Worked really hard but updated the Hairy Lesbians website with some extremely explicit pics! Check every few days for new photos of hot hairy lesbians.

Speaking of hot, it was 93 today and humid and icky. I was home most of the day but when I ran out I just could not believe how hot it was and it’s going to get worse over the next few days. I WANT SNOW!!

Well, it’s been a week now since Ron has contacted me, technically. He did call Sunday morning but I was sleeping, since I try to sleep in on Sunday mornings and he goes to work early and I guess he forget there is a 2-hour time difference. No message. No emails. I felt he was pulling away last week and now the lack of contact speaks volumes. I haven’t been asking myself what I did or said wrong, because I know I did nothing or said nothing wrong. I know I told him I didn’t have hairy legs, but he also told me that even if I weren’t hairy he’d still want to get to know me. It could be that he likes a woman with a lot of “junk in her trunk” and I don’t!! I don’t know, I just know I can’t be neglected like this. If a guy can’t literally take 5 minutes to click “email” in MySpace and say “hi, I’m busy, but thinking of you” — when he logs into MySpace each day — well, I deserve a lot better.

Chris and I chatted a little and he disappeared, too. Maybe I have bad breath?

Let’s see, I redid the Hairy Video Blog and totally removed the old models and put up new models at Miss Hairy USA and I chose full body shots for the new model pics and not face pics.

Been too hot to take out the Firebird though I want to get my tach fixed as I think it blew a fuse. A friend had wired it for me last year and I was going to email him last night to fix it, but instead he emailed ME to tell me he was suicidal as his girlfriend changed the locks and went back with her ex boyfriend. I was surprised he was with her, since he doesn’t like fat women and she’s fat, he doesn’t like young girls and she’s 20, he doesn’t like cats and she has them, he hates kids and she has 2, 5 and a baby. So, guess I’ll bring it in next week when it’s cooler.

Meanwhile, my car coming out of restoration is at the exhaust shop, having a custom exhaust done. It’s out-of-town but this guy is known for doing classic car exhausts and he’s fussy like a girl!! So “hopefully” next week I’ll have it back, totally done, and will have pics.

HA! It was hot as hell today? I thought of you, Stephanie, because it was just damned hot today. I went out tonight in the ‘bird and it wasn’t even cool. Bought a new GPS then came home where it was cool.

Updated the Hairy Video Blog with new links and will be adding new free movies every few days. I plan a slight design change, too.

No word from my guy for a few days now, not sure what’s going on. Did hear from a new guy but he’s only looking for friends as he’s into older cars, and I’m fine with that as long as he knows it’s friends only. No word from Bruno — big surprise there. I think for him it’s the thrill of the chase. We chat, he pretends interest, then disappears for a while. It’s ok as I’m really not interested in a guy who just wants to get laid for the short-term. I’m playing for long-term only.

Don’t forget the big big sale at Hairy Videos & DVD Shopping. I’m selling out of a lot of titles so you’d better hurry if you want something. Most hairy women videos and hairy women DVDs are half price or less!

I really hate holidays and have such a hard time with them. Oh, I had fun yesterday but came home and something happened that really threw me and has me pretty weepy. It’s a culmination of a few bad weeks, I think. I clicked the wrong icon on another computer and AIM opened up. Been avoiding AIM so I don’t end up talking to gangsta boy. When I looked over, I saw a message from “ima be all ova u”. Feeling alone, I decided to talk to him. It’s not like my guy has been paying me much attention, and anyone who knows me knows I need a lot of attention from a guy. We did the normal chit chat, then he asked about my love life,and I told him I hadn’t met anyone but was just talking to someone who lived very far away. At that point I probably should have just clicked out but again, needing to feel needed but was feeling neglected, so decided to chat with him.

He really does like hairy women, and he isn’t asking for pics which just really makes me lose interest, and he’s very close, but he’s also very young, very immature, and I know he only wants one thing. I did ask him if he really liked fat women and he said “i like all women” and then told me their size didn’t matter. DANGER ZONE. That is man speak for “I’ll fuck anything that breathes and has a vagina.” No thank you. I’d rather be alone and do myself than be with someone like that.

My guy says he really does love bigger women plus loves hairy women, and is so much more mature and much brighter, but that distance thing is a real issue as is the lack of attention and contact. I want someone who loves my body and shows it, not someone who will tolerate it.

So, I had trouble falling asleep, though had taken a pill as I haven’t slept well in a long time, plus had the stiff neck from hell. Woke up a few times but kept rolling over and going back to sleep … looked at the clock and it was 9:40!! I haven’t slept that late in years! Now I’m scrambling to catch up on my websites, then have some paperwork to do, then some stuff around the house. With the rain I won’t be cruising, could not even take the Firebird with us yesterday as I knew it was going to rain, and it did.

I think I’ve done enough on Hairy Video Reviews to announce it here, though am adding a bit more onto it later. I’m thinking I’ll have the bisexual site done by tonight if I don’t take a nap lol. I’m still tired but am feeling, I don’t know … unsettled … maybe too much on my mind.

I updated Hairy Videos tonight. Did an inventory and added about 15 new DVDs (some had been listed as sold out) plus lowered the prices on just about every VHS and DVD to half price or less. Some DVDs and VHS tapes are priced as low as $5! Buy as few or as many as you wish. Buy a lot and let’s make a deal!

Do not forgot to visit Hairy Videos Dot Com!!

98 degrees today. I had to drive my Firebird back from the body shop today and even on the highway I was a pile of sweat. The humidity was just disgusting. I put it in the garage, drove home, and literally was in the shower in 10 minutes. It was too hot to even take pics of what they did. They did pull me in this morning to talk about my restoration but at 9 am it wasn’t too hot yet.

Chatting with someone new the past few days and it’s so refreshing to talk to someone who doesn’t ask about the hair — at least not yet — and my instinct is he won’t. He asks about me — my favorite movies, color, music, etc. We chat about a lot of things and he’s intelligent and fascinating to talk to. Younger than I am, of course, and not local, but he did ask if I was open to a long-distance relationship and with him — definitely.

So, we’ll see … he did ask about being hirsute and I was pretty open and honest about it. You never know how someone will deal with all that pain when they hear about it.

New review on Hairy Website Reviews posted last night and I’ll be posting another within the hour

Yeah, really. Been chatting with this guy online for a few days, mostly nonsensical flirtation with a bit of car talk thrown in. Today he asked me to meet him for coffee.

. My treat of course which is the way it should be.

THAT part I liked! Of all the guys I’ve met for coffee, no one has ever bought one for me. Granted, I always show up early, grab the table I want, and order my own, and in a few cases the guy offered to buy me a refill, but in many cases they didn’t offer at all.

I don’t really know much about him but it’s ok, I’d still like to meet him. He seems really cool and I kinda like not knowing that much other than name and age — don’t even know height or weight (though from his pic he looks like a big boy, which I like). He’s not a hair lover as far as I know but I’m also only meeting him as a friend with no romantic involvement, so it won’t matter. He likes old cars and that’s good enough for me.

American Idol is on soon and there are 3 left, so tonight they eliminate 1 and next week is the finale. This year was so blah for me, no one really stood out as a star. If I had to vote for one of the remaining 3 — David Cook, Syesha Mercado or David Archuletta, I’d vote for David Cook as he can mix things up differently, but his voice isn’t awesome. Archuletta’s voice is just so-so and Syesha leaves me cold for some reason.

My prediction is Syesha will be voted off tonight, it will be David vs. David with Cook winning next week.

Went to work on Hairy Videos today and the site was dead. I didn’t totally panic, did some research then asked for help and a backup was restored and all is fine. We aren’t sure why it crashed but don’t forget I’m having a huge half-price clearance sale. I’d like to get rid of 100 titles of DVDs and then put up new software with the remaining few titles I plan to keep.

On another forum a woman and I were chatting after I made a post about PCOS. She has it and asked me about laser, so I told her of my experiences and encouraged her to go for it. She went yesterday and I felt so good when she said it didn’t hurt too much and she was glad she had it done. She should need 7/8 treatments and that’s it. I haven’t gone in what, 5 months now? I think I have an appointment next week.

This has been an interesting few days. Yesterday I read about a Word Press exploit (this site runs Word Press) and sure enough, it got me. I managed to delete all the exploited files, fix the database, and there really was no damage fortunately. It was more of a pain in the ass than anything. I managed to ban the prejudiced moron who kept trying to post, too.

I put up a new poll and will give it a few more weeks and then we’ll see how things change. I did get quite a few requests to go back to posting about my life as well as adding in some more free pics, so will incorporate both soon, I promise.

Been pretty busy lately. Got the Firebird totally squared away and fixed the starting issue by myself I believe … don’t ask. But I learned quite a bit in the process so it was worth the money it cost to fix things that weren’t broken in the first place. Won’t be driving her for a few days as the weather is about to turn bad after 9 days of 60+ degree days including 2 days over 75. I have actually shut my heat off for the season (2 days after getting the $730 heating bill, of course) but today it was chilly so I put it back on and grabbed the blankets I hadn’t been using. Took a nap this afternoon for 90 minutes, woke up, then went back to sleep for another hour. Guess I needed the rest.

Have laser this week as it was canceled for last week. Haven’t gone since what, December? I really only have one trouble area and one small spot that needs work so I don’t really have to go but will. I think from here on out it will be every 4-6 months.

Not much new on the male front. I’m just not into dating anyone right now, as odd as it sounds. I had lunch and dinner with my car friend but only as friends. Had a couple of guys interested but for some reason I’m just not that interested. Maybe they just aren’t the right guys, ya know?

I’ve been working on all my sites and have updated Hair to Stay, Frisky Blogs, Hairy Pictures, Hairy Website Reviews as well as many others. Haven’t put up any new sites in a while, just updating older ones.

I’ve been watching American Idol while I work but don’t go into the living room to watch it, so am not into it as much as in past years. I don’t know why Brooke is still in the competition and hope she’s voted off soon. Just 4 weeks left of American Idol and then So You Think You Can Dance begins a new season. That’s one you have to watch and can’t just listen to like American Idol!

Did 3 new blogs today and added them to Frisky Blogs. Still involved in some other projects that are keeping me busy. If you read magazines, you may like this site.

I find that my sexuality is still evolving. I’m realizing that what I was attracted to a few years ago, hell, even a few months ago, isn’t what I’m attracted to today. As I told Eddie earlier, I’m just fussier and fussier each day. And I’m finding new things that turn me on and things that used to don’t excite me as much any more.

I heard from a guy yesterday who clearly states in his personal ad he likes hairy women, especially hairy pits. Guess I’m not that desperate because I blew him off. Why? He’s just looking to get laid. Hell, I could get that any time I wanted it. John is drooling to get into my pants as are a few others. My little fireman is always available. I’m just looking for something very, very different at this stage of life.

I’m not going to settle for less than I deserve, and I guess I’m looking for that instant attraction that I felt with Chuck. I still can remember, 6 months later, sitting in Dunkin Donuts and squirming because I was so turned on from him merely holding my hands and rubbing my fingers. I’d never, ever felt that way before. He definitely struck a chord in me that no one had ever reached.

Right now I’m really busy with work and thinking about getting my cars on the road. Going to visit the Firebird this week but I think it’s going in for the exhaust pipe, and I want to call about my other car. I know that it’s 96% done and I want it back before April 1st or it goes to another garage.

Saw a few awesome cars on Friday and wished I had a classic to drive around. Saw 2 Novas, both 1969 I think, one orange and black and the other solid blue. Saw a few other 40’s cars as well.

Got Hair To Stay updated on Friday and also updated Hairy Pictures with lots of new links. Got my newest site done but have more work to do on it later tonight. No, it’s not porn or adult but is something I can update once in a while. This was the idea I got from the phone call while my car was being serviced!

Have about 45 sites to update, a huge project I’m going to begin tomorrow. The sites are up, just redoing them, and will mention it here when done.

Busily as always. Yesterday I finished up and launched my new babe blog, Unzipped Blog. I LOVE the design and the layout and am 100% pleased with how it came out. There are a few images of hairy women there and I’ll be adding more soon.

Watched American Idol this week and have to say I wasn’t very surprised at who was voted off and who the top 12 are … though I wish Danny Noriega would have remained as he’s so campy and queeny it would have been fun to watch him each week. My money is still on David Archuletta and Amanda Overmyer as the final 2.

Feeling very domestic today and have already cleaned out a cabinet and a closet and have a huge bag of garbage. Lately I just toss and toss and toss. I think I want to clean out a few kitchen drawers later on.

Yesterday afternoon there was NOTHING on television - not even on the Food Network. For some reason it hit me out of the blue — this new TV has a built-in DVD player. Duh. So I threw in a DVD and now will be able to listen to some of my favorite movies I’ve seen 2000 times again. Yeah, Shrek will be in there later as well

Has anyone used the Perfect Pod Maker? If so, please tell me your experience with it before I drive out of town to buy one tomorrow

Let’s see. Yep, met my new friend for coffee and had a lot of fun. He’s definitely interested in more but I’m not. (Jaws dropping, right?) He’s a nice guy but has kids, and he’s VERY involved with his kids who are in junior high. They are the central focus of his life. That’s just not for me. We’ll definitely get together again and already talked about going to the major car shows this summer. We didn’t go visit the Firebird because it was raining really hard but hopefully one day soon when the weather clears up. We almost went to visit my other car being restored but I wanted to call and see what was going on. Suffice to say I called today and if the car isn’t done by the end of the month, I’m pulling it out of there and taking it to someone else to finish up.

I have to be honest in that I didn’t feel that “ohmy” I felt with Chuck. I’ve only felt that once in my life. He turned me on from the minute I met him, and he’s the only guy I ever kissed the first time we met — and he was a gentleman and asked first. 5-6 kisses later I was so glad I said yes.

Meanwhile, someone I met this summer has messaged me to ask to meet up again. I met him from MySpace, the same day I met another guy who turned out to be a really good friend. Since my profile is now private due to my online stalker, he couldn’t read my blogs there to see what was going on. But he did ask to meet up again. Sweet kid and I emphasize the kid part!

Went to get my hair cut today and my hairdresser and I had a nice chat about men. She met someone who she thinks would be a fuck buddy but so far they haven’t knocked boots. In some ways I want a fuck buddy but I know deep in my heart I can’t do it. I have to be “in love” to do certain things with a guy, which may sound odd … but your dick doesn’t go into my ass unless I’m in love. Wow, that was blunt lol. If I just wanted to get laid I have my choice of some prime guys, from John who still keeps emailing me (he had his chance, treated me badly, never again) to this new 25-year old local stud. I’m not cut out for a hit and run, or a married guy. Have many to choose from in that regard, too.

She and I both agree we don’t want to repeat our mistakes from past relationships, though she ended up with a daughter.

Now that I’m a year older, I’m even more fussy. It didn’t hit me until today how old I am, and I was staring in the mirror saying, “you don’t look 48.” I don’t, and I know it. My hairdresser said 35 and my handyman says 35, and my plumber today said 36. I KNOW I’m old, but I don’t feel it or act it. But I refuse to settle for less than I deserve and if it means being alone, so be it. If I ever lower my standards I have plenty to choose from.

Still updating websites, and just released the Hairy Black Women Blog about 10 minutes ago. I still have a little tweaking to do on it later tonight. Has anyone visited Hairy Website Reviews to check out the new script?

Got up during the night many times coughing but I do feel better. The day began with the dentist, then my housekeeper called to cancel today. But, the day ended well so I can’t complain too much. Hopefully I’ll sleep better tonight without all that coughing. I had to keep stopping my dental hygienist so I could cough.

Eddie, call me again dammit. I promise tomorrow to take my cell phone in and get a new battery as this one dies out much too quickly.

Updated a lot of sites this weekend, and relaunched Grape Sex as a social bookmark site. Give it a bit of time for more people to submit links. That domain has been several types of sites but social bookmark sites are big now so what the hell.

I am also proud to launch Frisky Blogs which will be updated every day or two with new blogs. These are very niche and fetish oriented with a lot of, well, weird odd fetishes, but there is interest out there for these things. But, they are “set it and forget it” sites so it’s not that much work.

BIG changes for Hairy Chat in the next week or two. I began tonight and will keep working on it but expect major changes. MAJOR.

Worked on my dining site this weekend with a whole new layout and design, and am expanding it from just reviews to local dining news as well. Also worked on Lingerie For Fat Chicks and it should be updated every single day from now on. There isn’t enough time in the day to update all these damned sites!

Well, my Patriots blew it in the 4th quarter. I can’t figure out why Brady rushed so much. If he’d taken his time more, the clock would have run out, but it’s easy to sit back as an armchair quarterback and second-guess the coach and plays. 18-1 is nothing to be ashamed of, but at least my Red Sox didn’t choke

Still nervous about meeting my friend on Wednesday. Not about meeting him but more about “what if he’s interested and I have to tell him about the hair” kinda stuff. I know you girls can relate to this.

I’m happy to say the hairy search engine has finally been redone. There is a brand-new script running the site, a new backend, and all new information. I still have a little bit of information to enter in tonight but for the most part, it’s done. Whew.

Tomorrow I will be unveiling the all new hairy website reviews. I have some tweaking to do tonight as I test out each feature for the final time. But the new site is Web 2.0 style.

I’ll also be overhauling Hairy Space soon but more on that later on.

But here is a link to the explicit hairy lesbian website which I think y’all will like.

I have a slight sore throat tonight and think I’m coming down with something. I hope not, but I just have this bad feeling … but if I’m sick this week, it’s ok as I have no appointments and staying home where it’s warmer than outside is fine with me.

Probably will post about it tomorrow. It’s not done as it’s an ongoing project. Every day I’ll be adding to the list but that will make more sense once you see the site. I’ll tell you this much — one site I am working on is an EXPLICIT hairy lesbian site with photos so scorching, hot, clear and close-up you’ll need a towel to view them.

Met someone today at, of all places, an auto parts store. I needed to check the price on something so while I was out running errands ran into an auto parts store I’d only been to once before. While looking at the stuff there, someone asked if I needed help. I turned around to say no thanks and this tall, goateed guy was there. Yum yum. I told him what I was looking for and he asked what kind of car, and when I told him 1967 Firebird his eyes lit up and he asked me a million questions. I spent probably 25 minutes chatting to him about old cars but it seemed like 5 minutes. He was called to the front to help someone (turns out he’s the manager) and asked me to wait, and I did. When he came back he said he really loved talking to me and asked if we could talk again, maybe over coffee. I picked my jaw up off the floor, immediately thought I was dreaming, but said yes. So, Tuesday I have an afternoon coffee date.

Finally I can happily say that the Hairy Lesbian site is completed. Whew.

I had the oddest dream last night, about an ex-boyfriend, someone I haven’t thought of in about 3-4 years. I don’t even temember his last name. I remember he had a beard but not a hairy chest, wasn’t demonstrative and was the single most boring man I have ever met. We dated for about 6 months but that had to be 15 years ago. So, it’s pretty odd I’d dream of him.

Still working on my newest project. Fortunately I now have 2 employees who are helping me out. One has worked for me about 3 years but only does one thing. The other is now doing all my grunt work and saving me a lot of time and work.

Spent about 2 hours today buring in headers and manifolds. Got pretty ticked off when one vendor said to me something about “fitting around the collector” then had the gall to stop and say, “uh, this is probably over your head” and I just said, “uh, you mean the collectors at the end of my exhaust?” and he literally took a breath before saying, “oh, you do know about your car.” Duh. I’ll visit the Firebird next week to see the new stuff I ordered.

A friend bought a DeLorean about a month or so ago and this weekend, if it doesn’t snow, I’m driving up to see it and will be taking pics since he doesn’t have a camera. He nearly bought a Lotus recently, too. He has a few vintage Ferraris and I’ll take pics of those as well.

This Asian MILF has a nice thick full bush. I thought I’d post her photo to help publicize my new Hairy Asian Women site.

Finally finished up the hairy Asian women site last night.

Then, I began upgrading certain software used on more than 100 sites, including this one. PHEW. Only one broken site after all of that, and I’m about to try to fix it. Found a bunch of sites I’d forgotten about and hadn’t updated in over a year. Guess I have a lot more work to do this year than I thought.

WICKED frisky! Yesterday I was climbing the walls and last night took care of it several times. Not sure why but am glad, it feels awesome

Working tonight, of course … so far I’ve updated Hair To Stay and redid Hairy Films. You can now visit and view more than 320 hairy movies, many from Germany and France and many no longer available in DVD form.

Boytoy sent a few pithy emails but nothing of substance really, and has yet to call again. Not very attentive at all.

Heard from the guy who was begging to see me again, just a quickie email to say happy new year. Then a guy I met 3 years ago and hadn’t heard from in over a year emailed to say the same thing. Kinda weird if you ask me.

Did anyone see Rush Hour 3 and catch the reference to hairy women during the outtakes? I was already laughing my ass off when I heard that and it just tickled me to tears, not sure why.

Today I took my 1967 Firebird in for the winter work. It finally stopped snowing and the heavy rains washed away all the road salt. Fortunately I had the battery pak with me again as the car was dead. So, for the next 2-3 months I’ll be without her technically (once the engine is pulled they’ll flatbed it back to the garage). I should have my restoration done in a month or so, so won’t be without a classic in nice weather. When it comes back, I’ll most likely have it painted. I found a local shop that does nothing but sell auto paint — who knew?

Did a little after holiday shopping and got a few bargains, how about y’all, did you shop today? The return lines were empty. I think most people went for gift cards as it’s a more practical gift. I got some new silverware that should have cost me $60 but with a half-price sale, 15% senior discount, $10 coupon and additional 10% off I ended up paying $14 and change. I also got another small Santoku knife for $2.49, a $24.99 knife. Since doing the car took a while, I didn’t do all my errands since I had to go visit dad, so tomorrow I’ll cram in a few more shopping trips.

Got a new hairy asian site coming out soon. I’ve had the domain for well over and have done nothing with it, so decided to begin developing it last night.

Possibility of a new guy …. he’s about 80 miles from me and lives right near John, the guy who has been begging me to hook up again. Weird that such a small town has at least 2 hairy woman lovers! We’ll see what happens ….

Since I assume most will be busy tomorrow night since it’s Christmas Eve, let me take this opportunity to wish everyone a very merry Christmas.

I’ll be home working but things are truly winding down. Yesterday I looked at one of my gay sites, up since 1999, and decided it needed some serious freshening up, so I spent all day and night working on it and now it looks awesome. I did release the Hairy BBWs site today and should have the hairy black site in a few days. My list of stuff to do is seriously winding down … a few old domains to develop and then I can work on a major project that should take me 2-3 months to finish.

I order movies from Amazon quite often and recently got I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry and decided to watch part of it yesterday and finish it today. Like so many movies from Amazon, this one was defective. Halfway through the movies it went blank, showed a Chinese theatre, then replayed a scene I’d already watched. If you tried to reverse, it just kept replaying that scene. I did email and they are replacing it and I’ll have it tomorrow, so I’ll finish watching it on Christmas Day.

I watched Basketball Diaries today and it was not what I thought it was. I watched it and figured it was about some kids playing basketball! It was more serious and in-depth and a great movie and Leo was an amazing actor. I’d only see him in one other movie

About 12 degrees with the wind chill factor today. Every sidewalk was full of ice, too. No more snow … for 2 days. Wow.

Shoulder didn’t hurt at all Saturday and was fine all day Sunday until last night, not sure what I did but I was in some serious pain. It’s not hurting now but if I move it at all, it hurts. I’m keeping my elbow glued to my side as I type to limit movement.

This weekend I put up a babe site. I know, I know, they aren’t hairy women, but some guys who are into hairy women are also into other types of women, so if you like your girls 18+, you’ll love the new babe site.

Still redoing a few other sites but I expect things to calm down by the 1st of the year.

Life has been hectic. Let’s see. First — MEN. This guy I met 3 years ago is interested again. I met him right before I met my ex and while he was a nice guy, he treated me pretty badly and admitted he was a jerk and apologized. He’s been sniffing around for a while now just making chit-chat and yesterday he dropped the bomb

Can I ask for a second chance? I know it’s not the best of circumstances but it is better than nothing. We do get along well and have many of the same interests. I can make it down you way more often. I really enjoyed the day we spent together. Let’s try, please. Plus you do kiss rather well and I find you very sexy.

While it’s flattering, I said no. I told him I want more than a fuck buddy and want much, much more and refuse to settle for less. I also told him he treated me like shit last time and I don’t wish to repeat that.

Then “imma be all ova u” is back. I accidentally opened AIM without realizing it, and he came on and said hi. I was pressed for time but said hi back, and after a bit of chatting he said he wanted to meet. Long story short I told him as soon as I have a free afternoon I’ll message him. Just coffee, but there may be more eventually. He is into fat women, loves hairy women, is very local, and we’ll see what happens.

Dad is still hospitalized. He had another transfusion last night, but his last major hospitalization he had 25 pints of blood in total, so 2 this time is nothing. He’s supposedly being released on Friday to go to a rehab facilility for a few weeks, since he can’t walk and is so unsteady. Once that happens my time will free up a bit more and I’ll be less stressed.

The BBW site I put up is beginning to get some steady visitors. The hairy BBW site will be out next week, then a hairy lesbian site …. then another one giving you weird news and interesting links. That’s just an old site I plan to resurrect.

VERY weird dream the other night, of all people — NICK. We were kissing and kissing and he was an amazing kisser. Funny how I dreamed of him since I told him to fuck off last week. But he brought back memories of Chuck, the guy I met this summer who was a good kisser. It’s strange, but I generally don’t like strangers touching me, let alone kissing me, but having spent all that time with him it just felt right, plus he turned me on, the first guy to do that in a dozen years or more, and that was just by holding my hands and fondling my fingers.

First, I’m proud to release the Fat Women Blog devoted to beautiful BBWs. If you like chubby, BBWs, plumpers or SSBBWs, you’ll love the site.

Rainy day but I got a lot done. I went to start up the Firebird to make sure it was ok, had a bit of trouble starting but it finally caught. Choke engaged so I put it in reverse but it died, so I simply started it again without changing gears. Holy shit, it went to 2000 RPM and I FLEW out of the driveway going backwards! I slammed on the brake pretty fast and kicked the gas pedal to disengage the choke and then she idled at 700. I want the idle to be put up a tad, maybe next week.

Bought a new deodorant, has anyone tried Degree Clinical Protection? They have one for men and a powder scent for women. It’s about 3 times the price of regular deodorant but I’ll try it this weekend and see how well it does. My laser appt was cancelled so I’ll be able to put up my new curtains this weekend and do some other stuff around the house.

Dad is still in the hospital and will be there a while. He has advanced COPD and even with the oyxgen he’s now having trouble breathing, and they can’t turn up the oxygen any higher. It’s not good. He’s weak as a kitten, can’t even hold a fork to eat.

Crazy busy! The fat woman site is nearly done and should be ready to release tonight. I updated Hair To Stay, the Hairy Pits Blog, the Natural Women Blog, The Sex Toys Blog and Hairy Pictures.

Dad is back in the hospital. Long story, he was rushed there on the weekend and the hospital said nothing was wrong and released him, even though he said he had trouble breathing. Next night he passed out and was rushed back and this time they read the X-rays right, I guess, as he has pneumonia, a severe case, among other things. He can’t walk anymore due to his leg but they don’t know why and he’s not strong enough to have a hip replacement. Not sure if he’ll go into a long-care facility or not after this hospitalization. Friggin’ hospital sent him home as sick as he was. Blood tests confirmed he also had another heart attack between the time he was at the hospital initially and the time he was admitted

Laser treatment this weekend which I nearly forgot about. This should be the last one untl March when it’s light enough out to drive at night. I prefer the night appointments over weekends.

Have any ladies tried the new makeup, Dermacia? I bought a bottle and will be using it soon, just wondering how others thought of it. $45 a bottle … it better transform me into a raving beauty at that price.

Been getting up early for work and working late into the night, straight out — I’m literally working on 6 sites at a time right now!

Let’s see — I finished up Hair To Stay Erotica, Hair To Stay Sex Toys and am working on the fat women sites. I also updated the BBWs On Webcam site. I put up the wrong full-page ad and if you tried to join, it cost money and it should have been a FREE signup! So, now you can join for free. Sorry ’bout that.

I also completed the Hair To Stay Movies site which simply lists all the movies I’ve done to date. Still have another … 5 or 6 sites to finish off before updating a ton of others. All this work has my neck hurting and I’m totally stressed out. My hormones are raging, too! I plan to take a break in a bit and take care of me!

New guy, sort of .. he’s not local, he’s waaaaaaaaay far away. At first I thought he was interested, then I felt he backed away, but now I’m just not sure. He’s not my type since I like rough, scruffy bad boys, but he does have a mustache/goatee but the biggest thing is he’s very intelligent. I truly look forward to his emails that are properly formed and don’t resemble an AOL teen chat room (”how r u? wot u doin? u doin k? dats good me 2″). I am not really into looks so his lack of bad boy behavior is fine with me as he’s such a sweet, romantic guy. Oh, dig this — he LOVES fat, hairy women …! So, we’ll see what happens.

Imma be all ova u hasn’t been around but that’s my fault for not opening up AIM all week. I just got tired of all the HNG (horny net geeks) who would message me out of the blue.

I’m working on a site now and don’t want to give away any hints on it, so I’ll surprise everyone when it’s done.

I spent all day yesterday working on this new one. And, I have to say, I am VERY PROUD of the final product. It’s clean, it’s sharp, it’s easy to maneuver — so be sure to check out Hair To Stay Erotica which hopefully will be updated regularly.

Will have more this week I hope. I’m waiting on my designer and a writer for one site, and will start on another one tonight after dinner. Have to catch up on some emails and personal stuff first, though.

I know earlier this week Anthony made a comment (y’all do read the comments, right?) about my not wanting a hair lover. That’s not really true. I do want someone who loves the hair but someone who sees there is more to me than hair. I know I dated someone who claimed to love hairy women, yet always referred to certain models on certain hairy paysites and you could tell he was comparing me to them and I’d come up short, and he made me feel like shit all the time because of it.

Yesterday, on a dating site, I received a note from a man who asked if I really was hairy. Uh, why would I lie? I said I was hairy, yes. He then returned the email to ask if I was Irish due to the red hair, asked if I chose not to shave — so I said the red hair was not natural and I chose not to shave. I wasn’t rude but was curt and to the point.

Sure enough next email is asking where I’m hairy, how much hair, blah blah blah. Not ONCE did he ask about ME — it was all about hair. Screw that. So, my response was simply, “I don’t discuss such personal issues with virtual strangers” and he apologised, agreed, and moved on.

Now, I understand you love hairy women, guys, but you have to realize there is more to a woman than hair, and asking about the hair and not about HER is not a good thing.

In website news, I’m putting up a dozen new sites in the next week or so, beginning with BBWS on Webcam. Real life BBWs (who are often quite hairy) live on cam, doing what you want! I did some updating on Hair To Stay early this morning plus added a few white label sites like Hair To Stay Dating and Hair To Stay Webcams. I’ll have more links to add as soon as my designer gets his ass moving.

No word from Paul but I know he no longer has a cell phone. Chris has moved on apparently but it’s ok, he made me feel really good for a few days and that rarely happens. And, let’s face it, his being out in California would have been a huge issue. If I wanted a long-distance relationship there are some much closer I could pursue.

Cold and chilly … not sure if my old bones are adapting to this cold weather yet!

Finally finished the revamp of my retro porn blog, so you can now visit Classic SeXXX and see hairy women from 1920-1980.

Dad is in the hospital so my time was a little limited today. Paul called twice but I could not use the phone in the hospital so hopefully I’ll cal him back tonight and we can chat.