Worked really hard but updated the Hairy Lesbians website with some extremely explicit pics! Check every few days for new photos of hot hairy lesbians.

Speaking of hot, it was 93 today and humid and icky. I was home most of the day but when I ran out I just could not believe how hot it was and it’s going to get worse over the next few days. I WANT SNOW!!

Well, it’s been a week now since Ron has contacted me, technically. He did call Sunday morning but I was sleeping, since I try to sleep in on Sunday mornings and he goes to work early and I guess he forget there is a 2-hour time difference. No message. No emails. I felt he was pulling away last week and now the lack of contact speaks volumes. I haven’t been asking myself what I did or said wrong, because I know I did nothing or said nothing wrong. I know I told him I didn’t have hairy legs, but he also told me that even if I weren’t hairy he’d still want to get to know me. It could be that he likes a woman with a lot of “junk in her trunk” and I don’t!! I don’t know, I just know I can’t be neglected like this. If a guy can’t literally take 5 minutes to click “email” in MySpace and say “hi, I’m busy, but thinking of you” — when he logs into MySpace each day — well, I deserve a lot better.

Chris and I chatted a little and he disappeared, too. Maybe I have bad breath?

Let’s see, I redid the Hairy Video Blog and totally removed the old models and put up new models at Miss Hairy USA and I chose full body shots for the new model pics and not face pics.

Been too hot to take out the Firebird though I want to get my tach fixed as I think it blew a fuse. A friend had wired it for me last year and I was going to email him last night to fix it, but instead he emailed ME to tell me he was suicidal as his girlfriend changed the locks and went back with her ex boyfriend. I was surprised he was with her, since he doesn’t like fat women and she’s fat, he doesn’t like young girls and she’s 20, he doesn’t like cats and she has them, he hates kids and she has 2, 5 and a baby. So, guess I’ll bring it in next week when it’s cooler.

Meanwhile, my car coming out of restoration is at the exhaust shop, having a custom exhaust done. It’s out-of-town but this guy is known for doing classic car exhausts and he’s fussy like a girl!! So “hopefully” next week I’ll have it back, totally done, and will have pics.

HA! It was hot as hell today? I thought of you, Stephanie, because it was just damned hot today. I went out tonight in the ‘bird and it wasn’t even cool. Bought a new GPS then came home where it was cool.

Updated the Hairy Video Blog with new links and will be adding new free movies every few days. I plan a slight design change, too.

No word from my guy for a few days now, not sure what’s going on. Did hear from a new guy but he’s only looking for friends as he’s into older cars, and I’m fine with that as long as he knows it’s friends only. No word from Bruno — big surprise there. I think for him it’s the thrill of the chase. We chat, he pretends interest, then disappears for a while. It’s ok as I’m really not interested in a guy who just wants to get laid for the short-term. I’m playing for long-term only.

Don’t forget the big big sale at Hairy Videos & DVD Shopping. I’m selling out of a lot of titles so you’d better hurry if you want something. Most hairy women videos and hairy women DVDs are half price or less!

Damn, it is HOT. Dew point is around 72 and 75 is about the highest it goes. Yesterday I spent 2 hours at the garage while they put in a new speedometer cable and they only have a tiny fan there. I was drenched in sweat when I left and could not wait to get home into a shower!

But oh my, the guy working on my car, wow. About 23 or 24, very dark and thick hair and thick, thick mustache, lots of chin hair, but the best part was he kept working on my car when it was on the lift, and kept raising up his arms so I could see his pit hair. You guys aren’t the only ones who drool over a hairy pit! He had a beautiful smile, too. Just a perk of having an old car!

Haven’t really heard from my guy and it’s pretty frustrating. I know he’s busy as he works full time and has a full time hobby, but I need some attention. “ima be all ova u” hasn’t messaged me and I’m glad, and not surprised. I almost think it’s a game to him, he talks to a woman and says he’s interested, then disappears.

I did hear from my gangsta guy, and he asked why I was mad at him, and I told him he gave me a really shitty attitude last time we talked and I don’t need it or want it. He didn’t want to see the log of what he said and did apologize a few times. That was nice, but he’s like the other one, they want short term and my guy is in it for the long term from what I can see … though not hearing from him is just aggravating. How can you get to know someone if they don’t email?

I really hate holidays and have such a hard time with them. Oh, I had fun yesterday but came home and something happened that really threw me and has me pretty weepy. It’s a culmination of a few bad weeks, I think. I clicked the wrong icon on another computer and AIM opened up. Been avoiding AIM so I don’t end up talking to gangsta boy. When I looked over, I saw a message from “ima be all ova u”. Feeling alone, I decided to talk to him. It’s not like my guy has been paying me much attention, and anyone who knows me knows I need a lot of attention from a guy. We did the normal chit chat, then he asked about my love life,and I told him I hadn’t met anyone but was just talking to someone who lived very far away. At that point I probably should have just clicked out but again, needing to feel needed but was feeling neglected, so decided to chat with him.

He really does like hairy women, and he isn’t asking for pics which just really makes me lose interest, and he’s very close, but he’s also very young, very immature, and I know he only wants one thing. I did ask him if he really liked fat women and he said “i like all women” and then told me their size didn’t matter. DANGER ZONE. That is man speak for “I’ll fuck anything that breathes and has a vagina.” No thank you. I’d rather be alone and do myself than be with someone like that.

My guy says he really does love bigger women plus loves hairy women, and is so much more mature and much brighter, but that distance thing is a real issue as is the lack of attention and contact. I want someone who loves my body and shows it, not someone who will tolerate it.

So, I had trouble falling asleep, though had taken a pill as I haven’t slept well in a long time, plus had the stiff neck from hell. Woke up a few times but kept rolling over and going back to sleep … looked at the clock and it was 9:40!! I haven’t slept that late in years! Now I’m scrambling to catch up on my websites, then have some paperwork to do, then some stuff around the house. With the rain I won’t be cruising, could not even take the Firebird with us yesterday as I knew it was going to rain, and it did.

I think I’ve done enough on Hairy Video Reviews to announce it here, though am adding a bit more onto it later. I’m thinking I’ll have the bisexual site done by tonight if I don’t take a nap lol. I’m still tired but am feeling, I don’t know … unsettled … maybe too much on my mind.

Happy July 4th to all Americans! How did you celebrate the holiday? I didn’t do anything special, but anyone who knows me well knows the issues I have with holidays and how difficult they are for me, so I’m just glad yesterday is over. Today I’m going to do a little shopping before the car show but little else outside, since it’s going to be raining most of the day.

Well, sorta kinda … have no car to cruise in at night. The other day the Firebird gave me issues with starting, then made this horrible grinding noise coming from the cowl area. I boosted it and it was fine but then it died once again with that horrid grinding. Bought a new high torque starter as well as an Optima battery. With the cam and increased timing, I don’t think my battery has enough power. So tomorrow I’ll have her towed and fixed. I think the Bendix may have a bent tooth but that’s a simple fix. The starter is HEAVY!

But it’s been so nice at night and I can’t cruise

Did take out my daily driver to look at the water, as we are having abnormally high tides. The boat launch was underwater last night and I watched one couple come close, then realize they simply could not bring their boat in since you have to back your vehicle with trailer down a 100 foot ramp that was underwater. Tomorrow if I have the Firebird back I’ll go out plus will take pics.

Got to talk to my guy the other day but I do miss his emails … I feel like we’re drifting apart or something. He’s a phone/text kinda guy, and I’m an email kinda gal. My words flow much easier when I can sit down and type and I can talk to him that way and ask about him and learn about him. I hate texting as those keys are tiny and you can’t just use 2 hands and type quickly. Phone is ok though mine runs out of battery quickly and gets REALLY hot after a few minutes. It’s time for a new one, I know … I’ll search one of these days. But he has mentioned visiting me on vacation which kicked up all my insecurities! I guess a big part of me just can’t see why this amazing guy would want ME other than the hair, and a big part of me feels the opposite, that he’s damned lucky to have me.

Car that’s in restoration is THISCLOSE to being done. I thought it would go for the exhaust this week and it still might, but it needed a proportioning valve yesterday when the brakes failed. Theoretically that was done today along with some last-minute wiring, but I’ll call tomorrow and see. I know it’s within days of having the exhaust which is the last step, then it goes to my Firebird mechanic for less than a week for all the cosmetic stuff (dash components, rocker panels, etc). I’m pretty excited.

This weekend I’m going to a huge car show with my car show friend. He called me to remind me of a show Friday night which I’d forgotten about, then asked if I wanted to go Saturday or Sunday to the big show. Another friend is going on Sunday (the guy with the DeLorean) so I’m not quite sure yet.

Still updating sites and should have one or two finished before the holiday. I’m very close on the hairy video site … just need to tweak it some more