And, you can see the newest site by clicking! I’ll probably do a tiny bit of tweaking but basically, it’s done.

They were here on time and I swear it took them 5 minutes only to open the box, set it up, program the remotes and that was it. Fast isn’t the word! They took the old TV and now I’m a happy little camper.

Old big clunky TV, 27″

New flat panel TV, 32″ with speakers on the side for better sound

Do you have all your shopping done, or are you going to join the crowds this weekend to try to find what you need? Fortunately I can stay in and not fight the crowds, but Monday I need to go to Target for a couple of things.

I did a little shopping today and the stores weren’t that crowded, but I went to smaller stores. I went to buy socks and ended up buying 4 sweaters for $52. TOTAL. Normally $34 each, they were on clearance, and then it was buy one, get one free. And there must have been a run on HD cable boxes as one office was totally out, so I had to go to another to grab one. The new TV is scheduled for delivery at — get this — 8 am. Now, I’m usually up around 5 but I’ve been sleeping MUCH later on weekends, so there goes that hope. Guess I’ll end up with a nap later in the day!

I was going to keep my old TV but did some research on it and it weighs 111 lbs. It’s a 27″ TV/DVD/VCR combo and works great, but I don’t need it and it’s too heavy to ship, so may as well let the guys take it and trash it. I love it but it’s one of the older models (4 years old) so is thick as opposed to the new flat panel TV which will take up a lot less room. It’s bigger screenwise but not nearly as deep so should fit fine. I took a pic of the old TV with the new camera and will take pics of the new TV, too.

I rarely if ever watch a DVD or tape in my bedroom anyway but used to quite often. My new office TV has a built-in DVD player (it’s on the side, how odd is that) but I haven’t used it. Maybe there will be a great after-holiday special on a DVD player! (Ugh, just thinking about trying to hook that up is going to give me nightmares).

Heard from my friend who didn’t recognize me and he kicked himself since I was not only in red but was in red leather! He can’t believe he missed someone in red leather (a coat, don’t get too excited)!

Watching a review of music of the 90’s and it’s bringing back so many memories. 1994-1998 is a blur to me, since I was working 120 hours a week on the magazine until I collapsed. If anyone remembers back then I was putting less than 100 miles a month on my truck! I know TMW will remember back that far. I’d go to the post office every other day and the supermarket once a week if I could, and that was it. All I remember offhand was a pedophile working for me (Eddie, remember Doc?), Eddie coming to visit me twice, my housekeeper who had an assistant who stole money from me and having a turkey pokket (that IS spelled right) with lettuce, tomato and no mayo almost every day, delivered for lunch.

No new sites to launch today. I did release the daily babes site as well as the fat women site last week. Waiting for my writer to finish up the hairy BBW site and the hairy lesbians site and the hairy black women site. Someone suggested a site with pics of women with hairy asses … but … but … no more new sites, so I gave up on that idea. But I will develop a domain I have dealing with Asian women who are hairy …

Already planning business changes for 2008 which, of course, will mean no new sites for a while, redevelopment of old ones and dumping a lot that do nothing. Some big changes in store for me for 2008 but more on that later. This site will still be around, don’t worry … my main sites will remain.

Reading a personal ad today of a guy who wasn’t that bad looking at all!

I’ll show you how a real bad boy, ……. can be a real good man.

Damn, that went right to the groin! He’s within 40 minutes of me but I’m not his type, but hoo doggie did that give me fantasies!

Yesterday I ran into a guy I met 3 years ago from a dating site. Really nice guy, my height through — with a wife — but we got along well. We talk every 6 months or so and always say we need to get together for coffee again, but we’re both so busy.

He didn’t say hi! Last time I saw him I had longer, curly, blondish/brown hair and now I have the short/straight/red hair, so he only glanced over me without realizing it was me. I emailed and yelled at him! He’s still really, REALLY cute and a real temptation. So, maybe we can hookup for coffee in the next few weeks.

I’ve given up on imma be all ova u. While he would be great in fantasy, the reality is he’s too young and seemingly only wants one type of relationship, if that. He hasn’t messaged me at all but has been around, and I figure if he wants to meet me that badly, he’d message me. I’ve never, ever approached him on AIM so he should know I’m too shy to approach some guy. Oh well.

I’m just going to hold out until I find that guy that instinctively tells me he won’t be a selfish lover like all the rest.

Someone asked what I bought myself for a gift this year, and I realized I hadn’t even given it any thought. I always buy something nice but I’ve been too inundated to even think about it.

So, I went to the store and bought some clothes (again). Then I went out and bought myself a 32″ flat panel HDTV for my bedroom, and then a new Fuju 8.1 megapixel digital camera. I bought an Olympus digital camera a few months ago but find myself needing more than one, and the first I ever bought is too bulky.

I’ve been wanting a new TV for almost a year I think, but I just never had the time to go pick one out and then I’d forget about it.

Everything I bought was on sale, too. TV will be delivered on Saturday and I guess the cable company can hook up an HDTV box on Monday, eww, day before Christmas … hm, maybe I should just drop in tomorrow and pick one up.

I had my hair colored again last week (touch up) and it just looked so awesome, but I began to tire of the cut. Yesterday I looked in the mirror and just wasn’t happy, so called up to see if they could take me next week and I got in today.

I cut my hair short. Lisa Rinna short (same cut, too).

I love it! I needed a change and this was it. I feel peppier already. Other than the little hairs on the back of my neck and down my shirt in back bothering me, lol, I feel awesome. A shower tonight will fix that all up!

I’d take a pic (and block out my face) if I could, but my cell camera only uploads to a phone number, not online

About 12 degrees with the wind chill factor today. Every sidewalk was full of ice, too. No more snow … for 2 days. Wow.

Shoulder didn’t hurt at all Saturday and was fine all day Sunday until last night, not sure what I did but I was in some serious pain. It’s not hurting now but if I move it at all, it hurts. I’m keeping my elbow glued to my side as I type to limit movement.

This weekend I put up a babe site. I know, I know, they aren’t hairy women, but some guys who are into hairy women are also into other types of women, so if you like your girls 18+, you’ll love the new babe site.

Still redoing a few other sites but I expect things to calm down by the 1st of the year.

First major storm of the season. It began when I was getting my hair cut and there was about 3″ on the ground once I was done. It took me 40 minutes to drive home and usually takes 20 minutes. On the highway I crawled at barely 20 MPH just like everyone else. Driving wasn’t bad, but hitting the brakes was. I hit them at an intersection and they did that tap-tap-tap thing when ABS brakes kick in. Going up a very big hill the jerk in front of me crawled at 2 MPH. I was beeping like crazy because I knew if he didn’t go faster I’d get stuck. The guy behind me was pissed at ME for not going faster, but I had a car 1 foot in front of me. And, every time that jerk gave it gas, he’s slide sideways. He was giving it too much gas. Very bad driver.

Still working on several sites at once, 2 are waiting for my writer.

Monday when I got home I felt fine. I sat down before dinner to work and my shoulder began to hurt. Within 30 minutes I was in some serious pain. It wasn’t a muscle but you could feel the pain deep in the joint. I ate dinner and then I was almost in tears it hurt so much. I could not type. Just moving my shoulder a bit was painful. I took 3 Ibuprofen which helped a little bit but even just watching TV was painful as I kept moving my shoulder without realizing it. I finally went to bed so it wouldn’t hurt and when I woke up, I felt fine. NO pain at all.

After breakfast it twinged a little but then was fine for the entire day. Woke up today fine. It was a tiny bit tender but really nothing. But, at the supermarket I had to reach up on a top shelf and within 10 minutes, OUCH. Not that serious pain like Monday but enough to make me want to cry. In the past few hours, though, even with typing, it stopped hurting totally. I don’t know what I did to it. I’m favoring it for sure now, though. I’m frisky but that’s the arm I use lol, so guess I’ll sacrifice an orgasm for the cause.

Dad is still in the hospital but should be transferred to a rehab facility within a few days. He needs to be a little stronger. This will make things easier on everyone.

Been up since 4 am … no trouble sleeping but had to take mom for a mammogram for 7:45 am. All clear, no calcification which is a huge relief. Also, I haven’t taken meds to sleep in weeks. For a few months I could only sleep until 3 am and then was up and wide awake. I was taking the meds just on weekends to try to catch up on sleep, but for the past few weeks I really haven’t had any problems so let’s hope this keeps up!

So, that guy is still begging even though I clearly said no.

Give it a try, please. We can certainly be friends. I’m looking for more than a fuck buddy too. We have things in common and certainly enjoy talking. Hey I said I was an ass … At least until you find someone closer

I don’t know how else to say NO. I certainly don’t want someone to tide me over until something better comes along. See, one of the bad things he did to me was blow me off weeks after we met to tell me he’d met someone from his past and was picking up where they left off. So, I don’t trust him not to do that again. One bitten, twice shy.

First, I’m proud to release the Fat Women Blog devoted to beautiful BBWs. If you like chubby, BBWs, plumpers or SSBBWs, you’ll love the site.

Rainy day but I got a lot done. I went to start up the Firebird to make sure it was ok, had a bit of trouble starting but it finally caught. Choke engaged so I put it in reverse but it died, so I simply started it again without changing gears. Holy shit, it went to 2000 RPM and I FLEW out of the driveway going backwards! I slammed on the brake pretty fast and kicked the gas pedal to disengage the choke and then she idled at 700. I want the idle to be put up a tad, maybe next week.

Bought a new deodorant, has anyone tried Degree Clinical Protection? They have one for men and a powder scent for women. It’s about 3 times the price of regular deodorant but I’ll try it this weekend and see how well it does. My laser appt was cancelled so I’ll be able to put up my new curtains this weekend and do some other stuff around the house.

Dad is still in the hospital and will be there a while. He has advanced COPD and even with the oyxgen he’s now having trouble breathing, and they can’t turn up the oxygen any higher. It’s not good. He’s weak as a kitten, can’t even hold a fork to eat.

Crazy busy! The fat woman site is nearly done and should be ready to release tonight. I updated Hair To Stay, the Hairy Pits Blog, the Natural Women Blog, The Sex Toys Blog and Hairy Pictures.

Dad is back in the hospital. Long story, he was rushed there on the weekend and the hospital said nothing was wrong and released him, even though he said he had trouble breathing. Next night he passed out and was rushed back and this time they read the X-rays right, I guess, as he has pneumonia, a severe case, among other things. He can’t walk anymore due to his leg but they don’t know why and he’s not strong enough to have a hip replacement. Not sure if he’ll go into a long-care facility or not after this hospitalization. Friggin’ hospital sent him home as sick as he was. Blood tests confirmed he also had another heart attack between the time he was at the hospital initially and the time he was admitted

Laser treatment this weekend which I nearly forgot about. This should be the last one untl March when it’s light enough out to drive at night. I prefer the night appointments over weekends.

Have any ladies tried the new makeup, Dermacia? I bought a bottle and will be using it soon, just wondering how others thought of it. $45 a bottle … it better transform me into a raving beauty at that price.

Happy Hanukkah to all

Tonight we should get an inch or two of snow, though it will then rain and wash it all away. While I love snow, I need it to hold off for 2 weeks so I can finish getting the Firebird ready for winter work. I need to take it and get some pics this week before it goes away, and then get all the stuff together.

Did I post a pic of the Firebird with the new redline tires? I can’t remember. I know I put a lot of new pics on the Firebird site but can’t remember if I posted anything here or not.

Busy busy busy weekend. I spent part of today doing stuff around the house, but otherwise I just updated and finished off websites. I decided to resurrect my sex toy review site and associated blog (that’s what I’m multi-tasking right now). Of course, if a certain female someone *hint hint* would do her last remaining 7 reviews, the site would get a good jump. I have toys waiting to be done and will buy more, so if you want to be a sex toy reviewer, let me know.

Updated a lot of sites this weekend, parked a few and worked on a lot of them. My fat women site is almost done and the one with fat, hairy women will be done soon. I’ll also being doing a site on hairy lesbians and women with treasure trails. More on those as they progress.

I’m really tired tonight so will be going to sleep early. Wanted to nap earlier but mom called to tell me dad is being admitted to the hospital, so that killed my nap mood.

Nothing new men-wise. Well, I opened AIM and Nick messaged me to say hi. I just said “fuck off” and closed it down. LOL. Sorry, but I’m not in the mood for little boys playing games. Be a man and message me, don’t play games. He blew his chance with me and there is nothing he can say I want to hear. Haven’t been on MySpace in about a week — been too busy — so don’t know if there are any new prospects there. The guy in Seattle still interests me but he’s in Seattle, ’nuff said.

Oh well. Back to sex toys.

How men interpret women’s profiles:

40-ish…………………………….49 - 65.
Adventurous……………………..Slept with everyone.
Athletic…………………………..No breasts.
Average looking…………………Moooo.
Beautiful…………………………Pathological liar.
Emotionally Secure………………On medication.
Feminist………………………….Fat.
Free Spirit……………………………Junkie.
Friendship first…………………..Former Slut.
New-Age…………………….Body hair in the wrong places.
Old-fashioned……………………No B.J.’s
Open-minded…………………….Desperate.
Outgoing…………………………Loud and embarrassing.
Professional……………………….B1tch.
Voluptuous………………………Very fat.
Large frame………………………Hugely fat.
Seeking soul mate…………………Stalker.

Been getting up early for work and working late into the night, straight out — I’m literally working on 6 sites at a time right now!

Let’s see — I finished up Hair To Stay Erotica, Hair To Stay Sex Toys and am working on the fat women sites. I also updated the BBWs On Webcam site. I put up the wrong full-page ad and if you tried to join, it cost money and it should have been a FREE signup! So, now you can join for free. Sorry ’bout that.

I also completed the Hair To Stay Movies site which simply lists all the movies I’ve done to date. Still have another … 5 or 6 sites to finish off before updating a ton of others. All this work has my neck hurting and I’m totally stressed out. My hormones are raging, too! I plan to take a break in a bit and take care of me!

New guy, sort of .. he’s not local, he’s waaaaaaaaay far away. At first I thought he was interested, then I felt he backed away, but now I’m just not sure. He’s not my type since I like rough, scruffy bad boys, but he does have a mustache/goatee but the biggest thing is he’s very intelligent. I truly look forward to his emails that are properly formed and don’t resemble an AOL teen chat room (”how r u? wot u doin? u doin k? dats good me 2″). I am not really into looks so his lack of bad boy behavior is fine with me as he’s such a sweet, romantic guy. Oh, dig this — he LOVES fat, hairy women …! So, we’ll see what happens.

Imma be all ova u hasn’t been around but that’s my fault for not opening up AIM all week. I just got tired of all the HNG (horny net geeks) who would message me out of the blue.

I’m working on a site now and don’t want to give away any hints on it, so I’ll surprise everyone when it’s done.

I spent all day yesterday working on this new one. And, I have to say, I am VERY PROUD of the final product. It’s clean, it’s sharp, it’s easy to maneuver — so be sure to check out Hair To Stay Erotica which hopefully will be updated regularly.

Will have more this week I hope. I’m waiting on my designer and a writer for one site, and will start on another one tonight after dinner. Have to catch up on some emails and personal stuff first, though.

Did y’all eat too much? Did anyone shop on Black Friday? I wasn’t planning to but wanted to buy one grey sweater, so went to the store and ended up with 8 sweaters and one shirt. But, I bought $368 worth of clothes for $135!! Half-price sale on most things, then 15-20% of certain items. I’m going back tomorrow for more! I wasn’t one of the crazy people getting to the store at 5 am. I went around 2-3 PM when the stores weren’t that crowded and the parking lots weren’t too bad.

Still working on releasing those new websites. Need to go find a template for one right now ….

Happy Thanksgiving to all of those who celebrate it today. Remember to be thankful for what you have.

Getting hungry just thinking about it? What kind of plans do you have? I’ll be home working all day, just another day to me.

Got a lot of stuff done including some big updates to Hairy Videos/DVDs. I’m still working on a lot of new sites.

Rainy, sleeting, and I have had just a really REALLY bad day all around. It began when that moron made the comment about hairy women being filthy last night and has snowballed from there.

Went on AIM to talk to someone and as soon as I logged on, Nick messaged me with “hi” which makes no sense. It’s the 3rd time he’s done it as soon as I log into IM, and he runs like a little girl as soon as he says it. I guess his friend who emailed me to tell me Nick is gay was right.

Then “imma b all ova u” messages me, but he’s good for my ego so I talked to him, and now he wants to meet. I told him it would be just for coffee and he was okay with that. I guess part of me wants to meet him so he can see I’m telling the truth about what I look like, and he can move on.

Chris messaged me after several days with no word. I figured he had moved on but his email was more business related than anything. There is another guy but he’s 3,000 miles from me plus he hasn’t asked my age and I think he’s not aware I’m 20 years older than he is. While he claims to like fat women and likes women who don’t shave … the age thing will surely be a factor. So, I’m hoping he’ll ask my age outright so I can tell him, and he can move on. He’s already backed off a bit from his initial attraction, but I’m not sure why that is.

I think I’ve temporarily fixed the Hairy Videos site as it was badly broken and apparently has been for a week or more.

Still working on the new sites and should have some more announcements soon. Just need to be in a better frame of mind to work on them, I guess.

In a discussion forum I mentioned I don’t remove any body hair. The following comment was then posted.

Something about a woman who doesn’t remove any of her body hair gives me the dry heaves, because I’m betting she’s also into watersports and scat.

No, I don’t mean sexually. I mean, how do you relieve stress, how do you unload after a bad day?

For me, it’s writing. Sometimes I wish I had a hidden blog so I could pour out more of what’s in my head. The problem is people judge you by what you write, and I have to hold myself back at times. When I have a bad day, something bad happens, or I need to unload, I want to write.

Some morons drink alcohol to numb the senses. Some people overeat, some drive like maniacs.

Sometimes I can just drive around in my Firebird on a country road out in the middle of nowhere to relax but the car generates too much attention. I was on a back road (with the kid) on a 2-lane road and some guy came up behind me, then came along side of me, just to yell NICE FIREBIRD. He could have been hit head-on had something been coming from the other direction.

I wish I had more time in my schedule to write erotica. Those from the HAIR TO STAY days will remember my sex stories including themes of breath control, anal sex, forced oral, etc. My mind is very, very perverted and I yearn to jot down a lot of what I think … but it would scare a lot of people, too.

Maybe I will put up a hidden blog where I can write what I want without anyone else reading it. Then, when I’m dead, someone can discover it and realize that the facade of everything going so well was simply that.

I know earlier this week Anthony made a comment (y’all do read the comments, right?) about my not wanting a hair lover. That’s not really true. I do want someone who loves the hair but someone who sees there is more to me than hair. I know I dated someone who claimed to love hairy women, yet always referred to certain models on certain hairy paysites and you could tell he was comparing me to them and I’d come up short, and he made me feel like shit all the time because of it.

Yesterday, on a dating site, I received a note from a man who asked if I really was hairy. Uh, why would I lie? I said I was hairy, yes. He then returned the email to ask if I was Irish due to the red hair, asked if I chose not to shave — so I said the red hair was not natural and I chose not to shave. I wasn’t rude but was curt and to the point.

Sure enough next email is asking where I’m hairy, how much hair, blah blah blah. Not ONCE did he ask about ME — it was all about hair. Screw that. So, my response was simply, “I don’t discuss such personal issues with virtual strangers” and he apologised, agreed, and moved on.

Now, I understand you love hairy women, guys, but you have to realize there is more to a woman than hair, and asking about the hair and not about HER is not a good thing.

In website news, I’m putting up a dozen new sites in the next week or so, beginning with BBWS on Webcam. Real life BBWs (who are often quite hairy) live on cam, doing what you want! I did some updating on Hair To Stay early this morning plus added a few white label sites like Hair To Stay Dating and Hair To Stay Webcams. I’ll have more links to add as soon as my designer gets his ass moving.

No word from Paul but I know he no longer has a cell phone. Chris has moved on apparently but it’s ok, he made me feel really good for a few days and that rarely happens. And, let’s face it, his being out in California would have been a huge issue. If I wanted a long-distance relationship there are some much closer I could pursue.

While I love my new hair color (not that new now) and the cut (not that new anymore), I’ve never been able to get it to look as good as the hairdresser does. Last time she blow-dried it I paid careful attention and finally, FINALLY can get it looking almost as good as she does. This week I had an awesome hair week, so good I wanted to take pics!! Today I had a slight trim and it looks just so good and it makes me feel so good.

On that note, there is someone new making me feel good. The good part is he’s the age I like, hairy as I like (though no goatee), mature and likes hairy women. The bad part is he’s not local.

He made me feel just …. great …. with his first email

I love your profile - you come off as honest and approachable. I’ve never seen a profile this well written without pictures (which is a shame because even if you did look like Quasimodo you’d get plenty of guys for being upfront and dead-sexy confident).

Anyways, I’m a pretty fair distance away and may not exactly be your ‘type’, but I find your intelligence and frankness a huge turn-on and would love to hear from you.

It was nice that a guy looked beyond the fact I don’t have a photo on my dating site profile and saw that the person beneath the ad was intelligent and honest. We’ve been talking quite a bit and have a lot in common so we’ll see what happens. Even if it doesn’t work out, he made me feel really good, so coupled with the good hair week, I’m having a great week!

Have you see the retro porn blog I’ve been working on? I added 15 new pics last night and some of the women are amazingly hairy. I really dig old porn and hope you do too!

For the past 2 days my neck hasn’t hurt at all. The stiff neck is finally gone. My chiropractor is amazing! I have to go tomorrow and that’s the last appointment until I reinjure it again.

Kevin Youkliss of the Boston Red Sox used to have a huge goatee but shaved it for charity. Gillette donated $5k to his favorite charity. I’d have given $5k if he’d have kept it lol.

Still talking to Paul but his being 3 hours away just doesn’t make me happy, plus one brief conversation about sex lead me to believe we won’t be compatible sexually at all. So, I’ll meet him as a friend. He wanted to meet this past week but I couldn’t, and can’t next Monday either … maybe Thanksgiving since I’ll just be home alone, working. But, it’s supposed to rain and I don’t take out the Firebird in the rain, and I want to cruise around with him.

Saw the same very, very hairy woman at my local Wal-Mart again. I’m not sure when she works but she seems to be there when I go, which isn’t often. I wish I could just approach her and ask her to model.

Cold and chilly … not sure if my old bones are adapting to this cold weather yet!

Finally finished the revamp of my retro porn blog, so you can now visit Classic SeXXX and see hairy women from 1920-1980.

Dad is in the hospital so my time was a little limited today. Paul called twice but I could not use the phone in the hospital so hopefully I’ll cal him back tonight and we can chat.

So, I forgot I had AIM open in case “imma be all ova u” messaged me.

This wacko chick messages me again …. apparently she knows me from the Hairy Chat board and used to post years ago. Anyway, she tells me she is 43 then says oops, I’m 33, and she thanks me for showing her it’s ok to be natural.

Then she goes on to tell me (I’m a stranger, remember this) that her female lover loves her full bush and her 20-year old male lover feels the same way, and she’s noticed her 19-year old daughter hasn’t shaved her pits.

Uhm, yeah, at this point I’m thinking “why me” and told her I had to go back to work. I’m not even sure it was a real female, but I really don’t need to know intimate details of a stranger’s sex life and yeah, she did tell me a bit. I’m not even sure she knows her own age at this point.

Why me?

And no, he didn’t contact me. Like I said, he does this, expresses interest, then disappears. Illegal alien must have gotten the hint and skeedadled. Paul called and I need to call him back this weekend. Wanted to during the day but ended up doing more than I planned with the kid. He bought another vehicle — his 31st I think — a truck with 48k miles for just $700. This kid has the luck of finding very low mileage vehicles and then can flip them quickly for big bucks.

If you’re a female with body hair, do you ever want to be told you aren’t hairy enough, or made to feel that way? I have been and quite frankly, it sucks. An ex would constantly tell me how hairy the women on this or that paysite were, making it obvious they were hairier than I was. He also never - EVER - touched my breasts, so that told me he was into big ones, which I admittedly don’t have. It’s bad enough I feel woefully inadequate not being well endowed up top, but to have someone never, ever touch your breasts, well, it just makes you feel like crap.

Today I met someone for coffee, sort of. He’s a new customer who lives one town from me and to save him shipping costs, I offered to meet him at Dunkin Donuts to give him the videos and all it would cost him was a cup of iced coffee. We were supposed to meet last week but he went to the wrong Dunkin Donuts. He did show up today and teased me by wearing a shirt unbuttoned at the top, showing me a hairy chest. He also had a day old goatee … grrrr. LOL. Very nice guy and he ever offered — twice — to buy me another iced tea (I bought my own when I arrived). No other guy I’ve ever met at Dunkin Donuts has offered to buy me anything, let alone offer to buy me another one.

He loved my Firebird and is a lover of classic cars, so it was nice to chat with him about that. Unfortunately some guy was sitting right next to us so talking about hairy women and my sites was very difficult. He had to run, as did I, as the kid wanted to see my redlines but he wasn’t home, he was off buying another vehicle.

No word from “imma be all ova u” but he’s done this before, shows interest then isn’t around. Paul did call but I was asleep so only got his voicemail.

Chiropractor is performing miracles. My nerve isn’t pinching any more, but the neck is still sore, the muscles are still sore. It’s pretty tender in the upper neck and my shoulder sockets hurt. I have to remember to take Ibuprofen as it helps. I’m going to change pillows tonight and see if that alleviates some of the muscle issue.

i’m lost… i dont now what is not right with me… help. That’s an email I got today — from the illegal alien. I guess that’s his way of explaining why he deleted his profile, but I’m not playing. I just ignored it.

Meanwhile, a guy I saw 3 years ago is interested again. He and I email once a year or so just to say hi, and I have never wanted to see him again, but now he’s telling me he’d love to see me again since I was such a good kisser. Huh? I didn’t kiss him enough for him to form that opinion so I think it’s bullshit, but I’m not falling for some stupid flattery. I don’t know to say no in any other way other than N O.

The latter is a hair lover, so that’s why I don’t want to see him again.

When it rains, it pours, huh? He sent me a smile on a dating site today and I realized I did miss talking to him. I opened up AIM and he hasn’t messaged me, and it’s been sitting on another computer open all day long. I don’t think he has my direct email but maybe he’ll hit me up tomorrow. I’d like to meet him, just for coffee. He won’t be all over me at Dunkin Donuts, I guarantee it.

Talked to Paul for 2 hours last night ….. while he’s interested, I’m not positive I am. He’s 3 hours away, and I don’t do long-distance relationships any more. So, I think we’ll just be friends after we meet and “hang out all day” as he said. He said he’ll call again and we shall see what happens.

Big changes in store for Hairy Space. Another grand for programming (this site hasn’t made me a cent) but hopefully in a few days I’ll reveal all the changes, and maybe it will get people to stop bitching about a site that costs them nothing and costs me every month. Yes, I’m a little tired of the complaints and never any compliments.

My new phone is charging — yeah, I know, I got it days ago, but I stuck the box in a corner and forgot about it until I discovered it tonight. Duh. So tomorrow night at this time I should be able to rewire things and set it up, and if I like it, I’ll replace more phones.