Since I assume most will be busy tomorrow night since it’s Christmas Eve, let me take this opportunity to wish everyone a very merry Christmas.

I’ll be home working but things are truly winding down. Yesterday I looked at one of my gay sites, up since 1999, and decided it needed some serious freshening up, so I spent all day and night working on it and now it looks awesome. I did release the Hairy BBWs site today and should have the hairy black site in a few days. My list of stuff to do is seriously winding down … a few old domains to develop and then I can work on a major project that should take me 2-3 months to finish.

I order movies from Amazon quite often and recently got I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry and decided to watch part of it yesterday and finish it today. Like so many movies from Amazon, this one was defective. Halfway through the movies it went blank, showed a Chinese theatre, then replayed a scene I’d already watched. If you tried to reverse, it just kept replaying that scene. I did email and they are replacing it and I’ll have it tomorrow, so I’ll finish watching it on Christmas Day.

I watched Basketball Diaries today and it was not what I thought it was. I watched it and figured it was about some kids playing basketball! It was more serious and in-depth and a great movie and Leo was an amazing actor. I’d only see him in one other movie

And, you can see the newest site by clicking! I’ll probably do a tiny bit of tweaking but basically, it’s done.

Life has been hectic. Let’s see. First — MEN. This guy I met 3 years ago is interested again. I met him right before I met my ex and while he was a nice guy, he treated me pretty badly and admitted he was a jerk and apologized. He’s been sniffing around for a while now just making chit-chat and yesterday he dropped the bomb

Can I ask for a second chance? I know it’s not the best of circumstances but it is better than nothing. We do get along well and have many of the same interests. I can make it down you way more often. I really enjoyed the day we spent together. Let’s try, please. Plus you do kiss rather well and I find you very sexy.

While it’s flattering, I said no. I told him I want more than a fuck buddy and want much, much more and refuse to settle for less. I also told him he treated me like shit last time and I don’t wish to repeat that.

Then “imma be all ova u” is back. I accidentally opened AIM without realizing it, and he came on and said hi. I was pressed for time but said hi back, and after a bit of chatting he said he wanted to meet. Long story short I told him as soon as I have a free afternoon I’ll message him. Just coffee, but there may be more eventually. He is into fat women, loves hairy women, is very local, and we’ll see what happens.

Dad is still hospitalized. He had another transfusion last night, but his last major hospitalization he had 25 pints of blood in total, so 2 this time is nothing. He’s supposedly being released on Friday to go to a rehab facilility for a few weeks, since he can’t walk and is so unsteady. Once that happens my time will free up a bit more and I’ll be less stressed.

The BBW site I put up is beginning to get some steady visitors. The hairy BBW site will be out next week, then a hairy lesbian site …. then another one giving you weird news and interesting links. That’s just an old site I plan to resurrect.

VERY weird dream the other night, of all people — NICK. We were kissing and kissing and he was an amazing kisser. Funny how I dreamed of him since I told him to fuck off last week. But he brought back memories of Chuck, the guy I met this summer who was a good kisser. It’s strange, but I generally don’t like strangers touching me, let alone kissing me, but having spent all that time with him it just felt right, plus he turned me on, the first guy to do that in a dozen years or more, and that was just by holding my hands and fondling my fingers.

First, I’m proud to release the Fat Women Blog devoted to beautiful BBWs. If you like chubby, BBWs, plumpers or SSBBWs, you’ll love the site.

Rainy day but I got a lot done. I went to start up the Firebird to make sure it was ok, had a bit of trouble starting but it finally caught. Choke engaged so I put it in reverse but it died, so I simply started it again without changing gears. Holy shit, it went to 2000 RPM and I FLEW out of the driveway going backwards! I slammed on the brake pretty fast and kicked the gas pedal to disengage the choke and then she idled at 700. I want the idle to be put up a tad, maybe next week.

Bought a new deodorant, has anyone tried Degree Clinical Protection? They have one for men and a powder scent for women. It’s about 3 times the price of regular deodorant but I’ll try it this weekend and see how well it does. My laser appt was cancelled so I’ll be able to put up my new curtains this weekend and do some other stuff around the house.

Dad is still in the hospital and will be there a while. He has advanced COPD and even with the oyxgen he’s now having trouble breathing, and they can’t turn up the oxygen any higher. It’s not good. He’s weak as a kitten, can’t even hold a fork to eat.