I haven’t slept well in 3 nights, all I do is toss and turn. I have a lot on my mind and it’s really getting to me. Joel isn’t here tonight or tomorrow as the price of gas is simply too much. I mentioned this to a male friend and he said, “shit, Pam, I’d spend whatever it took to be with my sweetie.” Yeah, easy for him to say! Though, in retrospect, when Joel and I were first dating, we’d see each other only once a week, so he’d get here whether it was a flood, hurricane or blizzard (evidenced by his being stuck here for 3 days after a blizzard). Now, I guess since he sees me 5 times a week and is practically living here, it’s not that important. Sure, I miss being wanted like that, I have to admit it, but the price of gas is crazy right now — he’s spending $70 to fill up his tank at least twice a week to do the 800+ miles he does driving back and forth here. If he’s not here for 2 days, he saves at least $100 in gas and food.

No change yet noticed with the laser, and today is the 11th day since I had it done, and they tell me I will begin to notice the change after 10-14 days. I’d hate to think I dropped $400 for nothing but I guess I need to have more patience.

Been busy catching up on stuff today and without Joel here, I’ll be working all night, though will take a break to watch NCIS, something I don’t get to see when he’s here. I should have a few new websites for y’all soon.

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