So, I talked to bushguy very very briefly. I get the feeling he just likes to flirt but has no desire to meet. He’s never written back to me via email.

No word from John, and yeah, I’m a little hurt over it, but I’m definitely not wanting to castrate all men. I guess I knew it would be this way, and I’m glad I took the step to meet him. No regrets right?

Hoping tonight I can sleep really really well, I’m really overtired from this lack of sleep. I don’t know if it’s the holiday depression, the men situation, worry about my medical tests next week (though I was cleared of cancer), or just …. can’t sleep!

Oh, for those of you who like BBWs who are naturally hairy, I do have a new model — nice bush, nice mustache — and I’m hoping to do a videotape with her. She’s not really all that big, but has massive breasts … beautiful blue eyes, too. More as things progress.

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