My housekeeper came in today and told me I looked much happier. My mother saw me and said I looked much happier. Eddie called and said I sounded happier, and more confident.

Damn.

They’re right. Meeting John last week was a huge confidence booster because he still wanted to see me again after meeting me. Still not sure if he’ll email again, but if not, it’s really ok, I won’t feel rejected like I did when he didn’t email for 4 days and I wanted to castrate all men! I hate being SO needy, but sheesh, a guy needs to email more than once in 4 days and say “hi”, ya know? When I told him I wanted someone to treat me special, I didn’t mean just in bed. But, I don’t quite know how to say to him, “hey, more conversation in email would be a good thing and jeez, some hugging would be nice, too”.

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