Cold and raw, the kind of day that is meant to be shared with someone. Slept ok last night, bit of tossing and turning. I knew I had a lot of work to do I guess, yesterday I was slammed with work, though I did take time to watch Shrek 2 as I said I would. Can’t wait to see it again

Today is non-stop work again, but during the holiday season, I need to lose myself deeper in work so I don’t think.

No word from John, Brian or bushguy. I’m not even in the mood to go into the chat room. Oh, I love going in there, because for the most part you’re talking to men who like you for you only, and not the way you look. The other day I talked to this local hot stud who would probably laugh if he ever saw me, but he said I was a “character” and would love to meet me. Well, yah, my sense of humor is about the best thing going for me. But th reality, if he ever saw me? Feh. But, it’s nice to have someone pay attention to me for a change, and to make me feel special.

Well, I updated the links on this site yesterday, and will do a bit more today. I’m going to spend most of the day doing Pam’s Reviews . Sean is doing some coding (I hope) that will fix a few things, but if not, I still have about 30 hours of work to do. Found a new reviewer in the BBW chat room last week and he’s working out very well, but I definitely need at least 6 more reviewers. I no longer have time to do them, plus I’m too jaded to give a qualified opinion on a porn site.

I miss Sean, and I miss Eddie, 2 men in my life who don’t judge on outward appearance and love me for who I am, period. Eddie and I are twins separated at birth in too many ways, it’s almost eerie. Sean has been there for me when I’ve needed him, but at least I can say I’ve been there for him as well, through his breakups and then some.

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