Lots done today and tomorrow promises to be even better. At least now I have a new wiper switch and functioning windshield wipers!

Heard from the new guy finally, nothing from the 19-year old but that’s not surprising. He truly only wanted to get laid and that’s just not me, no matter how sexy he is or how much I fantasize about being with someone his age.

Just an odd weekend. Good ending with the Red Sox clinching a wild-card spot. Bad ending with then new guy not in touch since yesterday afternoon. Good that Eddie finally called to catch up with me, bad that I didn’t sleep as much as I wanted to.

Got a lot of work done but not all I wanted to, though I did update Hair To Stay and got some more pics uploaded of the car. Tonight I’m going to try to update the Natural Women Blog and this week I’ll work on the Hairy Pits Blog

Just because my weekend wasn’t great doesn’t mean I can’t make yours awesome

Totally unexpected. Spent the afternoon with “the kid” working on my car, then we took her for a long test drive to be sure all was ok. (What was scary is he lives across the street from a murder scene last night so all these thugs were coming by to lay down flowers and candles). The young one called and wanted to see the car (more than me I figured) so we went to his house. I’d never EVER have gone alone to some strange guys’ house, but I had the kid with me so felt safer. Nice guy, young, but I honestly figured that he’d meet me, see what I looked like, and lose all interest and that would be that.

Uhm, he wanted me more after meeting me in person. I still can’t believe it. He wanted to hang out tonight but I really do have to work and work alone, and he was disappointed, I could tell. Part of me is flattered that this 19-year old kid (yeah, 19) wants me, and part of me is appalled that he wants me only because he’s horny. The kid was really REALLY surprised and kept saying “that dude wants to fuck you” and he can’t wrap his mind around the fact that some men don’t care if a woman is fat, or old, or not pretty.

And no, I’d never have sex with him, won’t be hanging out with him. I just can’t meet some stranger and have sex, no matter how much I may want to. He did call as promised but no matter how much he begged, I will be working alone tonight — it’s not like I’d ever invite a stranger over anyway. He made sure to let me know this could be my last chance — well, boo hoo. My loss, I’m sure. (that was said facetiously)

My eyes are on someone else right now who seemingly has eyes for me, too. He’s younger than me (of course lol) and likes hairy women but isn’t obsessed with them. So, maybe we’ll meet soon — we shall see. My hopes are up and the weather will be beautiful this week

I’ll be updating sites all weekend and will post once done.

Hope y’all have a great weekend!

Monday I needed heat. Tonight I have the a/c on. It was almost 80 today!

Heard from the new guy today and he seems pretty interesting and interested in me, so we’ll see what happens. We share some similar interests and he loves natural women — not hairy women — so we will have to see. The young one still wants to meet but I’m so busy with the new car, with work, etc, plus have no desire to meet some horny kid!

Ordered my new carb today as I think that’s the entire issue with the stalling/can’t start — an 800 cfm carb is just too powerful.

Life can be confusing at times, huh? For me, sex and love go together. I can’t have sex without love or at least deep feelings toward someone. So now I have this chance to be with someone who seemingly wants me. We haven’t met in person, we’ve just emailed and talked on the phone. He’s young enough that it would curl your hair if I told you his age … but he likes hairy women. He likes all women, actually, because he’s at that age that sex is meaningless and he just wants a warm hole for a while. I’m not stupid

Now … he does turn me on but … do I really want to have some anonymous sex just to have sex? Will I be able to face myself in the mirror the next day?

Having written it down, I’ve made my decision … I can’t do it. It’s just not me and will leave me empty. I’ll meet him for coffee but that’s it.

There is someone else who likes hairy women but he’s about an hour or so away, and I know that never works out, so am hesitant. He’s also not into a lot of the things I’m into, but I think I could get around that. Not sure if he’s into fat chicks as we haven’t talked that far into things. At least with him I won’t be told I’m disgusting for not shaving my pits or anything else.

Busy day without enough hours in the day to do all I wanted to do. Hopefully tonight I can get some stuff out of the way that needs to be out of the way finally.

Got stuck in the rain and it was cold and raw but turned out to be a beautiful day. Spent the day with “the kid” and had fun, took him out to dinner as neither of us had eaten all day and we were really hungry.

Local guy didn’t pan out, never called. Guy near Boston didn’t call as he said he would, but I think that’s because he wanted to meet me halfway for coffee and I said no, I wanted him to come here. I just don’t want to go out of my comfort zone to meet a stranger. The 23-year old (ima be all ova u) hasn’t been around for a few days so maybe he found someone else.

I’m just happy hanging out with the kid, even if he has no manners and never says thank you or excuse me if he burps. No manners really disturbs me.

Will be working my furry ass off tomorrow to make up and catch up with things.

Saw some nice cars today, a maroon 1965 Mustang fastback, a Chevelle (maybe 1970) and had a ride in a nice 1992 Mercedes-Benz (the kid’s daily driver).

Lots of heavy rain, thunder and lighting right now … I got caught in the downpour several times today. Too humid to wear a coat so I got soaked. Could not wait to get home and shower!

Did you catch Britney Spears on the VMAs the other night? First, I don’t think she was “fat” but she was not in the shape she used to be. Whomever suggested she wear a bikini was not thinking of her best interests. She moved around as if she wanted to be elsewhere, or was very drunk or high. Her lip synching was bad, her moves were barely there, she almost tripped …. what a train wreck.

Last night I wanted to watch a rerun but by 8 PM I was so tired I went to bed. Missed chatting with several people but I was dead tired and figured I needed the rest.

Decided against meeting Bruno (the 23-year old) due to his “ima be all ova u” comment. I just won’t be comfortable so will pass on it. The new guy who is local invited me to dinner but I told him I’d commit to coffee and nothing else. He’s not into cars at ALL so I don’t think there is a chance of any type of relationship. The other guy who is an hour away and I can’t seem to get together online to talk. I like him but think the distance would be an issue. It’s sad that the ones I want are either too far away, taken, or not interested.

I did hear from someone from my past today and it’s been about a year since I’ve heard from him, and I haven’t seen him in nearly 3 years. We met from a dating site but like most guys on dating sites, he lied to me … age, and other things. He didn’t treat me very nicely when we met and I told him that last year and asked him to go away, but he emailed to ask how I was. Not sure why but I certainly don’t want to bring him back into my life.

Going to update Hairy Websites tonight which I’ve been meaning to do … is there ever enough time in a day?

Today was a very, very tough day for me and while I almost feel the need to get it off my chest, it’s just an extremely painful memory that’s too difficult to talk about. Suffice to say I’m glad today is behind me.

I think too much, and weekends are always especially hard for me. There is this new guy, Mark, who really made me think about what I want and why I want it. I don’t think I’ll meet him as we want different things, but he surely made me face some things. I still refuse to settle for less than I deserve no matter what anyone says.

Not many site updates today. Watched Boondock Saints as Jamie had told me it was a good movie, and I agree, it was. Not the best I’ve ever seen and I’ll have to watch it again to pick up some dialogue I missed due to the Irish accents.

Last night I actually slept, first time I slept past 3 am all week. That little pill works wonders. I’ll nap later, though, as I still feel like I need more sleep.

Heard from Jamie and he says he wants to meet, so that’s a good thing. Bruno (the 23-year old) also hinted he wanted to meet, but keeps saying how much I turn him on. Wait until he sees me in person!! He’ll never think of me and be turned on again

The hot cop is still around and I’ll probably talk to him on the phone this weekend. He definitely turns me on but I’m so far out of his league it isn’t funny.

Went to a local car show last night and met up with Chip, though I didn’t stay very late. It was really chilly on the ocean with 20-30 MPH winds, then all of a sudden it got REALLY humid, the kind that makes your hair curl, your scalp crawl and your clothes feel gummy on you. Most of the cars were from the 20’s to 50’s with just a couple of 60’s cars. The only muscle-type car was a Mustang California Special and not a single Firebird.

Tons of websites to update this weekend and will post once they’re updated.

Hairy Space is finally launched officially. People can now comment on blogs, edit their blogs and all photos are the correct size, plus I put in some security things so I can block people from viewing things I don’t want them to see! Have a new ad campaign running and will really begin to push it next week. So far a few couples have met from the site which makes me feel great.

Made a few new friends on one dating site this week. Most are into classic cars and one is into hairy women as well as BBWs, and you know how much I love guys who are into both. I’ll be meeting him at the end of the month for at least coffee.

Heard from the moron I met this week but only “hi” type messages as I haven’t been around to respond to him. I wish people would understand that I can’t sit on an instant messenger during the day to chit chat. I work at home but I W O R K … people don’t seem to understand that.

What a disaster. First, he told me that I’d be VERY impressed with him as he was very hot. HA. He wasn’t that good looking to me. He said 6′4″ but I’d say 6′1″ at the most. I felt no attraction to him at all, and that included his personality. He was looking solely to get laid, plain and simple. He told me that I’m a lot bigger than the women he usually goes for, but then admitted I was very honest in my description of myself. He complimented me on the color of my hair, then ruined it by saying, “but it’s out of a bottle.”

Luckily he didn’t prolong it and after an hour he said “well that’s it” and grabbed his keys and got up. Told me to contact him if I was interested, but I’m not. He did text me a few times and tried to get me on instant message as well. Guess he was interested but honestly, he gave me the feeling he really wasn’t very interested in person.

Oh, he likes a hairy bush but not hairy pits. I told him that I won’t settle for less than someone who not only loves my pits but will lick them and he said no way.

Rather than bore y’all with stuff about the car, I’ve set up a website with photos and will update daily when I do stuff to the car. Just email me for the URL (I’m not ready for the search engines to pick it up so won’t put it in print yet).

There is a new hairy site out called Hairy Tokyo Teens. If you like Asian women but prefer them on the younger side yet hairy, this is the site for you. It’s pretty hardcore but the women do have bush.

Up at 3:00 am last night, even with a pill … but I did nap from 6-7 am. Tonight I’ll go to bed early and hope I can sleep until at least 5. I really began to feel tired around 2 today, right before I met that guy.

Heard from one of my favorite guys, a cop near Boston who loves women with hairy pits. He has never said he wanted to meet me and I figured he found someone better, but I did drop him a note to tell him about the Firebird since he’s into older cars. He mentions licking and fucking my hairy pits and I can’t concentrate on work after that as I keep thinking about that! I know I’m not his type other than the hair but he turns me on, and I’ve never seen him. There is just something there …

I’ll be meeting someone new in a few weeks. Another older guy from Florida is coming up this way (it’s a new trend lol) to visit family and will be dropping into the area to meet me for coffee. He loves hairy women and is a really cool guy, so I’d love to talk to him over coffee. He’s also into classic cars (of course).

The guy I talked to the other night, Jamie, hasn’t been around and I do miss hearing from him. He’s a little far away but he’s a really, really nice guy …..

Today I had an interesting conversation with a 23-year old guy. I met him on a dating site a while back, but we’ve never really talked at length. He never mentioned meeting so I figured he was just a player. Every so often he’ll message me and say hi. Today he did so and mentioned seeing my car on My Space and I mentioned that he could see me in the reflection of one photo, and I told him just to look for my red hair. He said he liked redheads then shocked me by asking me if I was red all over. I said no, I was dark brown down below and then he said he liked it very hairy. I was thinking I must have missed part of a conversation and asked him specifics and yeah, he loves very hairy women, the hairier the better. After a brief conversation, I asked if he liked hairy pits and yeah, he does.

It went further and he likes EVERYTHING hairy. Not only that, he liked older women and BBWs. He says he likes everything normal people don’t, but I knew what he meant. I had to get back to work and he never talked about meeting, but it did my heart good to hear of someone so young who was open enough to love very hairy women. He’s a little too young for me, I think … but that also depends on how mature he is in person.

It’s funny, but every time I meet someone, I learn more and more about myself, my likes and my dislikes. So, I’d be willing to meet him for coffee, even though he’s a hair lover, as I don’t think it’s a fetish for him. But, I’ll see if he mentions it, I’m not going to push. There is someone else from another dating site who I’m chatting with right now. I don’t know if he’s into hair, or into fat chicks, but he just liked my profile as he said it was very open an down to earth. I get that a lot but they usually only email to say that, and that’s it. Or, they want to talk about classic cars, which is fine with me, since I’ll talk to anyone about cars.

Got my Firebird books from Amazon yesterday but haven’t had time to read them. Tomorrow I plan to take some time for me and relax and read. I also think I’m going to sell my other car, the one not doing being restored. I’m not as enthusiastic about it as I once was for some odd reason. I’ll wait until I get it back and then make the decision.

Any plans for the Labor Day holiday weekend? I plan to work tomorrow, do some stuff around the house … nothing special.

Car is still at the mechanic while I wait for the battery tray to come in. It has to go to a muffler shop since the tailpipe is welded on and it needs to be removed and then put back on after being fixed. Something went wrong with it when it kept banging the underside of the car. My car guy told me today that he thought the other side muffler was rusting, so I’ll have them check it while it’s there. The floor pans are solid as we hoped and my mechanic says she’s just a real beauty. I still can’t believe I got such an amazing car for such a great price. I should have paid about 40% more than I did, I feel. Pictures up on My Space for those who are in my friends’ list and eventually I’ll get some put up elsewhere. I’ll be taking a lot more next week once it’s on the road, which should be within a week. The color is ugly as hell but the body is beautiful as is the paint.

I’m just lucky I had a classic car expert with me so I had the right advice or I’d have missed so many things (and I know he’s reading this since he reads this blog every day but he won’t post dammit!!). I have a lot of buddies who gave me good advice as well, including one guy who has — believe it or not –35 to 40 cars including 6 GTOs and the rest mostly Firebirds and Trans-Ams. He restores them himself and he finds these amazing cars, like a real GTO in fairly decent shape for $1,000. Or, the guy in Florida who I texted to tell him I bought it and he came back with “outfuckingstanding!!!”

I have a date on Tuesday with someone who I’ve been talking to for a few months. We became friends and he never hinted he wanted to meet, so he caught me off-guard when he suggested it When I asked why he didn’t want to meet sooner, he said he knew I was skittish about meeting people and wanted to give me time to get to know him. I thought that was awesome of him

I updated the Hairy Pictures site yesterday as well as Hair To Stay and I should finish off those 7 new sites this weekend. 3 are done for sure but I still need to tweak them up some more.

Had laser yesterday and it was a breeze. Not a single snapping noise, not a single bit of pain, it didn’t even feel warm and she went over one small problem area about 8 times. It’s nearly 2 years I’ve been having it done now. I’m hoping very soon I can start going every 3 months and not every 5-6 weeks. During the winter, though, I don’t go often.

I can’t believe my beloved Red Sox were swept by those moron Yankees. Going to be an interesting September, that’s for sure.

I actually hadn’t had time to check my calendar this week but just got the call that I have laser tomorrow night. I am SO glad I decided to have it, particularly when I meet someone new and have to sit 18 inches from them, or are with them past 5 PM. No more worry but yet there is still that initial worry but it passes quickly.

We (my hairy loving, car loving friend) went to a car show the other night and wow, there must have been 70 cars there including a Judge, Road Runner, Chevelle, Barracuda, Pantera … and so many others I can’t even remember them all. Oh, the Nova that was so loud you could hear it 2 towns over! An El Camino that was totallly chromed out and gorgeous had me drooling. One car had such a strong moth ball smell from a foot away we could not get too close to it. A 1967 GT350 was there and we ran over to it, and it was garbage. 289, engine bay wasn’t nicely done, it was so disappointing. Saw 2 old trucks just like the type I always wanted. No old Firebirds, though. I have my work cut out for me on learning all I can about them pretty quickly. I’ll hit the bookstore today for sure.

Met up with a couple of local friends there though one forgot about it and didn’t show up! Hopefully she’ll remember the next time, sheesh!

I did sleep last night, boy did I, with no meds. Fell asleep quickly and got up early but just rolled over each time so stayed in bed until 7:30!! But this afternoon I’ll be working my furry ass off, I promise … so much to catch up on.

Here is a sneak preview of my newest model

She is a real squirter, has nipples that are HUGE, and is very very hairy including hair on her chest

I am exhausted. Stress can knock you on your ass. Yes, I took delivery of my car today and it’s at the mechanic. I thought I needed a new dual exhaust so wanted Flowmaster, but he said I already have Flowmaster and it could just be a broken bracket and I may not need an entire new system, so we’ll see how that goes. I should have the insurance paperwork next week and can register it and then enjoy the heck out of her!

I know y’all want photos so I’ll upload some tomorrow.

I’ll have a new model for you by the weekend, a hairy woman who squirts. I think y’all will like her!

My company has gone on and I really, really enjoyed meeting him. He’s the first person who visits my sites that I have met in 14 years of having sites/the magazine. It’s awesome to talk to someone who appreciates classic cars and is so knowledgeable. Without his help I never would have bought this car and would have overlooked 80% of the things he pointed out (like needing a new battery tray). I did take him to see that horrible yellow Firebird so he could see what an awesome deal I ended up with!! Oh yeah, he’s a very good-looking man, too … made me seriously rethink my love of younger guys

Up at 2 am last night with about 2 hours sleep, so I sure hope tonight I can sleep. Tomorrow I plan to do a few errands and then come home and work my furry ass off!!

First, the guy I met (without the job or car) must have messaged me 10 times on AIM today. I wasn’t around to respond, so when I finally do, he has the nerve to say, “why are you so busy today?” like I owe him an explanation about my life? Then I said I had a busy weekend and he asks if I got laid. Duh? Real smooth line there. Then feeds me a line of bullshit about “a pretty girl like you should have no trouble.” I fluffed him off so he asked what “about us” and I told him he was a nice guy but we had nothing in common, which is the truth. He then signed off. Whew. I then set myself away so he’ll get the hint.

About 18 hours until I view the Firebird and I’m still really, really excited. Nervous, too, since I’m meeting someone tomorrow and then going with him to view the car in Rhode Island. Oh, he’s someone who, I believe, has posted here and posts on Hairy Chat but you don’t need to know who he is lol.

Just caught up with all my emails to all my Pontiac buddies, sending them pics and asking questions. Funny how people think so differently. Several mentioned the ugly color, one said the color would harm the resale value (green is a horribly ugly color) but all said it was beautiful and gave me a list of things to check. If I can’t sleep tonight I’ll do some online research since I’m pretty much unfamiliar with this car. I had learned a lot back in March when I bought the ‘68 but that fell through and I forgot all I knew.

The one I viewed a few weeks ago is back on line for the same ridiculous price of $11,500 and he claims “needs nothing.” Yeah, nothing but an entire dash, knobs, body work, new seats and tons more stuff!

Have you seen the new commercial for KFC with a chicken driving a 1968 Road Runner? It has to be the stupidest commercial I have ever seen in my life. When the cop with a Pippi Longstocking wig pulls over the car with the chicken driving it … I can’t even imagine how much they paid for that ad, yet it does make people talk and you do remember the product.

First, I’m not getting that car. The price is right, the car is gorgeous, but do I want an inline 6? Nope. I’m holding out for my 1967 Firebird (have a good lead on one), 1955 truck or 1971 Mach 1.

Yesterday was my parent’s 50th wedding anniversary. That absolutely boggles my mind that you could be with someone for that long. Shoot, I can’t even get a second date after a cup of coffee. Will be taking them to lunch today and tomorrow and spending a lot of time with them. It’s amazing to think 2 years ago they said my father had 6 months left to live if he was lucky.

Monday I’ll be having lunch or dinner with someone new and going to a car show. He’s flying up from Florida for this, but I have to assume he’s coming up for business and I’m just a stop on the way! Nervous, of course, as always, but he’s into old cars so that makes things better. I spent time this week with a guy not into cars at all and he was just so boring and I was so bored.

Tonight I’ll be updating some sites that need updating. I know I promised 7 new sites but only 3 are done … seems like every time I try to get to finish one off, something else comes up. There just aren’t enough hours in the day for me lately.

I was feeling really bummed out today. This guy who I thought I connected with never called again, and I’m pretty sure it’s because I told him I have hairy pits. So, feeling really crappy, I figured I’d call my mechanic who yelled at me a lot last time I called, was really rude, etc. Can’t get worse, right?

Oh man, the car is weeks away from being done. I’m trying to remember all he told me .. engine is in, carb is in, distributor is wired up, steering column column is in, brake booster is on, power steering is in, conversion to automatic is done (waiting for the Hurst shifter, though) and they need some small electrical things before they can start it for the first time. Custom exhaust is done. Starter wired up (the wires had been cut). He went on and on and I’m going there tomorrow with my camera to check it out.

I know I need that visor and a headliner bow, and need the stereo installed. I don’t know if the seats need to be redone and refoamed. I have pics of the interior and know when I bought it he said they’d just been done.

I have my computer stud coming in tomorrow, and an electrician (don’t ask about the burning wire smell when I turn on the light fixture, oy vey) and once they leave I am off to check out the car.

I have my camera all ready and am SO excited!

Met someone for coffee yesterday but I felt no spark. He had no personality, knows nothing about old cars, mumbles and was just not my type at all.

Met a really nice kid today. We’d talked on My Space and he’s into classic cars and I had talked to him about timing, and he offered to show me how to adjust timing as I was curious. So, I went to his house to meet him. I wasn’t nervous really since it wasn’t a romantic thing though he had a sorta goatee and was very cute with very hairy legs!

We sat and talked and then took a ride for a few hours and talked more. He’s very knowledgeable about classic cars and I showed him some of my favorites in the area. The Mach 1 I want? It’s a 1972. We went right up to it but it’s not for sale, but had Edelbrock parts in the front seat. Looked like it was getting new brakes and a new exhaust. Beautiful car. I also showed him the 1970 Chevelle I always check out, but it’s a clone and waaaaay overpriced, and the owner admitted the paint is bubbling due to a bad paint job. I offered him half of what he’s asking for it, doesn’t even have a big block … but he laughed.

New guy on the horizon … Mike … he called and left voice mail and hopefully we’ll chat tonight. Not getting my hopes up too high but he’s interested, that’s for sure.

I feel pretty confident now, though … it’s getting easier and easier to meet people and I’m not so self-conscious when meeting them. So, hopefully I can meet Mike for coffee tomorrow.

Didn’t sleep at all last night, so tonight will definitely take something so I can sleep. I don’t even feel tired really, but I’m tired of working at 3 am.

I know you guys love hairy women. Otherwise, you’d not be here unless you’re a fan of my stellar writing skills *snicker*

Let me tell you a little story. On a regular personals ad site — not a sex site — I have an ad where I mention in passing that I am hairy. It’s a small line in a huge ad. One man found it and emailed me, asking if I were really hairy and natural, and I wrote back yes, I was. He then emailed so say how much he liked it and I basically said that it’s nice to hear someone likes hairy women.

The last email asked how long the hair was, where is the hair, what do I shave, blah blah blah.

Now, I understand that very hairy women aren’t that common so he was excited, but … I wrote back and told him I wasn’t interested in a hair fetishist as I was a whole lot more than my hair, and I wanted someone who wanted me and the hair was a bonus. He got the hint and didn’t write back.

Now, he treated me like a hair follicle. Not once did he ask anything about ME. It was simply all about the hair, and I don’t want to deal with that. Sure, you can ask those questions AFTER you get to know me.

So guys, if you correspond with a woman though a personal ads site, or a site like Hairy Space, please remember that first and foremost we are women and aren’t simply hair for you.

I felt bad, because he lived about an hour away, but if he were really interested in me and not just the hair, he would have written back, apologized and explained that he got excited, etc. Instead, he slunk away with his tail between his legs.

The men on that site seem to be liars, game players, and basically full of crap, like on every other dating site. There is one guy, Dave, who I “may” meet for coffee this week, but I’m not sure …. not sure I want to meet someone who has no vehicle and no job.

Well, today I met someone for coffee and am meeting someone else tomorrow!

The guy today is someone who went to high school with me, albeit a year ahead of me. He found me on MySpace and we became friends and we chatted about life, love and classic cars. He lives in Hawaii but was coming home for a visit and asked to meet me. We almost missed each other but he called today and I went over to meet him. Really nice guy, easy to talk to, very handsome with a sexy goatee, too.

Tomorrow I’m meeting someone new from a dating site. I talked to him for more than an hour tonight and he seems like a really nice guy, unlike the asshole I met 2 weeks ago who did nothing but lie to me. Yeah, I’m over him for sure now. He wanted to lie and play games so it’s his loss. The new guy is younger, has a goatee, and I enjoyed talking to him, so I’ll meet him for coffee and that’s it. We’ll see what happens. Summer, I’ll email you with his info in case I turn up dead!

Horrible horrible humidity today. When I drove over to meet the guy today it was warm but not that bad, but when we came out of Dunkin Donuts at 4:30 it was SO humid, muggy and soupy it was just putrid. I could not wait to get into my car and blast the a/c and then come home, shower and sit in the cool house!!

So, things aren’t that great. First, the guy from Hawaii (geep) hasn’t materialized. I still don’t know if he was ill and didn’t get on the plane, or arrived here and changed his mind. I had a small meet and greet last night but, of course, he wasn’t there. It was fun, I guess. Going through too much in my personal life right now to want to sit down and have “fun” with strangers, but I did it and am glad it’s over.

Saw my dream car yesterday, a 1971 Mustang Mach 1 fastback. I’ve been looking for one and on the way to the bank, saw one at a muffler and brake shop. Slowed down to check it out and it’s obvious it was fully restored. Must be a trailer queen that does’t go out much.

Still updating sites and haven’t finished all yet, been preoccupied but will get back to it today. Since I can no longer sleep, I’m working more. Tried to get a prescription to help me with this issue but at $5 a pill I’ll take an alternative I have. Maybe if the drug company had less TV commercials they could lower the price of their medication.

I’m firmly convinced there is not a single male on the face of the earth who does not lie.

I mean, really. Are there? Seems every guy I talk to lies about something. Talked to a new guy today who had potential but when I told him I didn’t shave my underarms, he gave me the “ewwwwww” sounds and told me a woman HAS to trim down below or he won’t go down on her. I don’t change for anyone. Seemed like a good prospect but now, no way.

What I can’t understand is why all these guys do nothing but play games. Is it that hard to be straight-forward and honest these days?

Then I got a kick in the teeth, figuratively. Seems today’s men feel that “dating” someone means they can play the field and men and women that are “dating” are just friends and not exclusive. Maybe I’m just too old fashioned, but if I date you it’s because I’ve gotten to know you and I want you and just you. I won’t be posting my personal ads, I won’t be talking to other guys and I’ll not be dating anyone else. But, I’m told that’s not normal.

Got a lot of work done so far today and should get more done tonight … not feeling all that great but still I push, as always.

A friend was supposed to fly in from Hawaii on Thursday but I have’t heard from him yet, which is odd. He didn’t answer email and hasn’t called. I didn’t hear of any plane crashes so can only assume he changed his mind about meeting me when he arrived, or he’s ill and didn’t get to go. Wish I knew, either way.

First time in more than a month we had no humidity. Was about 78 degrees with a nice light wind. I spent some time at the beach early this evening, just relaxing and trying to destress. Worked for the most part but I hope it will allow me to sleep as last night I had about 3 hours of sleep.

I’ve removed that jerk from my life. I caught him in several lies and I don’t like men who lie. I just didn’t answer his email and godnose he won’t call. He says he will and never does, so he’ll get the hint. I can take a lot but dishonesty is something I won’t stand, no matter how awesome the guy may seem. He’s playing the field and that’s just not Kosher with me. So, he lost a wonderful woman and I’m back to square one.

Have you watched this season of So You Think You Can Dance? The final 6 dancers are so good I don’t know who I’d vote off …. my favorites were Lacey and Cameron but Cameron was bumped 2 weeks ago. Now my favorite male is Neal and if you’ve seen him, you’ll know why — his extension is amazing, his jumps are so high, his movements so clean. For the female I still say it’s Lacey, who happens to be the sister of last year’s winner, Benji. If I had to bet I’d say Pasha and Lauren will be voted off next week and the final 4 will be Lacey and Sabra for the girls and Neal and Danny for the boys.

I didn’t sleep much this weekend. I took a nap but it’s not the same. A very good friend broke it off with her boyfriend and that was weighing on my mind, then this crap with this guy I met a week ago … who I’m now convinced is married … well, it’s left me pretty sleepless. Nope, we didn’t hook up and, in fact, he never called. He’s ignored me since I told him to call me yet has been on the site quite a few times picking up emails, so I know he’s found someone better. Am I hurt? Yeah, but getting over it quickly. But I don’t plan to meet anyone for a long, long time. Took me a year to get up the confidence to meet this one and I fell for his bullshit. So, I’ll take a break for a while. Did hear from 2 others who were interested but one was too far away and the other, well, I just don’t want to deal with meeting anyone right now.

Worked on some of the newer sites today and hope to have another one done tomorrow.

For now, I think I’m going to go try to sleep. Ha, right.

Just games. All he wants to do is play games. Sorry, but I’m too old for that and have no time or energy for it as well. He said he wanted to get together today and I said “you have my number” but he never called, just like I said would happen. He went online once to check his messages but that’s it.

If he truly wanted to see me, he’d call. He wasn’t around all last night but when I asked where he was, he didn’t answer. Games.

So, I’ll move on after a bit. I liked him a lot so it will take a bit to get over him.

Oddly enough, the phone rang last night at 10:30 (ticking me off and waking me as I was just about asleep) and it was John, the one who blew me off last week. Told me he was sorry he didn’t call but there was a family emergency. Uhm, if you can’t take 5 minutes out of your day to call or send an email, you’ve lost my interest. Consideration is vital. I deleted his message and won’t be calling him. Nice guy and we had a lot in common, but I can’t deal with someone who has no consideration for me and my feelings.

For 2 years there has been this cop who periodically says hi to me on a dating site. He never wanted to meet and I guess I felt like he was playing games. I was wanting to meet him but he never brought it up … and he always talked about his fantasy of licking my hairy pits! So, of course, this week I meet a guy and today, the cop contacts me on the dating site to give me his phone number to chat. I haven’t heard from him in probably 6 months and NOW he has to contact me???

Grrrrrrr. MEN!

Did hear from my new guy and I think we may get together tomorrow. “think we may” sounds not very positive, right? He said 3 times today he wants to see me again but so far no phone call and no definite plans.

I’ve always had a fantasty man in my head. I’m sure you guys know what I mean as you have this fantasy woman in your head with the bush from Heaven, etc. Well, my fantasy guy was always over 6 feet tall (I’ve never dated anyone over 5′9″) with a huge football-player build. This guy IS that fantasy guy, which in itself is scary to have that fantasy come to life. Time will tell, however, if he’s the fantasy guy, right?

I haven’t heard from the new guy since yesterday, and I’m pretty sure I know why he’s blown me off. He hinted that next time we got together he wanted to have sex, and I told him he’s a stranger to me and I don’t have sex with strangers, and need to get to know him better. After that, no word. He’s logged into the site we chat on (we don’t use email, we use their system) today and didn’t email, so I guess that’s over.

Part of me isn’t surprised as I never expected someone like him to want someone like me. Part of me is relieved as I don’t have to have that conversation with him about how hairy I really am. And, of course, part of me is hurt.

Life goes on.

Working on some hairy sites updates today and hope to have some more info for you later on … waiting for my designer to finish up his part so I can work on the sites

Edit: I did hear from him and he wants to see me again, so we’ll see what happens. Let’s see if he actually picks up the phone and calls or will just keep emailing

No, seriously, I’m sick of the heat and humidity. I want a nice big snowstorm with fat fluffy snowflakes!! Something that makes me want to cuddle up to keep warm!

So, did anyone check out the new page on the Hairy Pictures site, and if so, did you like it? Any comments? Criticisms?

I’ve redone Hairy Pictures but you may look and not notice the difference right away. When you go to look at the photos and click the text links, there is now a link where you can view the photos OR the text links … and if you click the photo links, you’ll see the new section of the site that I slaved over for 2 hard weeks. Hope y’all appreciate it! Please give me feedback on the site.

I actually met someone today and to my utter shock and surprise, he wants to see me again. He’s probably one the best looking men I’ve ever met with a body I only have dreamt about. Maybe waiting so long was worth it! He said things happen for a reason, after I complained on Friday I was blown off by John, and I have to agree with him on that. Had John not blown me off, I’d never have met this guy, since y’all know I’m a one-man woman.

I’m still somewhat in shock that this hunk would be interested in ME, ya know? I spent 4 hours talking with him and it felt like no time had passed at all, and I really hated to leave.

What shocks me is how aggressive I was to meet him. It’s not like I forced him, but I definitely set the tone to meet him quickly. I never, EVER meet anyone that fast.

He made me feel good, something no one has done in a very, very long time.

So, Pammie is definitely smiling! Pulling my ad from that dating site was the best feeling!

Not many updates to my sites today as my mind was elsewhere. I’ll definitely catch up tomorrow and hopefully will launch that site I worked so hard to redo! I have some more coming down the line but Summer never saw me say that, right?

(So no, he wasn’t an ax murderer, wasn’t looking to get laid and treated me with respect. Guess there are a few good ones left)