about him and learn about him. I hate texting as those keys are tiny and you can’t just use 2 hands and type quickly. Phone is ok though mine runs out of battery quickly and gets REALLY hot after a few minutes. It’s time for a new one, I know … I’ll search one of these days. But he has mentioned visiting me on vacation which kicked up all my insecurities! I guess a big part of me just can’t see why this amazing guy would want ME other than the hair, and a big part of me feels the opposite, that he’s damned lucky to have me.

Car that’s in restoration is THISCLOSE to being done. I thought it would go for the exhaust this week and it still might, but it needed a proportioning valve yesterday when the brakes failed. Theoretically that was done today along with some last-minute wiring, but I’ll call tomorrow and see. I know it’s within days of having the exhaust which is the last step, then it goes to my Firebird mechanic for less than a week for all the cosmetic stuff (dash components, rocker panels, etc). I’m pretty excited.

This weekend I’m going to a huge car show with my car show friend. He called me to remind me of a show Friday night which I’d forgotten about, then asked if I wanted to go Saturday or Sunday to the big show. Another friend is going on Sunday (the guy with the DeLorean) so I’m not quite sure yet.

Still updating sites and should have one or two finished before the holiday. I’m very close on the hairy video site … just need to tweak it some more

My hairdresser and I always talk about our love lives. This week she asked if I was seeing anyone new, and I mentioned that I was “talking” to someone. So, she asked where I met him and I said “online” and then I got that look. You know the one, like he’s a mass murderer/rapist trolling the Internet for his next victim. Man, people not online just don’t get it, do they?

I talked to him just a few minutes ago when he called. He’s never able to get me and he was so surprised I answered he was speechless for a bit! He always makes me laugh and smile, and I gotta tell you, he’s making me feel sexy, something I never, ever feel.

It’s not perfect as he’s not local, and at times I wish I were younger and prettier and stuff like that. I’m so jaded about romance and am trying to keep really positive.

Oh yeah, he has a cat. Eddie, STOP laughing! I can hear the “ha ha” in my ear!!

Shrek is on so, of course, I’m watching it. The story of the ugly woman who finds a man who sees the beauty within always makes me cry, and it’s one of my favorite movies.

Putting up a new website (sorry, Summer) in the bisexual niche. It was a split-second decision to buy the domain (it was expensive, too) and develop it, but I won’t regret it. Still updating a hairy site and hope to have it done by tomorrow.

Updated this site as you can see on the sidebar, a tremendous amount of work but it’s done. It was so much work I added it to the Hair To Stay website too! But now there are 3,000 new free photos available to you hairy women lovers!!

Got my obscure auto part, a floor shifter column and it’s in great shape. The only bad thing was the turn signal lever was pitted and rusty but mine is in great shape so I won’t need to have it rechromed. Got a gorgeous dash gauge cluster that had been rechromed, too. Should have the car back in a week …. fingers crossed please!

Don’t forget the huge sale going on at Hairy Videos right now. All videos and DVDs are on sale and most are half price OR LESS!!!!

Things are still going well with me and the new guy but it’s frustrating that he isn’t closer.

Granted, this guy produced porn in Florida and it’s only legal to do so in California, but Florida is known for its porn production.

I don’t like this. I can’t fathom why Larry Walters would allow his client to plead guilty UNLESS something new came to light recently that isn’t being made public … but still, no prosecution on obscenity but he plead guilty to it …

Ray Guhn Pleads Guilty to Money Laundering
Trial was scheduled to begin June 30; faces three to five years in prison

By Steve Javors
Wednesday, Jun 25, 2008
PENSACOLA, Fla. – The trial for adult webmaster Clinton McCowen, aka Ray Guhn, ended before it began. According to a news report, Guhn appeared in court yesterday and pleaded guilty to an “unlawful financial transactions” charge, thus avoiding a trial.

Shortly before midnight, The Pensacola News Journal reported that Guhn and his associates, all principals with the Cash Titans program, pleaded guilty to various charges – but not obscenity. According to the article, Guhn will be sentenced to three to five years in state prison.

Cash Titans general manager Andrew Craft, and Guhn partner Kevin Stevens, pleaded guilty to one count of racketeering and are facing two to four years in prison. Another defendant, Thomas Dwyer, pleaded guilty to wholesale promotion of obscene materials.

All remain free on bond before sentencing on Aug. 11.

Global Technologies Inc., doing business as Ray Guhn Productions and Cash Titans, made $10 million in its first five years, prosecutors alleged, while it shot adult Internet content in homes, at hotels, along the interstate and in public in Pensacola and Pace, Fla.

Guhn was initially charged by Escambia County prosecutors in June 2006 with racketeering, enterprise prostitution and the production and sale of obscene material. Escambia County then dropped the charges before refilling the racketeering and money laundering charges in neighboring Santa Rosa County in July 2007.

“We have this [porn] problem statewide,” Assistant State Attorney Russ Edgar, who prosecuted the case, told the Pensacola News Journal. “I hope prosecutors will take our lead and enforce our law.”

Guhn’s lawyer Lawrence Walters was quoted in the New York Times earlier yesterday for employing a novel defense strategy. In regards to the community standards prong of the Miller test, Walters sought to use Google Trends search data of Pensacola residents to buoy his claim that local community members have an active interest in sexual content.

Judge Ron Swanson ruled that the community in this case was defined as the counties that make up Florida’s First Circuit Court: Escambia, Santa Rosa, Okaloosa and Walton.

“Time and time again you’ll have jurors sitting on a jury panel who will condemn material that they routinely consume in private,” Walters told the Times. “Utilizing search queries] we can show how people really think and feel and act in their own homes, which, parenthetically, is where this material was intended to be viewed.”

By pleading guilty to racketeering, Guhn avoided an obscenity trial.

Walters was unavailable for comment at press time.

Do not forgot to visit Hairy Videos Dot Com!!

Bruise is still there, only bigger and more purple. I look like Barney under my arm. But no, I didn’t bruise a rib as Eddie suggested, it’s on the rib cage bone just above that area, and I can take a deep breath without any pain or discomfort whatsoever.

Gotta go get new glasses tomorrow since mine are broken (part of the ‘I fell’ story) and then I want to being a new hairy project, got a few sites I need to do something with as far as redoing them.

Gotta hire a new employee who knows Photoshop. One of mine doesn’t and I find I’m doing the work since she can’t download it. I found her a free version of it but she lost the link. Real reliable, huh?

Both are very untrue.

So, I emailed back and simply said I don’t meet strangers from the Internet. His response?

“What clubs or bars in (city goes here) can one find women who walk around sleeveless with Hair under their arms? Just wondering if you knew?”

It’s so hard not to be rude some days.

Quiet night, just got in a little while ago. I’m a hurting puppy, too. Without going into a lot of details, I fell last night. I didn’t want to put a pic out on the open site to gross people out, but if you click HERE you can see the bruise I have. It’s under my arm (you can see a bit of hair) and it approximately 3 inches wide and 2.5 inches high. It HURTS a lot, too. It looks like I was kicked very hard by a horse.

Still chatting with my guy and getting to know him and all is going really well. He just makes my heart smile

Right now the move, To Be Fat Like Me, is on. I’ve seen it twice and I just hate it, but have to watch it. It’s about a girl who decides to dress in a fat suit to see how the other half lives, and is gee, surprised that people make fun of her, laugh at her, treat her like shit, etc. Why don’t they believe a fat chick who says life is like this? Why must they make a mockery of it and dress people as fat to prove a point?

Still chatting with my guy who surprisingly seems really interested in me. He makes me laugh and makes me smile, and that’s so important. He doesn’t live close to me and that’s something that really bothers me but I’m not going to let it get in the way. Things happen for a reason.

Things with the new guy are going well. He did something that really made me feel good and that was signing up to support one of my sites. The Hairy Chat Forum is a great site, but when he signed up, it just made me all mushy inside to see how he supports what I do.

He did call and I missed the call — sound familiar, Eddie? LOL. Speaking of which, please call me Eddie so I can hear how you’re settling in with the move and all.

Dad is doing better and I believe going home tomorrow or the next day.

Still dealing with my car coming out of restoration. One guy has been incredibly helpful to me, helping me locate parts or telling me which parts to buy. Other than some headliner clips, I’m all set for now.

Then I was stressed over my car(s) and ran into someone who offered me a ride so I could take a weekend vacation and I jumped at the chance. Ran home, grabbed the laptop so I could work (but not upload, insecure server and all) but then mom called and dad was at the ER — again. He’s been admitted but I’m not sure how long he’ll be there. He was doing really well but this time it’s symptoms from his advanced COPD, and I have a feeling since it’s not heart-related they’ll send him home after a few days.

Now I’m home and chilling. Got stuff to do at home this weekend anyway so it’s not a “bad” thing, but I’ll go away in a few weeks, probably after the car is done.

Did hear from my guy and he gave me the greatest compliment, basically saying even if I removed all the hair he’s still want to get to know me as he thinks — well, this or that — but you get the gist. You ladies know what I mean, right? It just makes you melt to hear that. But, I’m keeping it real, not getting overly attached yet, not falling hard or anything, just enjoying getting to know him. As I said to someone earlier today, it’s nice to have someone making me feel good like this.

Was about to write a post on the coffee blog and I forgot I had upgraded and panicked, thinking my site had been hacked! Too many sites but Summer should be proud of me — no new sites for what, 2 months now?

Feeling really REALLY good as I’m getting to know this amazing guy. He sees me as a woman with hair, not a hairy woman and that makes all the difference.

He’s funny, intelligent, well-spoken, not a pig and we share a love of classic cars, music and Chinese food!

Right now he’s living far away but soon he’ll be a lot closer, so we’ll see what happens. Right now he’s just making me smile — a lot.

I love this pic … old school porn when women were really hairy and had real sex!

Chatting with someone new the past few days and it’s so refreshing to talk to someone who doesn’t ask about the hair — at least not yet — and my instinct is he won’t. He asks about me — my favorite movies, color, music, etc. We chat about a lot of things and he’s intelligent and fascinating to talk to. Younger than I am, of course, and not local, but he did ask if I was open to a long-distance relationship and with him — definitely.

So, we’ll see … he did ask about being hirsute and I was pretty open and honest about it. You never know how someone will deal with all that pain when they hear about it.

New review on Hairy Website Reviews posted last night and I’ll be posting another within the hour

Tomorrow I have to go bring my Firebird in for some work and while it won’t be too bad in the morning, in the afternoon it will be extremely hot, plus the garage has no a/c or windows. I plan to get in and get out fast and drive home on the highway so I’ll at least get a little breeze.

I don’t know how people can live with this heat and humidity all year round! Give me snow!!

Heard from my hair-obsessed friend but he pulled an attitude with me and I signed off and don’t plan to go back on IM for a long, long time. He was drinking so I assume that caused it. But I just don’t want to deal with a guy who is obsessed over the hair.

Working on updating some hairy sites tonight and will talk about them when done and publish a few pics here as well.

He then said he missed me. I reminded him of why it ended and he did apologize and later said he felt like a jerk over it. Good. Then he told me he was still interested in me and I was leery and should have gone with my instincts.

I was gone for a minute so he asked if I were busy and I said I was checking website stats, so he asked what that was, saying he wanted to know all about me and my job (previously he’d never, ever asked). So, I told him about Hairy Chat without mentioning the URL, just what it was about, and how good I felt when I could help women, and he asked for more info, and I gave it to him. I mentioned men who were finally able to discuss their feelings about hairy women and feel normal.

He then said, “I wuvvv you.” *shudder*

I then said I had men who loved women from those with full beards to those with full bushes. He said he didn’t like women with beards, so with trepidation I mentioned that many women had facial hair. He basically said that kind of woman wasn’t for him.

*bzzzzt* wrong answer.

I can’t fault him for this, it’s personal choice. I won’t say he’s shallow. Some men like facial hair and some don’t. Some women like men with facial hair, or who are going bald, and some don’t. It’s just personal preference, as I said.

So … I said, “I have some and am used to being rejected over it, so have a nice day” and just signed off and that was it. I didn’t go into my laser treatments, I just didn’t feel like justifying my life to him to try to gain acceptance, ya know?

He’s not into it. I’m not going to try to change his mind as it’s not worth the heartache. I should have gone with my instincts and just ignored his IM. It bummed me out a little but I think at this point I’m just so used to it, it’s not phasing me much anymore.

I’m just so ambivalent toward men lately.

I’m noticing I nap more lately, but it could be over my not sleeping well at night. I used to nap for 1.5 hours, no matter what, it was always an hour and a half. A few weeks ago it was 2.5 hours, then 3.5 hours! Today I’d say I slept for about 3 hours. I’m not sure if it’s lack of sleep at night or just my being so old. And I’m not groggy when I get up after sleeping so long! I could have slept longer, but I fell asleep before putting on the central a/c and it was getting warm. We’re in the middle of a very hot spell.

I did find the obscure auto part I needed, just have to wait for someone to ship it to me. Now I’m after not-so obscure parts that are mostly cosmetic. My ‘bird goes in this week to have the new gears put in plus they are doing a little work elsewhere. I won’t miss her, though, since it will be close to 90 and on days like that I’m home working and not out in the humidity and heat. I need to get into my closet later tonight or tomorrow and pull out m summer shirts and my shorts. Summer sure crept up on us fast.

He keeps asking for my pic, and I keep telling him I don’t have pics. It gets frustrating after a while, since I simply don’t take pics. I know people talk shit about me for not having pics, but it’s my choice and my life. Anyway, he’s pushing hard for pics and I’m getting frustrated that I have to keep addressing the issue. He’s also hinting about something happening between us, but he’s 1,500 miles from me, with a wife … it’s like he’ll make a great friend as we can talk about anything, but anything more …. nuh uh.

So, dealing with the car coming out of restoration is taking a little time, but work is keeping me busy as well. No major projects. There are some I should be doing but I just haven’t felt like it. I’m sure I’ll get back to it soon.

Updated a lot of hairy sites this week and will be posting about that this weekend as well as updating some more and will give y’all some pics here, too.

Wham! I remembered meeting a guy with an old pickup truck, rusty, about 15 years ago, and he showed me his stereo system that was a computer system wired to the back of the front seat. I remember him saying he spent $15k on it for an old truck! He pulled the seat back forward to show me all the wiring, I do remember that much.

I “think” his name was Scott but I don’t remember where we connected. I don’t know if it was through Hair to Stay Magazine, IRC, my sites or my personal ad. I just remember he drove down from Maine (3/4 hours) and we met at the airport. I don’t remember eating any food with him, but we went parking for a bit. He was younger than me by a bit, he was blonde with a beard, and he said despite the drive he wanted to date me, but I said no due to the distance. Wow.

I wish I remember more and I don’t even know why I supressed the memory for about 15 years.

NO hairy women in this year’s crop of female talent either. Remember Princess P and her facial hair?

Got plans for the holiday weekend? I’ve got a date on Monday afternoon/evening but otherwise plan to do some stuff around the house and do a lot of work. I have to update about 12 sites and it’s the kind of updating that takes a lot concentration. I did find some good pics last night and will post a few sneak peeks this weekend for y’all.

Should have my car back from restoration/engine in a couple of weeks. Radiator began to go in today so it’s close. So I’m pretty excited about that, then I can start looking for something new.

It’s his loss.

Got laser tonight which I nearly forgot about but fortunately they called to remind me. I believe I last went in December so it’s been a while, but I don’t really need it other than one small spot. I’m looking forward to having it done!

In case he reads it, THANK YOU to the man who called to place an order today and told me the Hairy Videos site still had issues. If he had not told me, it would still be fubar

To me that means the hair matters too much.

Ask about my life, my family, my upbringing, my cars, my job — find out about ME, not some superfluous hair.

One just won’t take no for an answer. I suppose it’s my fault for not ignoring his emails. We met 3 years ago and he was a nice guy, good looking, but not my type as he’s married and cheats. He treated me like shit that day, too, and I never forgot it, or forgave him. He didn’t contact me for a long time but as I’ve written before, he keeps inviting me for ‘coffee’. I asked what he expected and yah, he said sex, so I said no. He asked again and I said no. And, he asked this week and I said no. I don’t know why he keeps asking because he needs to know I’m not going to change my mind.

We do have a love of classic cars in common but don’t even talk about that much. He insists when he met me I had a tattoo, and I don’t, so I don’t even think he remembers me. Claims I’m “cute and chubby” and I’m neither.

Then there is this other one who could be the guy of my dreams, the one I talked about yesterday. Now he’s fixated on the hair after not asking about it for a while. Hair anywhere seems to be ok with him and he’s not asking for pics which is a good thing, but … I don’t know … he’s 6 hours away and I think he wants a fuck buddy and that’s it. I did tell him I don’t do casual and he said he was “tired” of casual, but he also pretty much stopped emailing after that, too.

I also need a communicator. I tend to lose interest rapidly when I get a 1/2 sentence email repeatedly, or they don’t answer questions I pose.

His being a hair lover is a great thing, but I do have some trepidation as he’s not been with a very hairy woman, and I know first-hand that often they have the fantasy but the reality does not live up and they say they’ve “experienced it” and move on

I go out for lunch and all I wanted was a bowl of fish chowder and they have none today, their ceiling fan broke and they can’t make chowder with out it. So I go home and eat a tuna sandwich. Grrr.

I go to the pharmacy for a prescription and there is a problem. I go to my car, all to fix the problem, go back in and the problem is still there until Monday.

I buy shrimp for dinner and forgot about it. So it sat in my car for 3 hours on a warmish day. Don’t ask how bad it smelled and I had to toss out $20 worth of colossal shrimp.

Then I check email and some guy is asking why my site is broken. Doesn’t tell me WHICH site but posts enough of a link for me to figure out which script it is. SO now I have to try to fix that and it puts me in a panic.

But, now it’s better. There is a new guy who interests me a lot and it seems the feeling is mutual. Unfortunately he’s not close to me. He loves hairy women but so far hasn’t asked about the hair, which is SO refreshing. I think he likes fat chicks but I’m going to delve into that later on. He’s the type I dream about, too … in so many ways. So, we’ll see — I’ll take it slow, we’ll talk on the phone, and go from there.

Monday I’m meeting a guy — only a friend — who I’ve known online for nearly a year. We never have been able to hookup for coffee but as long as it doesn’t rain, Monday we’re finally meeting. He has a girlfriend

. My treat of course which is the way it should be.

THAT part I liked! Of all the guys I’ve met for coffee, no one has ever bought one for me. Granted, I always show up early, grab the table I want, and order my own, and in a few cases the guy offered to buy me a refill, but in many cases they didn’t offer at all.

I don’t really know much about him but it’s ok, I’d still like to meet him. He seems really cool and I kinda like not knowing that much other than name and age — don’t even know height or weight (though from his pic he looks like a big boy, which I like). He’s not a hair lover as far as I know but I’m also only meeting him as a friend with no romantic involvement, so it won’t matter. He likes old cars and that’s good enough for me.

American Idol is on soon and there are 3 left, so tonight they eliminate 1 and next week is the finale. This year was so blah for me, no one really stood out as a star. If I had to vote for one of the remaining 3 — David Cook, Syesha Mercado or David Archuletta, I’d vote for David Cook as he can mix things up differently, but his voice isn’t awesome. Archuletta’s voice is just so-so and Syesha leaves me cold for some reason.

My prediction is Syesha will be voted off tonight, it will be David vs. David with Cook winning next week.

Went to work on Hairy Videos today and the site was dead. I didn’t totally panic, did some research then asked for help and a backup was restored and all is fine. We aren’t sure why it crashed but don’t forget I’m having a huge half-price clearance sale. I’d like to get rid of 100 titles of DVDs and then put up new software with the remaining few titles I plan to keep.

On another forum a woman and I were chatting after I made a post about PCOS. She has it and asked me about laser, so I told her of my experiences and encouraged her to go for it. She went yesterday and I felt so good when she said it didn’t hurt too much and she was glad she had it done. She should need 7/8 treatments and that’s it. I haven’t gone in what, 5 months now? I think I have an appointment next week.

Now, I know it’s just hair, and it does not define who I am, so I shouldn’t care, right? But I like the hair under my arms and can’t see any reason to remove it. No, not even for a guy … I figure the right guy will accept me as I am and not ask me to change, and I refuse to do so.

Got a couple of guys I’m chatting with but no one really makes my heart trip a beat or two yet. One is on one of those dating sites you have to join to contact and otherwise you can just smile at each other, which we’ve done 10 times! I’m just not in the mind set to meet someone, and I’m not quite sure what’s going on. I don’t know if I’ve lost my confidence again, or no one is interesting me, or my mind is elsewhere, but I’m just “not into” meeting anyone right now.

Saved $300 today on my daily driver car insurance. Massachusetts has always regulated car insurance. This means we can’t shop for a better rate. Our insurance commissioner would set the rate and everyone had to pay it, period. This year they finally deregulated it and I called my regular insurance company after I got the bill and said I wanted a lower rate. They looked around and found another company offering the same coverage for $300 less. Amazing, huh? Of course, I pay less for 4 classics combined than I do for my daily driver, and I plan to get rid of that in a few weeks and get another pickup truck.

So, anyway, here is a sample pic to begin your week.

Speaking of pics … more of her to come soon, but here is a sneak preview (click to see it larger)

So, naturally, I was pissed off thinking I’d have to do this again. But, I did have a backup of the data file, since it didn’t corrupt. Tried reinstalling but it just kept trying to upgrade without fixing it. Finally I just got ticked off, deleted the entire program, and reinstalled it, and put in the data file and now it’s almost perfect. The problem? It upgraded me one version and I don’t have a serial number so went to upgrade and pay and they don’t offer an upgrade payment option yet. Duh. So I’m back to waiting for tech support but at least I can work again.

Pulled some serious muscles in the middle of my back, some place I’d never pulled a muscle. Not sure how but it got progressively worse as the day wore on. I’ve been on ice on and off and am hoping a muscle relaxant and some sleep will help it. I have too much to do to be bedridden with a sore back.

Took a lot of pics of the Firebird today and will upload tomorrow probably. I wanted more engine pics and found a spot where I could stand in front of it, about 2 feet off the ground, so the photos would be from above, rather than ground-level, since I’m so short. It was just so sunny and nice and a perfect day to kill an hour taking pics. I also did a video on the camera of my walking on the beach and will try to upload that here tomorrow as well.

2. Men are never impotent.

3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory.

4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man,
She will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist He have sex with her.

5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm.

6. Young hot college age women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men.

7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob.

8. Women always orgasm when men do.

9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket.

10. All women are noisy ****s.

11. People in the 70s couldn’t fuck unless there was a wild guitar
Solo in the background.

12. Those tits are real.

13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take
His half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman’s butt.

14. Men always groan “OH YEAH!” when they cum.

15. If there is two of them they “high five” each other.
(and the girl isn’t disgusted!)

16. Double penetration makes women smile.

17. Asian men don’t exist.

18. If you come across a guy and his girlfriend having sex
In the bushes, the boyfriend won’t bash seven shades of shit
out of you if you shove your dick in his girlfriend’s mouth.

19. There’s a plot.

20. When taking a woman from behind, a man can really excite
A woman by giving her a gentle slap on the butt.

21. Nurses suck patient’s dicks.

22. Men always pull out.

23. When your girlfriend busts you getting head from her best
friend, She’ll only be momentarily pissed off before sucking the both of you.

24. Women never have headaches… Or periods.

25. When a woman is sucking a man’s dick it’s important for him
to Remind her to “suck it”.

26. Assholes are clean.

27. A man ejaculating on a woman’s butt is a satisfying result for
all parties concerned.

28. Women always look pleasantly surprised when they open a man’s trousers And find a dick there.

29. Men don’t have to beg.

30. When standing during a blowjob, a man will always place one
hand firmly On the back of the kneeling woman’s head and the other proudly on his hip.

Double ick, but ok.

Today was the day and I was a nervous wreck. My last experience with a filling was not good. I can’t have Novocaine, I need something without Epinephrine in it, and they often have issues numbing me.

I walked in and said 1 tooth, not 2. I can’t deal with 2 being done today, I’m too nervous. She agreed but wasn’t very happy.

Nervous as hell, blood pressure was very high. Needle didn’t hurt much, they leave me for half an hour to numb up, then begin drilling. It’s ok for 30 seconds then OW. So, shot #2 and then wait 20 minutes. Drill a bit then OW OW. So, shot #3 and by this time I’m feeling pretty damned anxious as it’s now hurt, I’ve now had 3 damned shots, I’m tired of lying down in this friggin’ chair … you get the picture?

She begins slowly drilling and hit one spot and I jumped up pretty high. At this point we discussed just patching it, building up the broken piece, and saying buh-bye. She then gave me the 4th shot which, of course, I didn’t feel. 10 minutes later she feels my lip and it’s not numb, just tingly, but another 10 minutes and she asks if I can feel it, and I can’t feel a thing. Woo hoo. I’ve now been in the chair 105 minutes, I have to pee, my neck hurts, my jaw is aching, the damned dental dam is making it hard to breathe, and I just want OUT.

She begins drilling and I feel nothing. Not a twinge. And she just keeps on drilling and said she was racing against time before it all wore off. She was just about done and I asked if the other tooth had a deep, big filling and she said it was smaller than this one, so I said go for it, and she began drilling that one. No pain. WOO HOO!!

She builds up one with amalgam, then bonds over it, then does the second one and builds up the side with the broken piece. Some more drilling, smooth, fiddling and then, 130 minutes after it began, I can leave. I go to get up and am dizzy as hell from lying there I guess. Spent a few minutes just vegging until I felt well enough to leave.

The girl at the desk reminds me I owe $95 for the recent cleaning in February and I reminded her I don’t have a bill since they don’t send it to my PO Box, they send it elsewhere, and I don’t get it. She says I owe $235 (I think) for the recent filling. A little chip was that much? I tell her to send it to the PO Box and I’ll pay it all at once.

The kicker of this all? $550 for today. FIVE HUNDRED AND FIFTY DOLLARS FOR TWO FILLINGS. I realize I was there 2 hours, I realize it took 4 vials of Lydocaine, I realize she has college loans to pay, I realize they have a high rent office, but c’mon, that’s a LOT of money for someone who is cheap like me!!

I still have one tooth to have done but need time to recover from this and then I’ll do it. But now I understand why people ignore their dental health. Sure, I could go to a walk-in type dental place that would charge me $50 for a cleaning and probably $70 for a filling. They’d be in a strip mall with low rent, cheap carpeting, cheap equipment, etc.

My dentist uses top-of-the-line stuff including a computer setup like you’d not believe. X-rays are done and in 3 seconds are up on the computer screen for you to see, and it amazes me to see this. Appointments are done via computer and it prints out on a cute little card. The gloves they wear are bright purple and thicker. All equipment is new, they sterilize everything carefully, and they don’t use those spit sinks, instead they use this long suction hose thingie. Hell, the toilet paper in the bathroom is nice and thick, not that cheap stuff!!

You get what you pay for. And you should never skimp on health care. But with our economy the way it is, I can see people preferring to put food on their table instead of having their teeth cleaned.

I put up a new poll and will give it a few more weeks and then we’ll see how things change. I did get quite a few requests to go back to posting about my life as well as adding in some more free pics, so will incorporate both soon, I promise.

Been pretty busy lately. Got the Firebird totally squared away and fixed the starting issue by myself I believe … don’t ask. But I learned quite a bit in the process so it was worth the money it cost to fix things that weren’t broken in the first place. Won’t be driving her for a few days as the weather is about to turn bad after 9 days of 60+ degree days including 2 days over 75. I have actually shut my heat off for the season (2 days after getting the $730 heating bill, of course) but today it was chilly so I put it back on and grabbed the blankets I hadn’t been using. Took a nap this afternoon for 90 minutes, woke up, then went back to sleep for another hour. Guess I needed the rest.

Have laser this week as it was canceled for last week. Haven’t gone since what, December? I really only have one trouble area and one small spot that needs work so I don’t really have to go but will. I think from here on out it will be every 4-6 months.

Not much new on the male front. I’m just not into dating anyone right now, as odd as it sounds. I had lunch and dinner with my car friend but only as friends. Had a couple of guys interested but for some reason I’m just not that interested. Maybe they just aren’t the right guys, ya know?

I’ve been working on all my sites and have updated Hair to Stay, Frisky Blogs, Hairy Pictures, Hairy Website Reviews as well as many others. Haven’t put up any new sites in a while, just updating older ones.

I’ve been watching American Idol while I work but don’t go into the living room to watch it, so am not into it as much as in past years. I don’t know why Brooke is still in the competition and hope she’s voted off soon. Just 4 weeks left of American Idol and then So You Think You Can Dance begins a new season. That’s one you have to watch and can’t just listen to like American Idol!

We sat and chatted for a good 20 minutes or so. He’s got 4 kids by 4 different women, all from when he was in his late teens. That shocked me!

It brought back a lot of memories and I was trying to remember how old I was when we began to hang out, and I guess around 14/15 as I know when we did hang out, I wasn’t worried about being hairy. It was in 8th grade and I know during that year was my hirsute discovery. I kinda remember losing touch with him after that, though he lived 3 houses from me, but he went to a different high school and we just never saw each other after that for some odd reason.

Thinking back I have to laugh as the most exciting thing we ever did was hold hands — twice. Times were different then.

Sometimes I wish I had been a slut. Huh? Well, not quite, but I sometimes wish I had been more adventurous in life. Even now I kick myself for not having sex with Chuck, or another guy I met last summer. Part of me is glad and part of me isn’t, but Chuck was the first guy to turn me on like that in about 10 years or more.

There are so many guys I could ‘be’ with but part of me holds back due to the hair, whether it’s too much or now I’m lacking due to losing so much of it. I’ve been made to feel like much less of a person due to losing so much hair — and yeah — by many of you guys reading this, but I had to do what made me happy. It’s so odd how something that I hated my whole life, that everyone said was disgusting, now is something I somewhat wish I hadn’t changed.

Speaking of hair, aren’t I due for laser soon? I haven’t gone since December and other than 2 spots, I don’t even need it. I’d say at this point 90% of the hair is permanently gone and 9% still comes back in very very fine, and 1% makes up those 2 trouble spots.

Watching American Idol now and last night both David Cook and Michael Johns blew me away. None of the women impress me at all. In 45 minutes we’ll know who gets voted off but I figure it will be the Carly Simon lookalike or the other blonde.

There are not one but two checkout clerks (what’s the politically correct term for checkout girls these days?) who are both very hairy. I’d say each is in their late 20’s to early 30’s. One has a very noticeable mustache and sideburns, though I’ve never looked at her chin. Her forearms are covered with thick, black hair. She has some acne and judging from that and the hair, I figure she has PCOS. She’s tall and thin, though not all women with PCOS are fat (right, Summer?).

The other is shorter and maybe 10 lbs. overweight, with dark hair on her arms and while I don’t see sideburns, her mustache is very noticeable.

I’m amazed they work in the public eye like that as I never could when I was in their shoes. Anyone who has read my history knows about the comments made about my hairy arms as well as the time the little kid made a comment about my hairy legs in an elevator. I began to cover up whenever possible and hated being out in public. I remember working at a social service agency in Boston and when they moved me from the back office to the front, I quit shortly after that. I was just so uncomfortable being the first thing people saw as they got off the elevator.

I heard from a guy yesterday who clearly states in his personal ad he likes hairy women, especially hairy pits. Guess I’m not that desperate because I blew him off. Why? He’s just looking to get laid. Hell, I could get that any time I wanted it. John is drooling to get into my pants as are a few others. My little fireman is always available. I’m just looking for something very, very different at this stage of life.

I’m not going to settle for less than I deserve, and I guess I’m looking for that instant attraction that I felt with Chuck. I still can remember, 6 months later, sitting in Dunkin Donuts and squirming because I was so turned on from him merely holding my hands and rubbing my fingers. I’d never, ever felt that way before. He definitely struck a chord in me that no one had ever reached.

Right now I’m really busy with work and thinking about getting my cars on the road. Going to visit the Firebird this week but I think it’s going in for the exhaust pipe, and I want to call about my other car. I know that it’s 96% done and I want it back before April 1st or it goes to another garage.

Saw a few awesome cars on Friday and wished I had a classic to drive around. Saw 2 Novas, both 1969 I think, one orange and black and the other solid blue. Saw a few other 40’s cars as well.

Got Hair To Stay updated on Friday and also updated Hairy Pictures with lots of new links. Got my newest site done but have more work to do on it later tonight. No, it’s not porn or adult but is something I can update once in a while. This was the idea I got from the phone call while my car was being serviced!

Have about 45 sites to update, a huge project I’m going to begin tomorrow. The sites are up, just redoing them, and will mention it here when done.

Watched American Idol this week and have to say I wasn’t very surprised at who was voted off and who the top 12 are … though I wish Danny Noriega would have remained as he’s so campy and queeny it would have been fun to watch him each week. My money is still on David Archuletta and Amanda Overmyer as the final 2.

Feeling very domestic today and have already cleaned out a cabinet and a closet and have a huge bag of garbage. Lately I just toss and toss and toss. I think I want to clean out a few kitchen drawers later on.

Yesterday afternoon there was NOTHING on television - not even on the Food Network. For some reason it hit me out of the blue — this new TV has a built-in DVD player. Duh. So I threw in a DVD and now will be able to listen to some of my favorite movies I’ve seen 2000 times again. Yeah, Shrek will be in there later as well

Has anyone used the Perfect Pod Maker? If so, please tell me your experience with it before I drive out of town to buy one tomorrow

How to ask a girl to shave her mustache?
Posted: 2/28/2008 10:18:27 PM
Okay it’s not as bad as the title sounds.. It’s not likea full blown stache or anything, just some long hairs there that the odd time I can feel and you can plainly see. I started dating this girl recently and I find her very attractive. Only problem is that it’s like she has a “small mustache” growing.. Ya know?.. I don’t know how she doesn’t notice something like this and wax it.. She keeps everything else clean, but not this area.. I dunno, I keep myself clean shaved i just kinda would like the same.. lol.

I brought her over to meet my mother yesterday for the first time, my mom asked me after she left “um, why doesn’t she wax her upper lip?..” well that was kind of embarrassing.. She’s an attractive girl though (upper lip hairs aside)

So ladies, without making her mad or really upset/sad, how can I ask her to get rid of the hair?.. there really isn’t any nice way of saying it.. but what’s the best? I don’t know.. I’ve never encountered this problem before..

Pretend to pick a piece of food out of it and eat it yourself.

But that’s how I’d handle it if it bugged me.

I have a really blonde mustache.. it never really bothered me because I thought u couldn’t really see it. I was on a date…. and he was flirting with me and was like…OOOH how cute…. you have a lil mustache… I was like what?

UMMMMMM I now get my lip waxed!!!!

ohhh.. poor guy….

ohhh.. wait.. i got it… make a fake account on the hotmail.. and send her a message about “waxing her mustache” and then explain how hot she is and its unfortunate to have that go against her… … delete the darn account and hope to god she’ll never find out…

mention she bears a striking resemblance to tom selleck…..

I would get onto a topic of conversation. Start talking about famous people with good growths, then simply slip in “You could give them a run for their money” …..But make sure you kiss her after you say it or else

I feel, if you care for this darling damsel, as you claim to, give her the freedom to find someone who accepts her as she is.

Are you so perfect that you have to find fault with her??
Yes, she may have a hairy top lip, but she is happy with it otherwise she would of done something about it a long time ago. Maybe her confidence is all good and she feels no need to comply with what other people think she should conform to

Try staring intently at her upper lip. Don’t blink, just stare blankly. When she asks, and she will unless she’s totally dense, “What are you staring at?” just say,”Oh, sorry. I really don’t want to hurt your feelings it’s just that it’s hard not to notice those long hairs on your upper lip. Do you like them there?” and no matter what she answers with, drop the subject and carry on. I’m nearly certain that after you’ve left she’ll look in the mirror and go,”Hmmm, yeah, those probably ought to go.”

oh give the girl a break! if its that bad, she will know its there, and she is obviously fine about it. so you either shut up and stop being so selfish or break it off so she can be with someone a little less rude!!!

Introduce her to your new friend who happens to work at a laser hair removal center.

The female ’stache’ is teh worst! Seriously girl, check yourself because clearly you are WRECKING yourself!!! If I had one and was unaware I would want you tell me pronto! Just say, listen I care about you a lot and I don’t want you to be offended but why don’t you wax your upper lip. Here, let me do it for you! I have plain old shaved a mans privates for him because I couldnt stand all the hair. You like her enough to want to keep her around just tell her!

(My response is below)

Bringing it up will be mortifying to her. Without knowing her and your relationship, it’s difficult to say how to approach it. But surely you noticed it when you first became interested in her?

Here goes!!! My dating career on the internet is about to die!

ps…I don’t date my “guy” anymore and I do shave the little “stach”.

your not dating a woman pal

Yea, it’s quiet disgusting. I have avoided girls regardless or their attractiveness because of it. It’s mean, but we all have pet peeves.

Isn’t this chick adorable? You can see a hint of her bush in this pic but if you click her pic you’ll see more of her

Let’s see — I updated Hairy Website Reviews with one new review. Updated the vintage erotica blog, hairy lesbian blog, explicit hairy lesbians blog, hairy pits blog, fat women blog, pam’s reviews and probably one or two I’ve forgotten about.

Isn’t she just beautiful? I love the pics of her bush sticking out of her jeans. You can click her pics to see even more of her.

She’s sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee.
Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box.
Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week.
Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.
And her husband is on the back of the milk carton.

WOMEN’S REVENGE
“Cash, check or charge?” I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase.
As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse.
“So, do you always carry your TV remote?” I asked.
“No,” she replied, “but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.”

UNDERSTANDING WOMEN
(A MAN’S PERSPECTIVE)
I know I’m not going to understand women.
I’ll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax,
pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root,
and still be afraid of a spider.

MARRIAGE SEMINAR
While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communication,
Tom and his wife Grace listened to the instructor,
“It is essential that husbands and wives know each other’s likes and dislikes.”
He addressed the man,
“Can you name your wife’s favorite flower?”
Tom leaned over, touched his wife’s arm gently and whispered, “It’s Pillsbury, isn’t it?

CIGARETTES AND TAMPONS
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up & down the aisles.
The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him.
He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife.
She directs him down the correct aisle.
A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter.
She says, confused, “Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?
He answers, “You see, it’s like this, yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; cause it’s sooo-ooo–oo- ooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own ………. so does she.
(I figure this guy is the one on the milk carton!)

WIFE VS. HUSBAND
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and
neither of them wanted to concede their position.
As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs,
the husband asked sarcastically, “Relatives of yours?”
“Yep,” the wife replied, “in-laws.”

WORDS
A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day…
30,000 to a man’s 15,000.
The wife replied, “The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men…
The husband then turned to his wife and asked, “What?”

CREATION
A man said to his wife one day, “I don’t know how you can be
so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time.
“The wife responded, “Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you !

WHO DOES WHAT
A man and his wife were having an argument about who
should brew the coffee each morning. The wife said, “You should do it because you get up first, and then we don’t have to wait as long to get our coffee. The husband said, “You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee.” Wife replies, “No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee.” Husband replies, “I can’t believe that, show me.”
So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says “HEBREWS”

The Silent Treatment
A man and his wife were having some problems at home
and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:0 0 AM for an early morning business flight.
Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, “Please wake me at 5:00 AM.” He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man woke up, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn’t wakened him, when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed.
The paper said, “It is 5:00 AM. Wake up.”
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests.

God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece

Some of the comment he made about the new project

… especially on a niche that truth be told I find repulsive (which if anything shows you the quality of my writing that I can write so well about something that disgusts me)

Maybe I’m too sensitive for a straight guy, and I know you can be professional, but when it got down to it, regardless of what you told me, I wasn’t comfortable writing 500 words on how disgusting I find hairy women to be

So, he’s now told someone who pays him how disgusting she is. I can’t take it personally, right? But it’s not easy. He’s otherwise a really nice guy and I honestly had NO idea he felt this way, since his writing was so positive about hairy women.

I guess I have to separate the personal (being hairy) and business and just give him other niches to write about, but it’s not easy when someone tells you how repulsive they find you.

She had on a coat so I could not see her forearms but her knuckles did have a bit of hair but she did not color that.

I wanted so badly to tell her how I felt, tell her I knew what she went through, etc. but instead just kept my mouth shut.

Hairy Harley has the most amazing bush, doesn’t she? But there is so much more like hairy pits, hairy legs and a treasure trail. She’s not a hood rat, either. This college girl has brains!

New personal blog is up and I’ll be posting my personal stuff there as well as at Hairy Chat. Hairy Chat now has a feature where you can have your own blog and can incorporate your personal ad into your blog. This is part of a huge shakeup that will be announced this weekend

Eddie — he’s having a pacemaker put in tomorrow, he’s severely altered right now. You’ll know what I mean.

Heard from my guy about the Firebird. All is good and I’m going tomorrow to take pics as the engine is going back in on Friday. It was in better shape than I thought, though had been rebuilt 22k miles ago. Didn’t even need a new timing chain! The only part I need is a chrome thermostat housing.

Had my eyes dilated today and it’s very hard to type at the computer since the screen is so bright, even with sunglasses on. Some guy tried to talk to me and I could not see very clearly and didn’t think he was flirting with ME so I sort of mumbled at him, but apparently he looked at me on his way back so thoroughly that my mother mentioned he was interested LOL. I just wish I could have seen better.

Big update going on tonight at Hairy Chat and once all is configured, tested and working, I’l make an announcement here about it.

I’ll be opening another blog for my day-to-day personal stuff rather than posting it here. Have to get the design going before I can tell y’all where it will be.

I have to install a new phone, install the rest of the switches, plus I’m having some furniture moved and need to measure and be sure it will all fit. I also bought a wallpaper border for my office and need to move a few things around before my handyman comes in next week.

Speaking of which, he came in the other day to put up a shelf over my new TV in my bedroom. He asked why I didn’t just mount it on the wall, and I told him I figured it would break the wall since my walls are old horsehair plaster. He said nope, get the bracket into a stud and you’re all set. Has anyone else mounted a flat-screen TV on a wall? I bought the bracket that tilts, it’s a heavy sucker! So next week will be busy with him here, moving furniture, then putting up more shelves in my Red Sox/memorabilia room. I bought a LOT of new Red Sox World Series stuff recently, since it was half price after the season ended. I don’t know which is my favorite, the Red Sox slippers, baseball clock or bobbleheads. I should take pics. I need to start looking for Firebird memorabilia I guess.

Speaking of which, my plumber was in and he asked how my “red car” was. I told him it was still being redone but mentioned I bought the Firebird, then showed him a picture of it on another computer. You forget how much guys are into cars. He checked it out, noticed the red lines right away, then commented on my rims (trim rings) being original. I never even notice stuff like that. Like the Crager wheels on my other car, who looks at wheels?! He even mentioned the color of the interior! I never knew he was so into cars. And no, he’s married.

I’m not bummed out about no romance between me and the new guy. A big part of me is glad I don’t have to deal with telling him about the body hair. And it wasn’t just his kids, he has cats, and anyone who knows me knows I despise men who have cats and hate cats themself. Sorry, I’m a dog person. Give me a guy who can appreciate the soft fur of a Golden Retriever anyday.

John is STILL emailing me. Now he’s on a “too much work and no play” kick but I just don’t want to play with him. If you ladies saw him, you’d kick ME. He’s really very, very good looking. But, hurt me once and that’s your only shot. And I’m really tired of his “you’re a good kisser” bullshit when we didn’t kiss much.

I have to be honest in that I didn’t feel that “ohmy” I felt with Chuck. I’ve only felt that once in my life. He turned me on from the minute I met him, and he’s the only guy I ever kissed the first time we met — and he was a gentleman and asked first. 5-6 kisses later I was so glad I said yes.

Meanwhile, someone I met this summer has messaged me to ask to meet up again. I met him from MySpace, the same day I met another guy who turned out to be a really good friend. Since my profile is now private due to my online stalker, he couldn’t read my blogs there to see what was going on. But he did ask to meet up again. Sweet kid and I emphasize the kid part!

Went to get my hair cut today and my hairdresser and I had a nice chat about men. She met someone who she thinks would be a fuck buddy but so far they haven’t knocked boots. In some ways I want a fuck buddy but I know deep in my heart I can’t do it. I have to be “in love” to do certain things with a guy, which may sound odd … but your dick doesn’t go into my ass unless I’m in love. Wow, that was blunt lol. If I just wanted to get laid I have my choice of some prime guys, from John who still keeps emailing me (he had his chance, treated me badly, never again) to this new 25-year old local stud. I’m not cut out for a hit and run, or a married guy. Have many to choose from in that regard, too.

She and I both agree we don’t want to repeat our mistakes from past relationships, though she ended up with a daughter.

Now that I’m a year older, I’m even more fussy. It didn’t hit me until today how old I am, and I was staring in the mirror saying, “you don’t look 48.” I don’t, and I know it. My hairdresser said 35 and my handyman says 35, and my plumber today said 36. I KNOW I’m old, but I don’t feel it or act it. But I refuse to settle for less than I deserve and if it means being alone, so be it. If I ever lower my standards I have plenty to choose from.

Still updating websites, and just released the Hairy Black Women Blog about 10 minutes ago. I still have a little tweaking to do on it later tonight. Has anyone visited Hairy Website Reviews to check out the new script?

Edit: Bear with me as I tweak the new poll functions. Still learning it all! I’ll be adding a new poll question each week and will archive the older polls, too.

First I was curious about the age of the visitors to this blog. I’ll surely be asking the ‘what kind of hair do you like’ questions but since a lot of women visit the site, you’ll have to understnad if I put up questions geared toward my ladies as well.

Eddie, call me again dammit. I promise tomorrow to take my cell phone in and get a new battery as this one dies out much too quickly.

Updated a lot of sites this weekend, and relaunched Grape Sex as a social bookmark site. Give it a bit of time for more people to submit links. That domain has been several types of sites but social bookmark sites are big now so what the hell.

I am also proud to launch Frisky Blogs which will be updated every day or two with new blogs. These are very niche and fetish oriented with a lot of, well, weird odd fetishes, but there is interest out there for these things. But, they are “set it and forget it” sites so it’s not that much work.

BIG changes for Hairy Chat in the next week or two. I began tonight and will keep working on it but expect major changes. MAJOR.

Worked on my dining site this weekend with a whole new layout and design, and am expanding it from just reviews to local dining news as well. Also worked on Lingerie For Fat Chicks and it should be updated every single day from now on. There isn’t enough time in the day to update all these damned sites!

Well, my Patriots blew it in the 4th quarter. I can’t figure out why Brady rushed so much. If he’d taken his time more, the clock would have run out, but it’s easy to sit back as an armchair quarterback and second-guess the coach and plays. 18-1 is nothing to be ashamed of, but at least my Red Sox didn’t choke

Still nervous about meeting my friend on Wednesday. Not about meeting him but more about “what if he’s interested and I have to tell him about the hair” kinda stuff. I know you girls can relate to this.

Tomorrow I will be unveiling the all new hairy website reviews. I have some tweaking to do tonight as I test out each feature for the final time. But the new site is Web 2.0 style.

I’ll also be overhauling Hairy Space soon but more on that later on.

I need people to click around and tell me if things are broken. Post or send me a message if interested.

Feeling a LOT better. Last night I actually slept for about 6 hours. Only got up a handful of times and hope tonight is the same. Not much coughing left and my voice is almost back to normal now. I talked to my guy friend and I’ll be seeing him a week from today as he has the day off. It will also be in the mid-50’s and I told him I wanted to go visit the Firebird and take pics and he said he’d love to go with me, to check out my car as well as the other classics this guy owns.

Today I cleaned out the closet in this office, which I hadn’t done in probably 10 years. I have 5 desktop computers in there, a huge bucket of computer parts and wires, and a lot of old clothes. I found a brand-new red leather coat I wore just once and forgot about, and of course it still fits fine and I like it better than the one I’m wearing now as it’s a better grade of leather. Found a spring jacket, threw out 7 coats. Found my 14.4 and 33600 modems, at least 100 cords/wires that I just threw out, and a ton of other crap. 3 big garbage bags and I still didn’t do the shelves on top which should take up one more bag.

I wanted to do my corporate taxes today but put it off again, so it’s on for Sunday no matter what.

Watching American Idol and I have to say that not a single singer has impressed me in all these audition shows. I keep waiting for “the one” to impress me but not yet …

Got a lot of work done this weekend, everything I wanted to but my taxes which I’ll do Wednesday. My newest project is almost ready to release, plus I’m redoing one of my hairy sites and will announce that soon, too, and I’m doing a social bookmark site which I’ve wanted to do for a while.

The guy I met 3 years ago, the one who treated me like shit, keeps emailing me and now is giving me totally bogus compliments so I know he’s full of it and very desperate but I’m not biting. Had some jerk message me the other night on a dating site — “I’m bored so thought I’d write to you” — that’s not a real compliment. He wanted to know all about my job and I just blew him off. He was killing time before he went to Foxwoods.

Weather forecast last night said flurries with up to an inch of snow. In the shower at 8 am and the radio announcer announces all local schools are closed. I’m thinking, “for an inch of snow?” and then they say we got 8 inches of snow! I ran, naked and wet, to a window to look out and everything was covered. It drifted up a few feet, too! These weather forecasters have multi-million dollar computers yet can’t tell you a snowstorm is coming?

My dilemma about meeting my friend can’t be solved. We haven’t exchanged numbers yet. I mean, yeah, I know where he works and all, but I’d feel funny calling when he didn’t give me the number. So, I’m going to show up, but will explain that I’m sick and explain why I showed up, and beg off for a raincheck which I hope won’t be a problem.

Still working on my blog project which I’ll announce tomorrow. I want to finish up one more site first.

Did I mention the problem with this site was fixed, and it didn’t cost me $175 an hour? Yeah, that’s what one programmer quoted me. For that price I want dinner, several hours of incredible sex AND my site fixed. Someone offered a suggestion on how to fix it, it was so simple and it worked.

Guess I should go do some more work.

It feels like something minor, not strep throat again or the flu. I rarely get sore throats like this but I’m only a little stuffy.

I have a slight sore throat tonight and think I’m coming down with something. I hope not, but I just have this bad feeling … but if I’m sick this week, it’s ok as I have no appointments and staying home where it’s warmer than outside is fine with me.

Met someone today at, of all places, an auto parts store. I needed to check the price on something so while I was out running errands ran into an auto parts store I’d only been to once before. While looking at the stuff there, someone asked if I needed help. I turned around to say no thanks and this tall, goateed guy was there. Yum yum. I told him what I was looking for and he asked what kind of car, and when I told him 1967 Firebird his eyes lit up and he asked me a million questions. I spent probably 25 minutes chatting to him about old cars but it seemed like 5 minutes. He was called to the front to help someone (turns out he’s the manager) and asked me to wait, and I did. When he came back he said he really loved talking to me and asked if we could talk again, maybe over coffee. I picked my jaw up off the floor, immediately thought I was dreaming, but said yes. So, Tuesday I have an afternoon coffee date.

I had the oddest dream last night, about an ex-boyfriend, someone I haven’t thought of in about 3-4 years. I don’t even temember his last name. I remember he had a beard but not a hairy chest, wasn’t demonstrative and was the single most boring man I have ever met. We dated for about 6 months but that had to be 15 years ago. So, it’s pretty odd I’d dream of him.

Still working on my newest project. Fortunately I now have 2 employees who are helping me out. One has worked for me about 3 years but only does one thing. The other is now doing all my grunt work and saving me a lot of time and work.

Spent about 2 hours today buring in headers and manifolds. Got pretty ticked off when one vendor said to me something about “fitting around the collector” then had the gall to stop and say, “uh, this is probably over your head” and I just said, “uh, you mean the collectors at the end of my exhaust?” and he literally took a breath before saying, “oh, you do know about your car.” Duh. I’ll visit the Firebird next week to see the new stuff I ordered.

A friend bought a DeLorean about a month or so ago and this weekend, if it doesn’t snow, I’m driving up to see it and will be taking pics since he doesn’t have a camera. He nearly bought a Lotus recently, too. He has a few vintage Ferraris and I’ll take pics of those as well.

Had a weird message on my cell phone today. “Happy new year from the guy you think doesn’t like you.” HUH? Took me a while to figure out who it was. I met him for coffee this summer and I remember posting a log here of him begging to see me again. He didn’t do anything for me, he lied to me, he’s got a girlfriend, etc. Kinda odd to hear from him after all this time, but at least he’s not bugging me on AIM again. And no, I didn’t respond to it.

Getting reading for the season premiere of American Idol, but these are the shows that show the really bad singers mostly and are boring after a while. I’ll work on some websites tonight and just listen to it.

Heard from the garage about my Firebird. Engine has been pulled and he found only one issue which I’ll deal with tomorrow. Now he’s cleaning up the engine bay before taking things apart. As soon as my stuff is back from the chrome place I’ll drive over with them and visit the car.

Ah, well, back to work. Pics tomorrow

Right now you can’t click “next page” due to a coding issue I’m trying to troubleshoot, so if you notice that, I’m aware of it. You can simple type /page/# to get wherever.

Let’s see, boytoy seems to have moved on but I lost interest after he emailed and wanted links to view hairy women, and I got the hint when he said he had no money. Sorry, shoo. The guy I saw 3 years ago is still emailing me even though I told him emphatically no that I won’t see him again, as he treated me like shit. I’m proud of myself for not giving in, but I learned a valuable lesson with my last relationship disaster and refuse to settle for less than I deserve. I’ve done it too many times in the past. I’d rather be by myself than deal with that.

What’s with men who can’t tell the truth lately. All my female friends who are dating tell me about meeting guys who lie. Hell, virtually all but one guy I’ve met in the past 5 years have lied to me, from their height, lack of hair, weight, looks, marital status, etc. Why can’t anyone keep it real anymore?

I know I’ve talked with many men about settling for less, and most won’t, and I know I no longer will. I’m attracted to men of a certain age group, pretty much 23-35. I’ve met some older men but there just wasn’t that attraction I get when I talk to someone younger than me. I wish I could feel differently but I just can’t. It’s like you guys who want a hairy woman and won’t settle for less, and you shouldn’t, or you go around miserable.

Thanks to all who have asked about my father. He was rushed to the ER this weekend after being home for just a week. And, so it begins again …

Nice weather this week but big storm due in tomorrow with about half a foot of snow if not more. I did get used to wearing lighter clothes! With the Firebird gone and the other car still being restored (I know, I need to call about it) I’m now on the search for something new. Not quite sure what I want, though. I still want that 1955ish pickup truck but think next time I’ll still go for a muscle car.

Yes, if you can’t login to Hairy Space, I’m aware of it, but it’s not my site with a problem. It is an IE issue due to the recent IE upgrade. NOTHING is wrong with my site, my server, or anything on my end.

Click here for more hirsute women from back in the day at Good Old XXX

I don’t know why shaving pussies has to be in style. What is wrong with a hirsute woman who sports pussy hair that grows the way it wants to, running up and down her pussy lips, down her thighs, and even on her ass? Just look at this vintage hairy closeup photo. This curvy woman is all natural, with an impressive rack that is silicone free, unshaven armpits, and a bush that is allowed to grow as wild as it wants to. Now that’s a natural hairy vintage beauty!

Could you imagine working your fingers through that hairpie, her silken strands scented with the hypnotic and musky scent that a hirsute women has. It’s the most arousing smell, hinting of long nights in bed and wild sex all night long. Who said that vintage women weren’t good lays?

Had another laser session today and amazingly, I didn’t need it. I hadn’t had one in a few months but if I had skipped today, it would have been fine. I think I’m at the point where I can go twice a year. No pain at all today, no redness, nothing.

No word from the boytoy but I lost interest when he wasn’t around much. Pithy emails, getting much too sexual, not asking about me, etc. Unfortunately I don’t have patience for games. I “may” meet someone on Tuesday, we’ll have to see.

Saw a TV commercial today to remind me that American Idol begins January 15th. Wow. Last year was a bust for me. The only one with talent was Melinda Doolittle and I haven’t heard of an album from her yet. I hope this year they have better talent.

This Asian MILF has a nice thick full bush. I thought I’d post her photo to help publicize my new Hairy Asian Women site.

Then, I began upgrading certain software used on more than 100 sites, including this one. PHEW. Only one broken site after all of that, and I’m about to try to fix it. Found a bunch of sites I’d forgotten about and hadn’t updated in over a year. Guess I have a lot more work to do this year than I thought.

WICKED frisky! Yesterday I was climbing the walls and last night took care of it several times. Not sure why but am glad, it feels awesome

Boytoy sent a few pithy emails but nothing of substance really, and has yet to call again. Not very attentive at all.

Heard from the guy who was begging to see me again, just a quickie email to say happy new year. Then a guy I met 3 years ago and hadn’t heard from in over a year emailed to say the same thing. Kinda weird if you ask me.

Did anyone see Rush Hour 3 and catch the reference to hairy women during the outtakes? I was already laughing my ass off when I heard that and it just tickled me to tears, not sure why.

No word. No email, no phone call, no text message. Nada.

2. Stop signs mean slow down a little, but only of you want to

3. You know how to cross four lanes of traffic in five seconds

4. You believe using your turn signals gives away your plan to the enemy

5. You think it’s not actually tailgating unless you’re touching the bumper of the car in front of
you

6. You know that a yellow light means that at least five more people can get through and a red one means two more can

7. The transportation system is known as the “T”

8. You could own a small town in Iowa for the cost of your house

9. You almost feel disappointed when someone doesnt flip you off when you cut them off or steal their parking space

10. There are 24 Dunkin Donuts shops within 15 minutes of your house

11. When people talk about “The Curse Of The Bambino” you know what they’re talking about and
believe it too

12. You’re amazed when traveling out of town that people at McDonalds actually speak english

13. If you stay on the same road long enough it eventually has three different names

14. Someone has honked at you because you didnt peel out the second the light turned green

15. You have honked at someone because they didn’t peel out the second the light turned green

16. All the potholes just add to the excitement of driving

17. You think if someones nice to you they either want something or they are from out of town and lost

18. Six inches of snow is considered a dusting

19. Three days of 90 degree heat is definately a “heat wave” 63 degrees is “on the warm side”

20. You cringe everytime you hear some actor/actress imitate the “Boston Accent” on TV or in a movie, if you don’t have it then you’re never going to get it even if you were born here

21. At the ice cream shop you call chocolate sprinkles “jimmies”

22. You can go from one side of town to the other in less than fifteen minutes and see at least fifteen
losers you went to high school with doing the same thing they were doing when you saw them last

23. It is raining and/or snowing, the person in front of you is going 70, and you’re still cursing them for going too slow

24. You know how to pronounce towns like Worcester, Haverhill, and Cotuit

25. You know what they sell at a “packie”

26.You’ve called something “wicked pissa”

27. You’ve slammed on your brakes to deter a tailgator

28. You still try to order curly fries from Burger King

29. You keep an ice scraper in your car all year round

30. You know at least three Tony’s one Vinnie, and a Frank

31. Paranoia sets in when you can’t see an ATM or CVS

32. You think crosswalks are for wimps

33. You’ve bragged about saving money at The Christmas Tree Shop

34. You know what “regular coffee” is, and you order iced coffee in January

35. You can navigate a rotary without a problem

36. You have been to Fenway Park

37. You refer to the New York Yankees as the Evil Empire

38. You feel the rest of the world needs to drive more like you

39. When someone calls you a “masshole” you take it as a compliment

40. You use the words “wicked” and “good” in the same sentence

41. You know what a frappe is

42. Saint Patrticks Day is your second favorite holiday

43. You are proud to drink Sam Adams and think that the rest of the country owes Bostonians a thank you

44. You never say “Cape Cod” you say “the cape”

45. You went to Old Sturbridge Village and Plymouth Plantation in elementary school

46. You can drive to the mountains and the ocean all in one day

47. You have a special place in your heart for the Worcester Firefighters

48. You know the Mass Pike and 128 are some strange weather dividing lines

49. You do not recognize the letter “R” as a part of the English language.

50. You’ve gone from I-95 South to I-93 North by driving in a straight line and never changing direction.

51. You understand everything just said and passed it on to other massholes

52. You know you’re from Mass when you give directions that cite land marks that USED to be there…

You bang a left at the lights, and then you drive just past where the old farm was… the one that used to have the giant catepillar in front… and then you take a wicked sharp right to where the movie theater used to be…

I know other hairy women who feel the same way. You wonder if, once again, you’ll be rejected for having too much hair, or having it in places that guys think are disgusting.

I asked if he liked old fat chicks but so far he’s never answered that, so I honestly haven’t a clue how he feels about fat chicks. That’s got me feeling anxious and stressed as well. He’s not local. He’s a lot younger.

But the plusses are he seems to be mature and he’s intelligent. I know, I know, it’s bad to judge someone based on how they write, but when you get those “how r u 2day. u wanna talk. i prolly can if u want 2 now” emails, well, you appreciate someone with a good command of English, spelling and grammar.

“Imma be all ova u” did message me on AIM but since I ignore that machine, I didn’t see it, plus I’m kinda glad. I know he’s only looking for one thing and that’s much more evident after the past 2 weeks. He didn’t message me once to ask about me, or ask anything about me. When we talk, it’s only about the hair and how much he likes it.

Speaking of disgusting hair, my laser person is on medical leave but I’m hoping to make an appointment with her next week. I don’t NEED it, but still want it on a few very small areas. But the fact that I really don’t need it amazes me, and it’s been about 3 months I think since the last treatment.

Redoing a site I have for those into hairy woman movies. Coding it will take me all afternoon (when I get back) and all night, plus most of tomorrow

Could be a new guy on the horizon. He’s not local, which isn’t a good thing, but he does seem to love hairy women. Not sure if he’s into fat chicks, or older women … but he’s seemingly mature and intelligent, but VERY young but I can’t help what I’m attracted to. So, we’ll see what happens. After Nick I’m still a little gunshy where younger guys are concerned, ya know?

Saw dad today and he told me he’s going home tomorrow. I knew right away why he was pushing to go home so fast and said, “oh, the Patriots” and he said yep, and said to the nurse, “my daughter knows me so well.” NO way in hell will he say in that nursing home and watch the Pats on a 19″ tv when he has a huge screen HDTV at home LOL.

Busy day today running errands from 9:30 am until I got home after 4:30.

I have a new food passion — Spanish Marcona almonds. If you’ve never had them, you have to try them. Ignore the price. I paid $16.99 a pound recently but today they were on sale for $9.99 a pound so I got several pounds and stocked up. They are much tastier than regular old almonds, believe me.

Still working on the hairy Asian site and am still redoing other sites.

Dad is well enough to go home on Monday. Physical therapy released him and his doctor said Monday would be good. I’m sure he’ll be glad to get home, back to his computer!

Got one of those emails the other day that just leave me scratching my head. “Where do I meet hairy women in Michigan?” How the hell do I know lol. If you wanted to meet a woman with big boobs in Michigan, or if a lady wanted a man with a big dick in Michigain, where would you meet them? I’m actually going to write a page and just send them a link, explaining I don’t have a magic hairy crystal ball to locate hairy women.

Did a little after holiday shopping and got a few bargains, how about y’all, did you shop today? The return lines were empty. I think most people went for gift cards as it’s a more practical gift. I got some new silverware that should have cost me $60 but with a half-price sale, 15% senior discount, $10 coupon and additional 10% off I ended up paying $14 and change. I also got another small Santoku knife for $2.49, a $24.99 knife. Since doing the car took a while, I didn’t do all my errands since I had to go visit dad, so tomorrow I’ll cram in a few more shopping trips.

Got a new hairy asian site coming out soon. I’ve had the domain for well over and have done nothing with it, so decided to begin developing it last night.

Possibility of a new guy …. he’s about 80 miles from me and lives right near John, the guy who has been begging me to hook up again. Weird that such a small town has at least 2 hairy woman lovers! We’ll see what happens ….

The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, ‘Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I’m going to jump off, too.’

The blonde opened his lunch and said, ‘ Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I’m jumping too.’

The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death.

The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too.

The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well.

At the funeral, the Irishman’s wife was weeping. She said, ‘If I’d known how really tired he was of corned beef and cabbage, I never would have given it to him again!’

The Mexican’s wife also wept and said, ‘I could have given him tacos or enchiladas! I didn’t realize he hated burritos so much.’

(Oh this is GOOD!!)

Everyone turned and stared at the blonde’s wife. The blonde’s wife said,

‘ Don’t look at me. The idiot makes his own lunch.

Brought my battery pak along, wisely, and as soon as I connected the positive to the positive, the alarm went on and scared the crap outta me! I shut it fast, then started her, and it took a second but she roared to life. I let her run about 15 minutes but I know that didn’t charge the battery fully. Tomorrow it goes in and I figure the 15 mile, 25 minute drive will move it up, but since the battery is being disconnected when the engine is pulled, it won’t really matter.

Then I went shopping. You know, for the day before Christmas, the stores weren’t THAT crowded, and the roads were pretty good. I got a good bargain on a set of 4 steak knives I wanted, paid about $25 for a $90 set of steak knives. I’ll be out tomorrow morning around 8 am for the after-Christmas bargains.

I did buy a DVD player but just realized it’s still in the box, still in the bag, never even looked at it. Guess I’ll do that later on today. I had to buy an HDMI cable. Let’s hope the quality is really as clear as they indicate. I was told I had to buy a cable for $35 but why not upgrade to $55 for better quality? I asked why it doesn’t come with a cable! Reminds me of computer printers — remember when you’d buy one but it would not have a cable? Maybe it’s still that way. I use an old HP laser jet printer that’s networked in here and it’s probably the model from 1997 or so, maybe even earlier. I have one earlier model still here in a closet, just in case this one breaks. But, now that the prices are so low, guess it’s time to dump it.

I didn’t want to cook last night so got some take out, which I haven’t done in ages. I went to my favorite little place for Garlic Chicken. I like it extra spicy, with extra garlic, and just mushrooms and broccoli. This was PERFECT. Sometimes the sauce is a little thick, or not enough garlic, but this was so good I wanted to bathe in it. I have enough left for lunch today and dinner tomorrow night.

Dad just called and he sounds better. But, he’s still very, very sick. Yesterday he walked from his bed to the corridor and back and was so winded he had to nap, and his oxygen level was down to 77%. So it will be a good week or 10 days until he’s ready to leave, I think. Thanks to all who asked about him.

I’ll be home working but things are truly winding down. Yesterday I looked at one of my gay sites, up since 1999, and decided it needed some serious freshening up, so I spent all day and night working on it and now it looks awesome. I did release the Hairy BBWs site today and should have the hairy black site in a few days. My list of stuff to do is seriously winding down … a few old domains to develop and then I can work on a major project that should take me 2-3 months to finish.

I order movies from Amazon quite often and recently got I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry and decided to watch part of it yesterday and finish it today. Like so many movies from Amazon, this one was defective. Halfway through the movies it went blank, showed a Chinese theatre, then replayed a scene I’d already watched. If you tried to reverse, it just kept replaying that scene. I did email and they are replacing it and I’ll have it tomorrow, so I’ll finish watching it on Christmas Day.

I watched Basketball Diaries today and it was not what I thought it was. I watched it and figured it was about some kids playing basketball! It was more serious and in-depth and a great movie and Leo was an amazing actor. I’d only see him in one other movie

Old big clunky TV, 27″

New flat panel TV, 32″ with speakers on the side for better sound

I did a little shopping today and the stores weren’t that crowded, but I went to smaller stores. I went to buy socks and ended up buying 4 sweaters for $52. TOTAL. Normally $34 each, they were on clearance, and then it was buy one, get one free. And there must have been a run on HD cable boxes as one office was totally out, so I had to go to another to grab one. The new TV is scheduled for delivery at — get this — 8 am. Now, I’m usually up around 5 but I’ve been sleeping MUCH later on weekends, so there goes that hope. Guess I’ll end up with a nap later in the day!

I was going to keep my old TV but did some research on it and it weighs 111 lbs. It’s a 27″ TV/DVD/VCR combo and works great, but I don’t need it and it’s too heavy to ship, so may as well let the guys take it and trash it. I love it but it’s one of the older models (4 years old) so is thick as opposed to the new flat panel TV which will take up a lot less room. It’s bigger screenwise but not nearly as deep so should fit fine. I took a pic of the old TV with the new camera and will take pics of the new TV, too.

I rarely if ever watch a DVD or tape in my bedroom anyway but used to quite often. My new office TV has a built-in DVD player (it’s on the side, how odd is that) but I haven’t used it. Maybe there will be a great after-holiday special on a DVD player! (Ugh, just thinking about trying to hook that up is going to give me nightmares).

Heard from my friend who didn’t recognize me and he kicked himself since I was not only in red but was in red leather! He can’t believe he missed someone in red leather (a coat, don’t get too excited)!

Watching a review of music of the 90’s and it’s bringing back so many memories. 1994-1998 is a blur to me, since I was working 120 hours a week on the magazine until I collapsed. If anyone remembers back then I was putting less than 100 miles a month on my truck! I know TMW will remember back that far. I’d go to the post office every other day and the supermarket once a week if I could, and that was it. All I remember offhand was a pedophile working for me (Eddie, remember Doc?), Eddie coming to visit me twice, my housekeeper who had an assistant who stole money from me and having a turkey pokket (that IS spelled right) with lettuce, tomato and no mayo almost every day, delivered for lunch.

No new sites to launch today. I did release the daily babes site as well as the fat women site last week. Waiting for my writer to finish up the hairy BBW site and the hairy lesbians site and the hairy black women site. Someone suggested a site with pics of women with hairy asses … but … but … no more new sites, so I gave up on that idea. But I will develop a domain I have dealing with Asian women who are hairy …

Already planning business changes for 2008 which, of course, will mean no new sites for a while, redevelopment of old ones and dumping a lot that do nothing. Some big changes in store for me for 2008 but more on that later. This site will still be around, don’t worry … my main sites will remain.

I’ll show you how a real bad boy, ……. can be a real good man.

Damn, that went right to the groin! He’s within 40 minutes of me but I’m not his type, but hoo doggie did that give me fantasies!

Yesterday I ran into a guy I met 3 years ago from a dating site. Really nice guy, my height through — with a wife — but we got along well. We talk every 6 months or so and always say we need to get together for coffee again, but we’re both so busy.

He didn’t say hi! Last time I saw him I had longer, curly, blondish/brown hair and now I have the short/straight/red hair, so he only glanced over me without realizing it was me. I emailed and yelled at him! He’s still really, REALLY cute and a real temptation. So, maybe we can hookup for coffee in the next few weeks.

I’ve given up on imma be all ova u. While he would be great in fantasy, the reality is he’s too young and seemingly only wants one type of relationship, if that. He hasn’t messaged me at all but has been around, and I figure if he wants to meet me that badly, he’d message me. I’ve never, ever approached him on AIM so he should know I’m too shy to approach some guy. Oh well.

I’m just going to hold out until I find that guy that instinctively tells me he won’t be a selfish lover like all the rest.

So, I went to the store and bought some clothes (again). Then I went out and bought myself a 32″ flat panel HDTV for my bedroom, and then a new Fuju 8.1 megapixel digital camera. I bought an Olympus digital camera a few months ago but find myself needing more than one, and the first I ever bought is too bulky.

I’ve been wanting a new TV for almost a year I think, but I just never had the time to go pick one out and then I’d forget about it.

Everything I bought was on sale, too. TV will be delivered on Saturday and I guess the cable company can hook up an HDTV box on Monday, eww, day before Christmas … hm, maybe I should just drop in tomorrow and pick one up.

I cut my hair short. Lisa Rinna short (same cut, too).

I love it! I needed a change and this was it. I feel peppier already. Other than the little hairs on the back of my neck and down my shirt in back bothering me, lol, I feel awesome. A shower tonight will fix that all up!

I’d take a pic (and block out my face) if I could, but my cell camera only uploads to a phone number, not online

Shoulder didn’t hurt at all Saturday and was fine all day Sunday until last night, not sure what I did but I was in some serious pain. It’s not hurting now but if I move it at all, it hurts. I’m keeping my elbow glued to my side as I type to limit movement.

This weekend I put up a babe site. I know, I know, they aren’t hairy women, but some guys who are into hairy women are also into other types of women, so if you like your girls 18+, you’ll love the new babe site.

Still redoing a few other sites but I expect things to calm down by the 1st of the year.

Still working on several sites at once, 2 are waiting for my writer.

After breakfast it twinged a little but then was fine for the entire day. Woke up today fine. It was a tiny bit tender but really nothing. But, at the supermarket I had to reach up on a top shelf and within 10 minutes, OUCH. Not that serious pain like Monday but enough to make me want to cry. In the past few hours, though, even with typing, it stopped hurting totally. I don’t know what I did to it. I’m favoring it for sure now, though. I’m frisky but that’s the arm I use lol, so guess I’ll sacrifice an orgasm for the cause.

Dad is still in the hospital but should be transferred to a rehab facility within a few days. He needs to be a little stronger. This will make things easier on everyone.

Been up since 4 am … no trouble sleeping but had to take mom for a mammogram for 7:45 am. All clear, no calcification which is a huge relief. Also, I haven’t taken meds to sleep in weeks. For a few months I could only sleep until 3 am and then was up and wide awake. I was taking the meds just on weekends to try to catch up on sleep, but for the past few weeks I really haven’t had any problems so let’s hope this keeps up!

So, that guy is still begging even though I clearly said no.

Give it a try, please. We can certainly be friends. I’m looking for more than a fuck buddy too. We have things in common and certainly enjoy talking. Hey I said I was an ass … At least until you find someone closer

I don’t know how else to say NO. I certainly don’t want someone to tide me over until something better comes along. See, one of the bad things he did to me was blow me off weeks after we met to tell me he’d met someone from his past and was picking up where they left off. So, I don’t trust him not to do that again. One bitten, twice shy.

Can I ask for a second chance? I know it’s not the best of circumstances but it is better than nothing. We do get along well and have many of the same interests. I can make it down you way more often. I really enjoyed the day we spent together. Let’s try, please. Plus you do kiss rather well and I find you very sexy.

While it’s flattering, I said no. I told him I want more than a fuck buddy and want much, much more and refuse to settle for less. I also told him he treated me like shit last time and I don’t wish to repeat that.

Then “imma be all ova u” is back. I accidentally opened AIM without realizing it, and he came on and said hi. I was pressed for time but said hi back, and after a bit of chatting he said he wanted to meet. Long story short I told him as soon as I have a free afternoon I’ll message him. Just coffee, but there may be more eventually. He is into fat women, loves hairy women, is very local, and we’ll see what happens.

Dad is still hospitalized. He had another transfusion last night, but his last major hospitalization he had 25 pints of blood in total, so 2 this time is nothing. He’s supposedly being released on Friday to go to a rehab facilility for a few weeks, since he can’t walk and is so unsteady. Once that happens my time will free up a bit more and I’ll be less stressed.

The BBW site I put up is beginning to get some steady visitors. The hairy BBW site will be out next week, then a hairy lesbian site …. then another one giving you weird news and interesting links. That’s just an old site I plan to resurrect.

VERY weird dream the other night, of all people — NICK. We were kissing and kissing and he was an amazing kisser. Funny how I dreamed of him since I told him to fuck off last week. But he brought back memories of Chuck, the guy I met this summer who was a good kisser. It’s strange, but I generally don’t like strangers touching me, let alone kissing me, but having spent all that time with him it just felt right, plus he turned me on, the first guy to do that in a dozen years or more, and that was just by holding my hands and fondling my fingers.

Rainy day but I got a lot done. I went to start up the Firebird to make sure it was ok, had a bit of trouble starting but it finally caught. Choke engaged so I put it in reverse but it died, so I simply started it again without changing gears. Holy shit, it went to 2000 RPM and I FLEW out of the driveway going backwards! I slammed on the brake pretty fast and kicked the gas pedal to disengage the choke and then she idled at 700. I want the idle to be put up a tad, maybe next week.

Bought a new deodorant, has anyone tried Degree Clinical Protection? They have one for men and a powder scent for women. It’s about 3 times the price of regular deodorant but I’ll try it this weekend and see how well it does. My laser appt was cancelled so I’ll be able to put up my new curtains this weekend and do some other stuff around the house.

Dad is still in the hospital and will be there a while. He has advanced COPD and even with the oyxgen he’s now having trouble breathing, and they can’t turn up the oxygen any higher. It’s not good. He’s weak as a kitten, can’t even hold a fork to eat.

Dad is back in the hospital. Long story, he was rushed there on the weekend and the hospital said nothing was wrong and released him, even though he said he had trouble breathing. Next night he passed out and was rushed back and this time they read the X-rays right, I guess, as he has pneumonia, a severe case, among other things. He can’t walk anymore due to his leg but they don’t know why and he’s not strong enough to have a hip replacement. Not sure if he’ll go into a long-care facility or not after this hospitalization. Friggin’ hospital sent him home as sick as he was. Blood tests confirmed he also had another heart attack between the time he was at the hospital initially and the time he was admitted

Laser treatment this weekend which I nearly forgot about. This should be the last one untl March when it’s light enough out to drive at night. I prefer the night appointments over weekends.

Have any ladies tried the new makeup, Dermacia? I bought a bottle and will be using it soon, just wondering how others thought of it. $45 a bottle … it better transform me into a raving beauty at that price.