First, I went to the auto parts store and the guy offered to change my points for me. As he was doing it, this stud in a huge black truck came up and he had a gorgeous goatee. He helped the guy gap the points and we talked about cars. He had a nice dog, too!

Then I went to meet the guy who will be pulling my engine and painting it, and he had a goatee. And, out comes his worker who has a goatee, too. THEN they bring me to their garage to show me his 1972 SS, 1970 Nova, and other cars he’s working on including a 1966 GTO, 1968 Road Runner, and a few other cars. I was in heaven, let me tell you. THEN he says he has another storage area with GM parts — a 3,200 sq. foot “barn” with nothing but original parts. Shelf after shelf of original boxes of stuff for my car, but I really don’t need to replace much, since this car is in awesome shape.

Yesterday I went to see the electrical guy since the wiring on my car was in sad shape I thought. HE had a sexy goatee, too!!! He said it’s all original wiring and really in great shape. He did replace 2 wires (I’d already replaced my frayed coil wire), hooked up the heater/defroster (don’t ask why the moron previous owner disconnected it, I haven’t a clue) and fixed my other issue it seems. All I can say is WOW. This car does nothing but attract guys with goatees!!! Should have seen the guy with the George Michael look at another auto parts store yesterday when I went in with the kid. He BEGGED me to drive car, then mentions that his father has a Camaro and he’s not allowed to drive it since he wrapped his friend’s Iroq around a tree. Meanwhile, begging to drive mine?? LOL I don’t think so!!!!!!!!

Was about to go to bed and then the Red Sox scored 5 runs so now I’m glued to the television.

Nick is such a chicken shit piece of crap. There, I said it. Ignores me for 2 weeks, then apparently he accidentally messaged me with “hi” on AIM. I came back to that computer, saw the message, wanted to tell him to go fuck himself, but instead said, “uhm hi” and the second I sent it, he logged off– he must have realized he messaged me and ran like a little girl when I responded. He’s not a real man and now I see why he can’t find anyone to love him. He’s a game player for sure.

Another guy who was interested in me disappeared but hadn’t been on line in a month, but today I noticed he had logged in, yet didn’t message me. It’s ok, I found his profile on a LOT of dating sites recently and now realize he’s definitely not what I’m looking for, particularly since (a) he’s not into cars, (b) he has a very young child and (c) lives over an hour from me.

Uploaded more pics of the car this morning, since I document every little thing. Shoot, I replaced 4 screws in my grillwork yesterday and took pictures!!

Saw an interesting series of posts on a forum where virtually everyone there claims NO man is attracted to overweight women and NO man would ever want a woman with hairy legs, full bush, hairy pits or a mustache. Wow, how wrong they are

After talking to John last night, I felt we made a connection but, of course, being insecure, I wasn’t positive he’d call again. I did email him and got no response, so was a lot leery today that I’d not hear from him again. I wasn’t beating myself up yet! But, he called about an hour ago and we had a great conversation and we’re definitely in synch on a lot of issues.

So, I’m feeling pretty happy yet keeping it in stride, as I know we may meet and he may not be interested after that. It’s happened before so I won’t get my hopes up too high. He does like BBWs so I know I won’t have to deal with rude comments about my weight as I’ve had to do in past relationships. He’s not into hairy women but didn’t seem to have an issue with me being hairy, but we’ll see about that.

I did get feedback from Chip and he said I had honest eyes, nice full lips and he wants to get together again for coffee or dinner. I said yes as I enjoyed talking to him without any sexual pressure. I knew I wasn’t trying to impress him (not that I would), I knew I was just talking to a friend and nothing more. The kid, as I call him (Timothy) didn’t email me or comment or anything, so I have no clue where his head is at. I still don’t even know why I met him, honestly, other than I just felt bad over something he had said in his profile.

Still working on the overhaul of the site which I hope to have done in 2 days, then I, uhm, willhaveafewnewsites. If I say it fast maybe Summer won’t hurt me

I know many of you guys will look at photos of hairy women on the Internet, whether it be free or paid memberships. You’ll look at the “woman of your dreams” with a thick, hairy bush and fantasize about being with her, masturbating, dreaming of her. You’ll walk around with that image in your head. You’ll wish you could meet this woman.

Today, I can empathize. Someone told me about a guy who does car restorations, so I dropped him an email just to find out where he was located. He lives 2 towns over and works at a shop about 30 minutes from me. I found out his website from him and they have some amazing restorations there. So, we chatted a little. Then I saw his photos. And, now, I can’t get him off of my mind. He has THE perfect goatee but it’s not just that, he’s wearing a shirt in one photo that shows a ton of chest hair poking through at the top. I’ve never been with anyone really hairy and he is definitely the thing dreams are made of. Of course, the problem is he has cooties — yep — he has a wife.

Odds are 1000000 to 1 he’d not be interested in me anyway, but today I feel the pain you guys go through seeing someone you want so badly and know you can never have. I just KNOW this guy would be the one to show me what ecstasy is about, who would give me those neck nibbles and hickeys I want, and with whom I could explore my twisted perverted mind.

But, all I can do is look at the photos and …. let my fingers to the walking.

More on that later.

Well, tonight was it, the last show before they choose the American Idol for 2006. Who do I want to win? Taylor Hicks, my choice from the beginning. Who do I think will win after tonight?

Song 1 went to Taylor
Song 2 went to Katherine
Song 3 went to Taylor

I think Taylor did best tonight and my heart hopes he wins. But, I think it will be very, very, very close. Commercially I think Taylor will do better.

Was nice seeing sexy Bucky in the audience and Chris, too!

Saw the commercial for the new Mustang GT during AI and I realized I hadn’t mentioned that Ford is suing people who use “Mustang” in their business name including websites. I can’t tell you how many businesses have been selling Mustang and Shelby parts for 30+ years, and now all of a sudden Ford has a bug up their ass and is suing people. If you own a trademark, you can’t wait forever to enforce it. If you don’t enforce your trademarks, you can lose them. The fact that Ford stopped making Mustang parts all those years ago was the reason all these people began selling them. It will be interesting to see how it plays out and if it goes to court or not.

Did I mention the hot guy I saw yesterday at the hospital? They were doing some sort of testing of the fire alarm system so he kept going back and forth. He must have been 6′2″ or 6″3″, dark hair and a gorgeous goatee. Jeans and a T-shirt rounded out this hottie. I saw him about 6 times and I have to admit to being pretty frisky last night thinking about that goatee, the height, etc. I’ve never dated anyone who was tall. All the guys I’ve dated have been average in “many” ways but height-wise they’ve been 5′9″ to 5′10″ or so. I think someone 6′6″ would scare me but 6′2″ would be nice. Ah, to dream the impossible dream.

Mine was so-so. Windy weather and cold last night. Updated a lot of websites but am having problems with one that’s just pissing me off. To say I’m in a bad mood would be putting it mildly.

Finished watching Wedding Crashers and while it was cute, I didn’t think it was all that. If it had been good it would not have taken me 2 weeks to watch it. If I had paid for it I’d be ticked off.

Does it bother you guys that you love hairy women? Do you sometimes wish you had more “normal” interests? I ask this because of a conversation I had with someone on Friday. I had my hair trimmed (follow up from the major cut) and my hairdresser mentioned she was dating a new guy who was 4 years younger than she is, and she’s probably 27 or so. She said when she was younger she only dated older guys.

I mentioned that when I was younger, I, too, only wanted older men, but now I was attracted to guys who are 25-29 with goatees. Well, for the first time in my life I saw someone’s jaw drop … she was stunned and began laughing after shutting her mouth, and I asked what was so funny and shocking and she said she never would have expected me to say something like that.

I told her I can’t help what I’m attracted to, and it bothers the hell out of me that this is what I like. But, I also explained I’m not shallow and would never date someone solely based on a physical attribute.

We can’t help what we’re attracted to, but we can’t change it, either. It still irks me though, and probably always will.

Many of the hairy women I talk to all say they love a man with a hairy chest. I know I’ve always been attracted to men with facial hair, though any body hair on a man is extremely attractive to me. Sometimes I wish I’d never said that, because often I’ll hear from a customer who is interested but says, “sorry, Pam, I’m not hairy”. ARGH. I’m not THAT superficial, really. Yes, it’s a turn on, but since to me most of sex is in the brain, I don’t need the hair.

Since I’ve lost 80% of my body hair, it’s not fair of me to expect my partner to have body hair.

But damn, the feeling of a whiskered chin rubbing on your breasts, over your belly, on your thighs ……….. if I could find a man who could appreciate that, my life would be perfect, huh?